Song Of The Day - A Simple Plan - I'm Just A Kid
Currently Feeling - good

I'm so tired after last nite after the concert but it was worth it. I'll recap the evening 4 u. I rode with both Jason Adam's and we got lost 4 a little bit but found our way. Downtown Tempe is a nice place to chill at, too bad it was raining yesterday. The concert was supposed to start at 7 but they pushed it back til 8 so we had to wait an hour and a half. We met up with Shawn M, Chad R, Chris M, Troy A, Mike L, Cam F, and Nigel's bro. I looked a little out of place cuz everyone was dressed punk and I was wearing a black polo shirt with baggy jeans but oh well. I felt a little bad for Shawn cuz he was there since 4 so he had to wait in line for 4 hrs. To kill some time we went to quizzno's to take a piss. We went back and we were all talking to this one girl. She was letting a couple guys cup her boobs and a couple guys dropped their pants while her back was turned. Pretty funny stuff. They finally let us in but there was massive pushing so it was every man for themselves. I finally got in and bought a starting line beenie. I doubt I'll ever wear it but it's a nice souveneir. I was pretty close to the front, standing right behind Shawn. The first band was Northstar who was pretty good. It was pretty calm until this crazy guy with a go-tee started going crazy and started a moshpit with me. I had to mosh with him and Chad started pushing me too. I ended up on the other side of the room. The crazy guy did give me props though which was cool. The next bad was The Reunion show, they were pretty sick. After them were Taking Back Sunday and they were fukkin sick. I was chillin with Mike and Cam and we saw Troy and he passed out from Dehydration. Mike was with his girlfriend and they seemed real cute 2gether. During the break I tried to find some other people and saw Jason. He lost his shoe and I helped him look for his shoe to no avail. I talked to Troy to c if he was cool and he was chillin in the side with a water bottle. Starting Line started and they were sick playing most of their songs. Definately the best group of the night with Taking back sunday as close 2nd. When I got back I just crashed on my bed.

Hmm 2day so far what I did was eat lunch with fam at the great wall. After that we went to the volvo dealership and they test drove the xc90. They also took a look at the s80 t6. We went to Lexus and checked out the LS 430 and that was a sick car. I went to the courtesy room and ate some free cookies and water. I want my mom to get the LS 430 cuz what ever she gets I'll be driving. The LS is priced at $46,500. The XC90 at $40,000 and the volvo S80 at $38,490. Adam called and he got his car so I'll probably go over there later to check out his ride and to kill him in Madden.

Random things....

Finch is coming in Jan and I'll probably go see that with someone. I heard they suck in concert though so I have my doubts.

The only other person I really wanna see in concert is Craig David or Brian Mcknight but if I saw one of them I should bring a girl....

The movie that I really wanna see is 2 Week Notice. It's about this guy who is trying to tell this girl that he loves her but he can't.....I can relate sortof

just burnt 3 new cd's....

Michelle Branch - Spirit Room
Sugarcult - start static
Brandy - Full Moon

Song Of The Day - Michelle Branch - Here With Me
Currently Feeling - Good

Well Happy Thanksgiving for those who are reading this. I was so stuffed last nite so much turkey and pie. Hmmm what else happened last nite......I rented Madden and right now I'm unstoppable.....I chilled at home most of the time yesterday. I went and fed Bun Bun and for a bunny that is huge it took me a while to find him. I fed him a cookie and a carrot. He didn't touch the carrot but almost ate my hand cuz it got in the way of the cookie. He's roughly 3X the size of Mal Mal so he won't play with the Capt. After dinner I chatted with Tawni for a little bit online. Finch is coming in Jan so I may go to that if it's on the weekend. Jason called and wanted me to go see 8 crazy nights with him, his bro, and his couz. I called Adam but he was too lazy to go outside and Frank had his aunt and uncle over so I just met up w/ Jason at the movies. It was pretty funny, pretty sick but funny. The people I was sitting next to got offended and left in the middle of the movie. Afterwards I went home and played more Madden.


On to today....I had the weirdest batches of dreams ever, it was like my subconcious took everything in my head, mixed them all up and produced them in my head. It's so weird that I'm not gonna write it down. My family is going shopping then when they come back i'm gonna have lunch with Adam. Later tonite is the concert so I'll leave at 5. Well that's it for now, later

Song Of The Day - Whitney Houston/Enrique Iglesias - Can I Have This Kiss Forever
Currently Feeling - Really Good

Really good day today, not really anything in particular that happen just a bunch of little things that made this day so good. Hmm I actually woke up late this morning so I had to rush and speed to get to school. It only took me 3 minutes by the way I was driving. Nothing really to note in APUSH. Amber's parents decided to let me watch Bun Bun becuz they don't want the little girl down the street to take care of him. I got 2 c him 2day but I'll get 2 that. In HCT I missed 5 on the quiz but I'll take that becuz I didn't study the night b4. In the 1st hour we had to do the neuro checks in front of the class. I had to be the victim with Kristal being the HCT worker and Tawni being the writer. At break I talked to Adam 4 a little bit then went back to class. We had to watch this video about this guy getting Alzheimers disease. It was pretty sick cuz in the beginning him and his wife get it on a couple times and also in the shower....it was sweet and disgusting at the same time (cuz they were 70 yrs old). After class I walked with Tawni to her locker and Becky told us about her grandmother who had cum over her and was dripping. It was really sick I got this image in my head of this really old woman with a facial and stuff like that. Anyways for lunch I went with Jason, Adam, and Frank to go to Dairy Queen. I went back for math and finished up my math homework. I helped Amber and Alex and they helped me out a little. Afterschool I should have gone to Robots but I decided not to since I would have no one to talk to since Ian,Ryan,Jason,Adam,Adam,Sopheak weren't gonna be there. I also thought Tawni wasn't gonna be there cuz Amber said she wasn't so I was walking to my car when I met up with Tawni and we both decided not to go 2 robots. I gave her a ride to her mom's then went to Fry's and read some magazines b4 I had to pick my Barbie. I went home and chilled for a while watching Robocop. Afterwards I drove to Amber's house and she showed me Bun Bun. He is a gigantic bunny and I mean gigantic I was surprised. He devoured the cookie I fed him. Hmm don't know what I'm doing this whole time becuz I'm really tired right now so I'll write in ya a little later 2nite with more stuff.

Song Of The Day - Backstreet Boys - Spanish Eyes
Currently Feeling - Good

Well I didn't get a chance to write in my blog yesterday because I was sooo tired. So I'll recap what happened yesterday. Jason was angry cuz I didn't call his cell on Sat. Adam isn't gonna get his car until next week. I went home at lunch to get some aspirin and when I came back I almost hit a parked car because as I was going over a speed bump Leslie and Leah honked their horn at me and since I wasn't all there it caught me by surprise and the volvo swerved a little. Yeah that would have sucked. Well last nite I decided to pick up my Capt. Mallow. I went right afterschool but right when I park the car my dad calls asking me to stop by the hospital to pick up a check. So I do and I pick up Barbie, I drop her off then go to the mall. From there let's just say that I went back and forth between home, Petsmart, and the mall. So I bought my cage and some other stuff although I need to buy a couple more items. Most importantly I bought Mal Mal. I felt a little bad because this little girl was like "ah that bunny is sooo cute, daddy let's get him" but the salesclerk was like "he's already got an owner sweetie". I felt bad but at the same time relieved that I got him when I did. Anyways I went to petsmart but was so confused on what to buy, I tried to call Tawni but she wasn't home so I ended up calling my lil sis to go call her friend and see what to buy. I got home and put him in his cage. It was so sad because he was so scared of me. He just stayed in the corner of his cage until I left then he started moving around. After it was all done I was so tired that I was about to collapse. That was about it for last nite.

Now onto 2day......well in the middle of the night I woke up to Mal Mal tearing up his carboard box toy I gave him. It took me about another hour to fall back to sleep. I guess I also talked in my sleep last nite although I don't remember my dream. My dad woke me up cuz I overslept and he asked me who Tawni was. He said that I said her name while sleeping. I just said she was one of my friends. lol pretty funny! School was alright, but kinda tired due to lack of sleep. Hmm.....Tawni saw what I meant when I said a lot of peeps were giving me heat over spending movie over Mal Mal. Jeff was the one this time but his original idea was to go out to the park and capture some. Jennifer Stufflebeam came up to me today which was the first time in a long time that we talked. I think she used to like me Soph year but I just wanted to be friends and it would get weird cuz Ian would always make fun of her saying such things such as "cookie dough". I didn't feel bad though becuz I thought Ian was justified in saying mean things 2 her. Anyways I don't think anything else of note happened 2day at school. Afterschool I put together my bed frame and had to move Mal Mal to the sunroom. I think he'll enjoy it better. I finally got to hold him, he's really soft and I felt comfortable holding him. Mal Mal really likes my dad he just stayed in his arms. That is until he pissed on my dad. It was pretty funny. We let Mal Mal hop around the house for a little bit then put him back in his cage. hmm I know I'm missing some stuff so if I remember I'll write it down.

Song Of The Day - Backstreet Boys - How Did I Fall In Love With You
Currently Feeling - Alright

Well the end of a really bad week, and the start of a hopefully good week. Been a pretty boring weekend that topped off an overly bad week. I did so much driving yesterday and none of it was for me. I dropped off my mom and sis at her chorus concert then I drop my aunt at the beauty parlor. Then I buy food for the nursing home. I go home for 30 minutes before I have to pick up my mom and sis. Instead of going home they tell me that we should just wait for my aunt to finish her appointment. I had a bad feeling about this since it's right next to target and ross and that would probably end with the girls shopping. and as I predicted I was right, they shopped for a couple of hours while I read magazines. I had to call my friend and cancel plans to see Bond. I was pretty pissed on the way home and was speeding a little. To top off the night my aunt ever so slightly criticized my driving by saying "you know a lot of accidents happen because people are in a rush to get where they need to go" and she also said "also teenagers are irresponsible drivers because they always think there indesructable" I was about to blow when she said that because I didn't just spend 5 hrs driving her where she wanted only to her rag on my driving. But I stayed cool headed and made it home without busting. I tried to call some peeps but they were either all gone or were doing stuff I didn't feel like doing. In an attempt to save what little Sat. night I had I took my sis to go rent a game. Well that trip was a waste since they didn't have anything there. So I went home and went to sleep.

Today what I have planned is to go to church, go to Adam's house and chill there, do any homework that I have, and call Tawni to call Becky about the cage.

Random Stuff...

Well if Becky doesn't bring the cage tomorrow I'll just buy the cage myself since I don't have a good feeling about C Mall not being there. If I have to buy the cage then i guess my lunch for this week once again is churro and soda....

Well hit the final strench in the semester and I have to keep my grades up. Time to start focusing again.

Yup I woke up at 5:30 this morning and i had nothing to do so I watched the mighty ducks.....

Talked with Tawni online. Hmm.....I guess David Moreno likes her or he just thinks she's cute......

Song Of The Day - Craig David - 2 Steps Back
Currently Feeling - Better

Sorry bout the short update yesterday I wasn't really into it. So with that said let me recap everything. Last nite I went to the game. Cactus ended up winning and advancing into the playoffs. It was pretty boring cuz not a lot peeps were there. I hung out with Trent and Hubert for a little then met up with Jason and chilled in the bleechers. Afterwards we were gonna go to Wes' house because his parents were out of town but he didn't get off work til 10:30 so we went to Burger King. Got some food then went to his house and chilled there for a while. Wes didn't get home in time so I just went home and watched a little Reign of Fire before passing out.

This morning I went to Cactus with Braden and Trent to pick up food cans around neighborhoods. It was alright, there was a hella lot of cans it filled half of the DECA room. I just got home and I guess my uncle Butch and Autie Marles are coming 2nite.

My plans 4 2nite are that my mom needs to be picked up from my sis' concert and my aunt needs to be dropped off at the mall. 2nite I may also see Bond w/ Jason if I can. My afternoon is pretty blank since I'm gonna have to drive alot so I guess I'll just do my homework.

Random Things....

When we were driving around picking up cans there was this one kid in a jake plummer uniform who we passed 7 times. Each time we yelled at him saying things such as "plummer sucks" or "only kids wearing plummer uniforms suck". Yeah we were pretty bored but it was pretty funny.

We did this thing in HCT where we found out whether we are think with our left or right brain. Mines was pretty even with it leaning a little to the right.

I had this dream last nite where I was talking to my ex-girl Ashleigh and I went to her house and I apologized to her because we stopped talking. It made me feel a lot better. I think what my subconcious is saying that I don't have to worry about burning bridges anymore. That is a great relief, so that's one reason down and only a couple more left standing. With my new found knowledge of my brain I can say that my left side is telling me to go for it while my right side is telling me that I shouldn't.

Well that' it for now later

Song Of The Day - 504 Boyz - I Can Tell
Currently Feeling - Ok

An Ok day with nothing bad or good happen.....today is the playoff game with Cactus and Millenium, I'm probably gonna go since I don't have much to do. I don't really wanna do anything after the game so I'll just crash at home afterwards. Becky forgot the cage so I'm not gonna get C. Mall til I can get a cage. In HCT we got our pizza party. hmm.....I can't find much to write about today so if I can think of something interesting to write down I will.

Song Of The Day - Rufio - Road To Recovery
Currently Feeling - Bad

The day didn't start bad at all, if anything I thought today was gonna be a good day. I actually don't know why my day turned sour. I know that it happened during 3rd hour in HCT. We were taking notes and I went into my thinking stage and my mood just started dropping. I tried to write what I was feeling but I threw it away. From there it kinda snowballed throughout the day but got a little better after school. Afterschool I took Frank and Adrian home then went to Kachina to pick up Barbie. I went with Ian to pick up his lil bro Zach. He was high and he had the munchies. A little weird talking to him since I haven't really talked to him in a while. Oh well afterwards I picked up Barbie then went home. My only plans for today is maybe go eat at the new Quizzno's since I don't have homework....

Random Stuff...

I have $89 to buy C. Mall but I'm gonna get him tomorrow cuz Becky is gonna give me her old cage......yeah I just saved $22 but if I don't think it has enuf room then I'll guy a new one

No pizza party today so I yet another day of churro and soda......

Tomorrow my tentative plans are to go to the playoff game if it's home...if not Jason wanted to hang out so I may hang out with him

Still waiting for the UPS guy to show up with my tickets.....

Song Of The Day - Chris Gaines - Lost In You
Currently Feeling - Pretty Bad

I had 2 tests 2day and I think I did good on both yet today was a pretty bad day in terms of everything..... I went to school early to go to the DECA meeting. It was alright, I'm finally gonna contribute by going to pick up bags on Sat with Braiden. The only homework of note is in APUSH terms which will take awhile probably but I'll try to get it done early. HCT I took 1 of my 2 tests today. I did extremely good but I was still extremely tired so I didn't quite feel there. Let's just say I felt a bit detached. hmm that was it for hour 1 in HCT. Tawni showed up in hour 2 since she had a dr. appointment. I didn't say much because I was running on willpower at that point. At lunch I've been eating a churro and a soda for the past week. The reason for this is I'm on a budget for the rest of the week til I've bought Capt. Mallow with all his stuff. Again they kept talking about why I'm getting a bunny and some other stuff which I will get to later. After lunch I went to math and took test 2 which I also think I did well. After school I was debating whether or not to go to Robots or not. At first I wasn't but I changed my mind and u-turned. I met up with Sopheak and we decided to take the club pic then leave. I dropped off Sopheak then went to Kachina. My dad was already there to pick up my sis so I went back to Cactus to pick up some stuff I left at my locker. I went home and I guess my lil sis got a C in civics so my parents are a little pissed at her. I guess you can say she's grounded.

So I guess the reason it was a bad day was because I felt detached, tired, out of rhythm. My friends noticed it too so hopefully I can finish early at get to sleep early.

Some Random Stuff....

I wonder if it's that noticable or what.....ok so I'm on my way to first hour and I talk to Richard a bit.....he asks me if I like Tawni and seeing how I can't lie I couldn't keep a straight face so I tried to ignore his question. At first I thought Adam told him but he said he didn't so I dunno.

The other question my friends have been bugging me about is why I'm getting Capt. Mallow. They think that I have a hidden agenda which there isn't but I decided not to tell them that I 1st saw Capt. Mallow with Tawni or else I wouldn't have heard the end of it.

Song Of The Day - Boyz II Men - Dreams
Currently Feeling - Pretty Good

Well a pretty good day, a little normal but nothing bad happened. APUSH watched movie, then took notes...nothing really interesting......After that I went to my car but got stopped because Ian and Tawni were calling me from behind.......I guess Tawni called me and Ian was behind her and he made fun of her so she told him to bite her ass....lol it's funny that it was only so long ago that they went out even if it was for a couple of weeks.... Anyways Becky didn't have her car so I gave Tawni a ride since we were both going to T-Bird....Clinicals were pretty boring but at least I didn't throw up or come close to it. Went back to school with Tawni, ate lunch with Adam,Jason,Frank. In math, I did my review and talked with Christie about her getting 3 shots in her mouth. I feel bad for her since I know what she's going thru. Afterschool I went to the car with Frank and I saw Troy. He was telling me how someone shattered his window and jacked some of his stuff. Same thing for this other guy. The cars were on both sides of me luckily I got the security system. Anyways dropped off Frank then went home to change. I picked up Barbie then dropped her off and went to Petsmart. I found the cage I'm gonna get. It's $22, I would get the hutch but money is an issue and I don't have $200 to throw around. Hell I barely have enough to buy Capt. Mallow. Anyways after that I went to the mall to see if Capt. Mallow is still there. He was and I hung out with him for a while. I went home and chatted with Tawni a little bit and we were trying to find a good song of the day. That leads me up to now. I've got tons of homework to do.

Some random things...

I bought the starting line tickets yesterday....can't wait

The Teddy Bear plan is back to hopeful.....I could go one of two ways with it.....One would be give it to her and tell her how I feel or two just give it to her as a Christmas gift. There's only one problem with #2 and it's that she already knows about the plan, it's just that she doesn't know that it's her. (well actually she may also know that too but that's a maybe). Good thing that were still in the month of November or else I may be panicking right now.

Only a month left before semester is over and I know how boring it would have been if it hasn't been for her. I can honestly say I've never felt like this before. but due to circumstances beyond my control I've become stuck in the mud. I've held this position since after homecoming and every day I get a little bit more tempted to tell her how I feel. but anyways I've thought about next semester and I have Bio with her which should be interesting. I don't know how I can compete with him because he's always there and has all her friends support. I guess I'm just waiting for a sign to tell me which way I should go.

Song Of The Day - Starting Line - Hold On
Currently Feeling - good but sick

Yup another Monday but this one was pretty good, but first yesterday. Let's see I went to church, came home and chilled on the computer. Talked to Tawni a couple times online. Ummm....went to burger king with Adam....I ordered a double cheeseburger but they forgot an important ingredient to the cheeseburger...the cheese....I would have complained but I don't like having spit in my food so I ate in anyways....I kicked it at Adams for a little then came home and brought food to Barbie....Picked up my mom then started my homework....I was sooo tired that I was trying to find ways to stay up....

On to today...went to school early to retake my test in HCT. Went to T-Bird for clinicals...talked to Tawni for a little bit since it takes a while to get to the clinicals...Had hospice as my clinical....almost threw up because I saw the pts shit.....I gagged 3 times and had to step outside.....Math helped Amber and drifted off into deep thought....went home washed the car.....picked up mom and Barbie and now I'm here...... today is math homework day

Random Stuff...

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to petsmart and take a look at the cages.....I want a large cage but it has to be one floor.......

The Volvo looks real nice right now but I can tell with my luck, rain will come out of nowhere and rain on it for a min before leaving....

This has been bugging me for quite a while but I don't think I've ever written about it.........I never would have thought my mood can change from great to the shtts and back to great only to go back to the shits so instantaniously......like when I talk to Tawni I always feel real good but then I hear Amber talk about Tawni and Paul not officially going out yet and that brings my mood back down to reality. When I first found out Amber was good friends with Tawni I thought she would be able to help me out, but I never knew that her and Paul were real good friends that she's turned into one of my numberous obstacles in my way. I'm not mad or upset at her or anything like that and she knows that I really like Tawni so I always wonder why she always says things like that loud enough for me to hear.

Song Of The Day - Ultimate FakeBook - A Million Hearts
Currently Feeling - a little scared

Before I get on to yesterday and today I'll write about this dream I had... It was a pretty bad dream that was bad enough to wake me up....alright I was dreaming that I was in someones house, it's just Paul, Tawni, and me for some strange reason. I guess they finally ended up going out and I think Paul knew that I like Tawni so he tries to kiss her in front of me. I think she knew too so she was trying to avoid his kiss. My instint was to get out of the room but as I turned to the door, it dissapeared. After that it got blurry and I woke up a few minutes after that. I guess the dream rattled me pretty bad....

Ok first I get onto what I did yesterday.......I procastinated on my work and just chilled at home in the morning. I chatted with Tawni for a little bit online. Her mom doesn't have the rabbit hutch anymore so it looks like Capt Mallow is gonna cost me in the range of 120 dollars....Oh well I'm gonna go all out so that Capt Mallow has all the comforts that a bunny could have.....She also brought up my idea about the teddy bears....I don't think I ever got into detail about it because I wasn't sure if I was gonna go through with it but here it is.........Well since Tawni always calls me a big teddy bear I was gonna buy her a big teddy bear for Christmas......She asked me why I wasn't going to go thru with it and I told her that 1. I'm pretty shy and 2. that I'm a little scared but I didn't really go into detail on why I was scared...... I think she knows I have this gut feeling that she does.............alright so after I got offline I took Marianne and Barbie to eat at San Remo's Ristaurante in Sun City....pretty good place and it was pretty cheap since it's in sun city.....I went home and played tetrinet with Adam for a little then he told me to come to the party....so I picked him up and went to Al's house.....hmmmm it was alright.....we played a little 4 player Super Smash Bros Melee my character is yoshi and kirby but Al's little couz Josh is kirby so I guess mines has to be yoshi..... We ate some pizza then played some card game.....that was pretty much it........no drinking cuz Al's little couz was there and also because I had to drive Adam and myself home so I wasn't going to get drunk if the opportunity arose.....I came home round midnight and passed out in my room.....

Today I don't have much planned, do homework, go to church, clean the room, eat lunch with Adam, do homework... Marianne is leaving again so I can't wash the car but it really does need cleaning so I guess I'll do it Monday.............

Some Other Stuff.......
Well now that I have an estimate on capt. Mallow, i may have to get it the middle of the week so I can get my funds.......

I'm sooooo confused right now, my feelings and thoughts have all been in dissaray.......what do you do when your head thinks something different than your heart?

Song Of The Day - R Kelly - I Can't Sleep Baby
Currently Feeling - Better

Yup I got suckered last nite into doing something. I took a long nap but Jason called and wanted to do something. I felt bad so I said sure and we were gonna go to the Cactus. I had to wait for a while til my lil sis came back so I chilled and watched TV. Adam called and said that Long wanted to go to the Brophy v. St. Mary's game. Adam wanted to shoot pool or go bowling. So we end up going bowling but it's crowded as hell. We went inside the little arcade in there and saw this kid playing dance dance revolution....lol this kid was sweating bullets his whole shirt was dripping. We didn't wanna wait an hour to go bowling so we went to go see 8 mile. It was a pretty dope movie. Everyone liked it except for Jason since he doesn't like black music...j/k...After that we went to Adam's house then picked up Jason's car. We went to Burger King where we saw Bradshaw Mountains football. They small as hell, and they dress weird almost like we were back in the 80's. I went back home and fell asleep. I woke and watched some cartoons. I don't know what I'm doing today but I may go to a party if I have nothing else to do.....

Song Of The Day - Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
Currently Feeling - Good

Finally the weekend has come and now I can rest and get my composure back together.... today what happened....I took my test in APUSH, I think I did a good job. In HCT we took two quizzes, I totally fucked up the first one and I did alright on the 2nd one.... I was soo tired that every chance that I got I took a little nap and as I predicted Tawni was tired also....The teach then started letting the class inject her, I started freaking a little when I saw Desiree stabbed the teach in her arm....I got the cold chills for the rest of class and I felt a little sick. The sad part is that I'm not the worst, I'm 2nd compared to Christie who didn't even try looking there.... For lunch I rode with Jason to Taco Bell with Shawn, Chad, Bobby, Ian, Wes and some other peeps.... Ian, Bobby R, and Wes are gonna get high and do some destructive vandalism but since this is my kickback weekend I counted out but Jason may go with them....We came back to school and Jason dropped me by his car then made another comment on how Leslie parked by me again....lol I swear he's jealous over something like that...lol....anyways I talked to a couple peeps in the lot then went to class.... In math nothing interesting, lol it was funny because we had to work in our group which is me, Alex, Amber, and Chelsea. The Amber asked the teach a question and she said don't worry you have James and Alex, and you can fill in the picture...lol she got sooooo angry at that.... After school I dropped off Sopheak and Frank and now I'm home...I just finished Spider man and I don't have to pick up Barbie til 7 tonite....

Some Random Stuff....

I'm gonna watch 8 miles hopefully tomorrow with a couple of peeps....

Ian and his new crew (bobby and Wes) are now stoners and vandals, heh hopefully I can stay out of that path but Ian wants me to do some shit with him and his friends....

Marianne should be coming tonite...I can't think of anything interesting to bring her to.....

I may buy Capt. Mallow tomorrow but that's doubtful.... I don't wanna buy Capt. Mallow and he doesn't have his own hutch so I'll wait to see if Tawni can give me hers....

Well that's it for now, if I end up getting suckered into doing something tonite I'll let u know, later

Song Of The Day - Ginuwine - Keep It Real
Currently Feeling - Good

A good day I'd say.....lets see....hmmm I've got Ginuwine song "keep it real" stuck in my head all week long. Everytime I been bored I've started singing it under my breath...lol. I chatted with Tawni online yesterday for a little...yeah I found out where I saw the sweater, from Tawni's dad...oh well I'll get to that later...In APUSH, it was Leah's birthday, her friends got her massive amounts of balloons.... In HCT we did the hearing and vision screening, I worked with Matt, I was really tired today I got to get my sleeping habits back to normal, sleeping at 1-2 in the morning isn't that good... hmm what else, Tawni came back and Becky's gonna get married which is cool.... Ian invited me to eat lunch with him but i didn't wanna spend any money so I stayed in and ate with who I usually eat with.... nothing in math that I can remember...after school I went to get my sweater at arrowhead and to take a look at Capt. Mallow... Yeah I was walking around the mall looking for an alternate for the nautica one.....I brought $250 with me for some reason.....I ran into Leslie, Leah, and Ashley. I talked to them for a while, I felt bad because Leah was asking if I got her anything for her birthday. After they left I called up Jason to tell him that he should of came with me....So after an hour of walking around I couldn't find a sufficient sweater that I wanted...there was one that I liked but I wasn't willing to shell out 99.99 for a sweater that I'll wear for a couple months only to have it mysteriously dissapear in a box that I'll never find again. So I decided to compromise, I wanted to get a black sweater, but since that is the color of Tawni's dad's sweater I got the grey one...On the subject of Capt. Mallow, they still have him and it'll cost $50 and they don't layaway rabbits...Hopefully I can get the rabbit hutch from Tawni so I don't have to shell out more money... I don't know what I have planned for this weekend, I'll probably go see 8 mile since most people will probably be watchin Harry Pot-Pot.

Some random stuff.....
Everywhere I went at the mall I saw Teddy Bears, massive amounts of Teddy Bears..... gives me an idea....

Christmas season is around the corner....always makes me feel a extra bit cheery when you see the christmas trees, and the red and green everywhere

The brown rabbit known as Capt. Mallow is the leader of his cage...when I came in I saw him sleeping on top of all the other rabbits....sounds like my type of rabbit...

This weekend I hope will be my kickback weekend, catch up on sleep, wash the car, relax, and no more football game until playoffs come around

Song Of The Day - Justin Timberlake - What You Got (Oh No)
Currently Feeling - a little out of it

a little boring today, nothing special happened. Hmmm...nothing in APUSH....In HCT we practiced more of the positioning the pt...since Tawni wasn't there I had to have Elizabeth be my partner. we have vision and screening for the soph tomorrow, i have to do eyes....At lunch me and Jason were talking about buying tickets to starting line which is the day after thanksgiving....Adam was trying to get me or Frank to work with him at the telemarketing place...it pays 7.60 an hour but i'm not really interested..i'm not sure if Frank will take the job. in math we took a quiz...I was about to drive home afterschool but decided to go to robots instead...I went in and there was no Ryan, Adam, Adam S., Sopheak, Ian, Jason, and Tawni so I told the teach that I had to leave. I waited in the back of Kachina to pick up Barbie and talked to Ian for a little bit...he's now selling drugs, he said that he would hook me up if I ever wanted it but I declined....I don't have anything planned so I think I'll finish up my math then just kick it at home and talk on the phone or somethin to that effect

Some random stuff.....

didn't show up to either meeting today.....

the teach in robots thinks I'm a dedicated worker....lol that's funny

Planning on buying my sweater tomorrow after school.....( I haven't found anyone with my Nautica sweater so I guess I'll buy it)

Well that's it for today...lates

Song Of The Day - Justin Timberlake - Never Again (Tiano if you haven't heard the song already you should d/l it, sort of reminds me of u and Riccee)
Currently Feeling - Fine

pretty normal day, a little weird but still pretty normal. At my clinicals I had to follow this guy named Todd. A little weird but cool guy. He hammered me with questions because he wanted to know if I was "worthy" of following him. We took 5 "breaks" which were just him smoking outside while I inhaled his smoke. He offered me one but I declined. Towards the end we had nothing to do so we sat at this table watching tv. Then this other guy that looks like Jerry Garcia from Grateful dead sits down. We all talk for a little bit. Then Todd asks me if I had a computer. I was like yeah and then he asked if I knew any good websites. I didn't know what he was talking about but they both were talking about porn. They asked me what the good sites are and stuff like that. The scary part was that they were serious. They were talking about how they were trying to find good ones and how their porn sites got boring. lol I felt pretty awkward but he bought me a drink which was cool. hmmm....I worked with Amber during math on our 3d graph thingy....she has a really croaky voice again. She has one like every other week. She was telling me how Paul wanted her to ditch with him to go see Tawni (she was sick) or if she could loan her car so he could go. She opted to loan her car although she said she was scared as hell because if he did anything wrong her parent would kill her.

well lets see some other stuff that happened....

Marianne finally got her license....it should be interesting whether me or my mom get the new car once Marianne takes el volvo

shtt I got two meetings tomorrow, DECA before school and Robots after school.....shtt

It doesn't look like I'm gonna see hoobastank 2nite, I'm really tired and don't feel like driving all the way over to desert ridge

Well that's it for 2day later

no sweater yet...I went to Metro with Adam and we went to a couple of stores looking at the sweaters....I was looking for a dickies jacket but couldn't find one...I go into dillards and find a nautica sweater but I swear I've seen it before. So I've decided to wait a day and see if anyone has it.....We ate at A&W then just kicked it and watched the skaters at the skate park...

well I've decided to stop writing in the mind of jamz because it is essentially the same thing as this but smaller.....I also don't like writing two blogs because it is time consuming.... I'll keep it up for about a week or 2 before I delete it...

Song Of The Day - Justin T. - Cry Me A River
Currently Feeling - good

Well last day before school starts again...last night I did so much driving...i drove about 120 miles last night...I dropped off Barbie and her friend at Great skate then I went to Mesa to pick up Marianne and her friend....I swear I felt like I was on the loop forever...anyways I waited for them at 7-11, there was this pretty cute girl I talked to for a little bit....She asked if I wanted to do something but I sayed that I probably shouldn't....I picked them up and started looking for a bathroom because Ian H. had to take a piss....we went to 4 gas stations before someone let him go....I then drove back, got home played a little grand Turismo then went to pick up Barbie and her friend....I decided to blast some music at the entrance of great skate....pretty funny....if I even want to embarrase her then I'll blast Michael Jackson - Thriller....lol....we went home then watched an hour of spider man before I went to sleep

My plans for today is to go to metro with adam and go to kmomo's to get a sweater, if they don't have a good one then i'll go to just for feet. I was supposed to go to Banana Republic to get a jacket over in paradise valley but all there jackets are 100 plus and i'm looking for something more casual....i've scheduled my day so hopefully it all works out and I'm asleep by 10

10-1 free time
1-3 metro center
3-6 math homework
6-7 HCT Journal
7-10 free time
10 sleep

hmm...I forgot to call Ian this weekend cuz he wanted to do something

I've put a limit of $60 to buy my sweater/jacket

this papercut I got on Fri during the trip to GCU is really pissing the hell out of me...constant bleeding...good thing that I got a first aid kit from Midwestern University

burnt Justified...yes

well that's it for now, later

Song Of The Day - Justin Timberlake - Like I Love You
Currently Feeling - Decent

Well pretty normal day...I decided to kick it today and play some video games....But first I had to go to church and church class....it was pretty funny, me and this kid Devon were both late to the priests sermon...the priests sermon today was arriving to church on time and leaving at the end of mass....lol me and Devon both had these embarrased look on our faces. After church I went to the class where I hung out with Andrew, Devon, Andrew P, and Pat. It wasn't that bad today I little boring but when isn't it. After class I went to Fry's to get a car freshener. The volvo smells like food....Now I'm home playing Grand Turismo 3...I have a mitsubishi EVO right now....my plans for 2nite are at midnight I'll pick up Barbie at great skate then I have to drive to Mesa to pick up Marianne and her friends from the Strokes Concert. Speaking of concerts, I'm planning on going to the Starting Line concert...It should be pretty cool if I can get some tickets....well that's it for now later

PS I'm gonna burn Justified...lol I dunno why

I just got back from Adam's house. We rented Need for Speed Hot pursuit. We got to his house then went to Fry's and Albertsons looking for some water. When we came back we played for a couple hrs. Pretty fun game once you get the hang out it. He let me borrow Grand Turismo 3 so I'll play that this weekend. He let me have his fixed up PT Cruiser...lol

When I got home Marianne and me went to Mickie D's to get some dinner. We talked about my blog.....she gave me some advice.....she said that I was lying to myself and that I don't really want her to end up with him.....She said that she understood why I haven't done anything but said that I should do it because she may feel the same way too. I have taken her advise into consideration but I'm sticking to my decision, and usually I'm very movable when it comes to keeping a decision but this one I'm keeping. but I will admit that she is right that I'm lying to myself but what can you do about that.....

Song Of The Day - Finch - New Beginning
Currently Feeling - bored and tired

let's see, what happened last nite....I went to the game with Jason. There was no one there at all. We sat next to Vicky and Jason was trying to get Leslie's attention. Yeah it was pretty dumb, in the 3rd quarter everyone around us left so it was Jason and me, and there was Leslie and her friends. At the start of the 4th quarter we were about to leave but we ended up talking to Brett King. He invited Cory (manburg little bro) and this red head soph Josh. They wanted to raise hell and since Jason was my ride I didn't wanna just leave so I stuck around. We stopped by Cactus to pick up these two girls. Then we ended up going to Sonic and met up with Chris, Chad, Troy. I went with Chad and Troy and got a thirstbuster. We were just chillin at Sonic and Cory was about to do some stupid shit but a sonic worker told him not to. After that we all left to go to Nigel's house. There we met up with Steve, Ian, Bobby, and Wes. From there we just ended up talking while watching George of the Jungle. Yeah I only talked to Ian, Jason, Chad, Troy, and Steve since I didn't know Bobby or Wes. I left with Jason and Candice while Ian and Wes raced. An alright night, felt a little awkward hangin out with all of them but I am cool with most of them. Well i'll write you later

Song Of The Day - Brandy ft. Boyz II Men- Broken Hearted
Currently feeling - alright, but tired

I'm soo tired right now, I guess today has been a tiring day. In HCT we got to go to the medical field at Grand Canyon University. Most of the time I hung out with Tawni, Becky, and Nat. The first place we went to was to look at the different tents. I got like 4 pens and one highlighter, nothing beats free stuff. We then went to the piercing and tatoo class. It was supposed to be an hour but ended up being 20 minutes. One sick part was looking at this infected ear. It was all puffy, sick....I couldn't get a piercing/tatoo because I couldn't stand the needle. So after that we went to dead man's tale which was also pretty sick. We got to catch the last 20 minutes of that class. Afterwards Tawni saw her friend from NAU. She did some catching up with him. We came back to the tent to get our food tickets then we got in line for lunch. I talked to Dwayne for a little bit then caught up with the girls with Dwayne to look at the dead bodies. Most of our class lined up to see it. It was pretty sick to sum it up, it had this weird smell that drove my nose crazy. The sick part was her hands. You could still make out her hand but it was all pale and glossy. Oh yeah she was holding a brain that was in a bowl. The bowl contained brain juice, she dropped the brain and some of it splattered. Not sure if it hit anyone. After that we all chilled by the street waiting for the bus. Everyone was pretty tired. The teach was bitching at the bus driver because he was late. Felt bad for him..... On the bus, I passed out for most of the ride. We got back to school and went to math. Now I'm home, not sure what I'm doing tonite but I'm probably gonna go to the game.

Hmm lets see what little things I forgot to say...

Tawni's still angry at Paul....I feel wrong saying this but I hope things don't work out between them and they start dating. I know that this whole thing won't change much and I still believe that they will end up going out, but it's hard enough knowing that there always hanging out. How much harder would it be if they were boyfriend/girlfriend?

Jealousy is rearing it's ugly head, yup I know but I can't help it. I really like her and yet I can't do anything about it.....i guess it just leaves me a little broken-hearted....

I'm really considering buying the brown bunny....really cute bunny..nothing like having Capt. Mallow...lol

well that's it for now, later blogsta

Song Of The Day - Boyz II Men - Dreams
Currently Feeling - Even better than yesterday

3 straight good days....that's been a first in a while.......Today I got to get out of school early because of early release. We had a 20 minute class in APUSH, so we watched a movie. This girl Sabrina, who I've sit next to this whole year but never said a word to, I finally talked to her. Actually she forced me to talk to her. Yeah I was just sitting there when she starts yelling at me because I don't talk to her. I talked to her for a little bit with Amber with Amber saying that I was just a shy person. She said I was cute and stuff which was pretty cool. In HCT we were learning about Diabetes. Nothing really interesting. In the 2nd half we watched this part from a bill cosby stand up comedy about natural child birth and children growing up....lol pretty funny stuff and he doesn't have to use profanity to get laughs..... I asked Tawni if we were still gonna see SHA and she said yeah which put my fears to rest that I wouldn't watch it for the 6th straight week. We decided to eat lunch with Paul and Amber at Fazzoli's. I tried to get Adam and Frank to come but Adam said that he thought Paul was a little weird and he wanted to eat at Carl's Jr. I even offered to pay for him but he declined.....Yeah it was a little quiet at Fazzoli's. Tawni was angry at Paul because he lied to her twice. I was expecting Paul to be off the wall but he was just as quiet as I was. After lunch, Paul and Amber went there way and Tawni and I went to Arrowhead. We bought our tickets and walked around the mall for a little bit. We went to Dillards and briefly looked for men's cologne. I did the sniffing thing when we got into the perfume section because it was too strong. We then went in the Animal store and looked at the animals. We looked at the dogs and then the bunnies. I told her that if I ever got a bunny, it's name would be Captain Mallow (from Watership Down). There was this pudgy bunny that we thought was cute. I should get a bunny. You don't have to let them out as much as hampsters and are easier to take care of. After that we went to the Cartoon corner to see if they still had this doll that I gave Heather (ex-girl) a couple years ago. We then started walking to the theater and we started talking about Paul. I predicted that she would end up dating Paul because I don't see how it wouldn't end up that way unless something drastic happened. Hey I predicted Ian and her, when it comes to predictions I'm a perfect 6-0. When we got into the theaters we got into a deep convo about relationships. It felt pretty good getting some of that stuff off my chest. The movie started and I felt this great relief come over me that after 6 weeks of waiting I'd finally get to see the movie. I was pretty stoked...lol.....The movie was really good, it was really funny and was quite romantic. The best part was when Reese was talking to her dog's grave. It made me tear up a little bit, i tried to get it so it wasn't noticable but Tawni saw me. On a plus she said she wouldn't tell. So go see Sweet Home Alabama if you haven't yet, it's in my top 10 romantic movies. I'll try to get that list up soon. After the movie we went to Amber's house. I chilled in Amber's room with Paul for a little. I called Adam to see what he was up to. Then I went in the bathroom with Amber and we talked for a little bit. I left to pick up my sis and Amber asked me if I still like Tawni and I said I don't know. I went to pick up my sis and see 3 cops on this one street. I guess it had something to do with Justin, Cookie, and some other people. Now I'm home and I have a lot of homework to do. This entry has taken me a while to do, 35 minutes and counting to be exact and I still have some stuff to write in the Mind Of Jamz

Well tomorrow I get to go to Grand Canyon University...pretty cool hopefully and I may have to pick up my sis from Tucson.....

O yeah I'm planning on seeing Hoobastank on Nov 12 at Desert Ridge Mall....

Well later blogsta

Song Of The Day - Craig David - What's Changed
Currently Feeling - Really Good

Today was an even better day than yesterday although I can't really put my finger on why it was. In HCT we had to practice bedding and covering a pt. I was working with Tawni and we had to be put in uncompromising positions. I won't say what those positions were but let's just say you don't need an imagination to find out what it looked like. lol...it brought the worst out of Jason B., usually a quiet person he was talking like a sailor. I also gave my JOJ to Tawni. I wasn't going to but Tawni saw it so I gave it to her. She says that I'm gonna tell her sooner or later because I just change the font instead of deleting it and maybe she does have a point, but I dunno whatever works.....After HCT I walked with Tawni for a little bit waiting for Adam to get out of class. Jason A. asks me if I want to go to Mickie D's with him. While he was driving we were talking about Leslie. I told him that he should call her and progress from there. At Mickie D's I saw John and Robert, and I also saw Nat with her friend. We came back and I saw I was parked next to Leslie and there was another parking place next to mine. I tried to get him to park next to me so that he could accidently "bump" into her in the parking lot but he didn't. In math we had Mr. Crumb as a sub. This guy subs for everyone. He looks like Fat Bastard too, I would feel bad for him that everyone makes fun of him but he's an ass. After school I went to Robots with Sopheak. That club is dying pretty fast now that Leiwer isn't there. I would be the 1st to say that we didn't see eye to eye but at least she knew how to run the club. I dropped off Sopheak then went to pick up Barbie. Now I'm home just chillin. I'm trying not to take another nap because it's been 2 straight days with a nap. I'll probably watch Spider man since I don't have a lot of homework.

Well here are some random things that I'll throw out....

We are getting part of the kitchen redone so until they are done it looks like fast food.....

Tomorrow I'm gonna watch SHA with Tawni if nothing goes wrong tomorrow.....

I've finally begun moving on...it took me a while to get it thru my head that were gonna just be friends and that I would not make a move but now I've got it all sorted out so I've become pretty happy......(more detail in Mind of Jamz)

Well that's it blogsta later

well I haven't had much dreams lately so my dream blog hasn't been used much. So I've decided to turn my dream blog into a thoughts/feeling/dream blog and use this blog for my what's happened today/brief thoughts and feelings blog. For those who don't know the address of my other blog it is jamzdream.blogspot.com I'll probably start tomorrow on it. Later blogsta

Song Of The Day - Finch - Letters To You
Currently Feeling - Pretty good

I'm feeling pretty good after doing a pretty bad job on my math test. Yeah it sucked because my eraser on my pencil fell out and so did the led. So I borrowed a pencil from Adam but the eraser smeared. Hmm what else happened today.....I went to Radiation oncology today again. I was talking to one of the tech assistants for most of the time. Towards the end we started talking about cars and stuff. Nice guy, hope he does well at Midwestern U. Afterwards I gave a ride to Tawni because Becky had to go to her house. I forgot to get Adam his food so he got pissed that he had to eat cafeteria food...lol....

Last nite I took a nap for a couple hrs. Felt good when I woke up. My parents got me spider man and a sponge-bob shirt....still contemplating whether to wear it or not......

Don't feel like going out today so I will probably watch spider-man then take yet another nap.

Hmm...that's all I can think of....later blogsta

Song Of The Day - Finch - Stay with Me
Currently Feeling - Sad

Boring day......I don't think anything of note happened at all. In HCT I went to radiation oncology and almost every single patient dropped their pants. It was pretty cool because Mike, the physician was cool. I got to eat cake. Radiation oncology is something that I would be really interested in pursuing. I left my wallet at home so I didn't eat lunch. After school I grabbed my wallet and went to Burger King. Then I picked up Barbie and went home. My parents then made me go to Arby's to get food for the nursing home then my sis wanted to go to Burger king so I went back. I'm pretty tired and have a test in math. I don't know if I'm gonna go to the reVOLVOlution 2nite because I'm sleepy but if I have time then I will. Well that's it for now, later blogsta

3rd song of the day - Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You (because of Tawni I got it stuck in my head)

Hmmm....the day didn't go as plan yet that was what I expected. I went to class and only half the people showed up. Amber called up for help in math so I spent some time helping her. Then Adam called and wanted to know if I wanted to eat dinner with him later. I told him that I would if I didn't watch Sweet Home Ala with Tawni. Yup and as expected I didn't watch SHA. Tawni's dad wouldn't come home til 8 so she had to stay home to watch her bro. I guess that means 5 weeks and no SHA. She rescheduled it so that we'll watch it first thing after school on Thur since we have early release. I talked to her a while since we were both home alone. It started getting dark so I talked to her while driving around the neighborhood. After we got off the phone I went to Adam's house to go eat dinner. He drove me to Mickey D's and I got a double quarter pounder with Fry's and a slice of pumpkin pie. I was pretty hungry since I had to breakfast or dinner. Adam wanted me to do my homework at his house but I declined. When I got home I watched 8 legged freaks. Good movie, kinda sad how they made Az look like a bumpkin state. When my fam got home, my parents went to the nursing home to get the pts. so they left me and Baitos home. I went to the bathroom and when I came back Barbie said that she saw the lights turn on by themselves. I didn't wanna go up there but I finally did with a big samurai sword...lol....pretty scary....Well that's it for 2nite later blogsta

O one more thing it's been 5 weeks and no SHA so here is what happened those 5 weeks
week 1- I didn't wanna go by myself
week 2- I was about to go with Adam but Frank tagged along so we opted for Transporter
Week 3- about to go but Jason calls and convinces me to stay and watch SNL at his house (boringest SNL ever with Sen. John McKaine as host)
Week 4- I give Tawni my # but it was written poorly so she thought my 2 was a 7
Week 5- Tawni's dad didn't come home til 8 and the only time left was at 10:45
Week 6- ?????
So in conclusion, maybe fate doesn't want me to see SHA....

Song Of The Day- (from Chris) Usher - U got it bad & Babyface - What If

Ah Sunday.....the last day before school starts again.....today im actually going to be pretty busy. My family is leaving at 10 to go to tucson and aren't coming back til 10 at night. I'm gonna go to church from 12-3 then I'll call Tawni and see if she can watch Sweet Home Ala. This time however I made a backup plan in case she can't, I'll go over to Adam's and play red faction 2.....When I get home I'll do homework and watch 8 legged freaks and sum of all fears. I didn't get a chance to rent titanic because hollywood video hasn't found brotherhood of the wolves. So they suspend my account but I didn't even rent the video...lol what a bunch of asses..I'd go to blockbuster but I still have a 12 dollar late fee. Well that's bout it for now I'll write ya later blogsta

A pretty normal day.....after I updated the "blog" I chatted with Chris who just got fukked over the night before by his ex. He spent 500+ dollars on her on one night only to ditch him for her friend. He had the whole day planned in an attempt to salvage at least a friendship out of her. Had this been during the summer I wouldn't be able to understand his logic between all of this but I've grown as a person too and now I understand why he does the things he does even though she hurts him time and time again. I can only hope that I don't meet a girl that means the world to me only for her to emotionally abuse me over and over. Anyways I got offline because Tawni called and I talked to her for a while. Were gonna hopefully see Sweet Home Ala tomorrow after my church class. We were just talking about a lot of stuff. I did tell her that my romantic phase is over for the time being and that my feelings may be coming back to Leah. That statement was true for about a hr til I realized that I wasn't. My romantic phase took a little hiatus but I know that it's back, and I know that I won't be able to get over it til I can get some closure. Atanyrate3 you were right, not trying will only make me sad and give me that "what if" feeling. On Leah, I sort of still like her, but if I had to chose between Tawni and Leah, Leah would have no chance. She just doesn't appeal to me the way Tawni does. I have never been able to open up to Leah in the numerous classes we have had with each other, as much as Tawni who i've only had one class with. So after I got off the phone with Tawni (she gonna go to Sunnyslope's homecoming with her friend), I called my couz Chris to see if he was alright. I could tell by his voice that he was out of it. I talked to him for a little bit just trying to console him and he was gonna go out with his friend. So hopefully he was able to get his head back on and regain control of his life yet again. After Chris, Jason calls and wants to know if I wanna go with him and his friend to go eat at Ralph's pizza then go see Jackass. I said sure but then I forgot I was gonna kick it at Adam's. Also I didn't wanna spend a lot of money. Before I went to Adam's I had to go to the Filipino store to get some pre-paid phone cards for my aunt. It was over on 27th and Bell and I had some memories when I used to sweat bullets when I had to drive there. lol...just another example of how i've changed in the past couple of months. So when I go over to Adam's I called Jason and told him that I couldn't go. We play Red Faction 2 and he kicks my ass 8 times but I beat him twice. Hella good (sarcastic). He was gonna go to his friends house and I was gonna finish my hw but he did give me 2 sample colognes that he got yesterday. Michael and Lucky both smell pretty good. I'm gonna try them out and maybe i'll buy them over my Estee Lauder pleasures. Oh yeah my sis is having her confirmation tomorrow in Tucson but I can't go because of my confirmation classes.

Well that's it for today blogsta, later

Song Of The Day - Dru Hill - I Should Be

Well Sat morning....hmmm let me recap the night before....I got my haircut, I didn't really like the way they did it but it's still alright. I called Adam and he was hanging with Marcus. He wasn't sure if he wanted to go to the game or kick it at Alex's house. He decided to kick it with Alex and invited me to come but I declined. Jason and Frank were both working last nite so I decided to go to the game. I stopped by Fry's to see what time Bobby got off work. I talked to him in the parking lot for a little bit and he told me to wait by the gate at 8 at the game. The parking lot was jammed so I had to park on the other side of the school. I hung out with Trent for a little bit, then hung out with Vince, Adrian, Jesse, and Bodie. I then talked to Alicia for a little bit then went to the gate to wait for Bobs. Saw the hatred between the 2 schools, during one play a cactus player knocked down a centennial player, when the cen. player tried to get up the cac player knocked him back down and started banging his head on the ground. It was crazy! Afterwards I dropped Bobs off at his truck then drove home to get some sleep.


Don't know what i'm doing today, just whatever comes up I guess

later blog

Song Of The Day - Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You

Today I had an epiphany, it was almost like all of a sudden I had control over myself again. It finally hit me that I shouldn't bother feeling like this because all it will do is make me sad. So here I am in a new month, feeling refreshed, and soon to have a new haircut. I know it will only be a little while before the romantic mood kicks yet again though. I don't know what brought it on but I think it was during math. Well let me get on to my day.....

In APUSH the boring lecture continued....In HCT Tawni wasn't there so it was a pretty quiet day since Nat and Becky were tired also......During break I called Tawni to see if she was alright, I guess she just ditched from what Amber said......Math I got control of my feelings again (for how long I do not know)......

I don't know what I'm doing this weekend, 2nite I'm gonna go get a haircut then i'll call to see what Adam is doing.

Now a few other things.....

Centennial tagged our school, all over our school were Centennial signs and I heard that they fukked up our football field, hopefully we kick their ass.....

Sorry it's kinda short today, I just have a few dozen things going through my mind right now

Later blogsta