*With glasses* - James Go *Without glasses* - Mr. Man, first name Super

Song Of The Day- Taking Back Sunday - Liar
Currently Feeling- Not entirely sure
This Day In History- 3 yrs ago - The decision to execute Plan R was made....Also there was a party at Kim's that i went to with the Mase and Frank Fibbs....2yrs ago - Went swimming at the Marriott with Tawni, then Ryan and Chad came and joined......1yr ago - It was a countdown to the roadtrip to Cali.....

Well Friday has passed and i must say it was a pretty decent but short day. Before i get to that, I'll recap the end of the week for ya.

Wednesday I woke up early and headed over to the house to hang out with Tawni before she went to Phoenix and ultimately Japan. Pretty much i just helped her make sure she had everything and what not. After she left i went back to the apartment where Joel and J-bot was and they convinced me not to go to class but rather go to Peter Piper Pizza for the lunch buffet. So we went and ate a grip, then we headed over to Blockbuster where i ended up using the 4 for $20 deal. The main attractor was Batman Begins because for some reason I really liked the movie. Also included was Dark Water, The Life Aquatic, and Kung Fu Hustle. When we got back, i just kinda chilled in my room and waited for the NBA draft to start. Somewhere around the 18th pick, I got an IM from Me'shell about going to watch Superman Returns, so after i watched the Suns trade away their first draft pick, I took a shower, and headed over to the girls apartment. From there Aditi went separate to pick up Adam, while Me'shell and me picked up Sarah and headed over to El Con. lol before i headed over there Me'shell informed me that she may cling on to me to detract further advances from Chris......lol......Anyways we got there and watched the movie, i thought it was pretty slow at times but overall i enjoyed the movie a good amount and would recommend it as long as you can sit and watch a 2 hour and a half movie. Haha, i never got no one could tell Clark Kent is Superman....I mean he takes off his glasses and slicks up his hair and all of a sudden no one can recognize him.....lol.....so in mockery of it, I turned to Me'shell and went, "look, I'm James Go", then took off my glasses and said "Now i'm superman"...lol you probably had to be there for it to be funny...lol.....After the movie, Me'shell, Sarah, and I went to Applebees to grub out a bit. As luck would have it, Tidus was there and made it a bit awkward. Also from where i was sitting, i got the occasional whiff of urine, so i promptly switched seats. I paid for the meal since it wasn't too much and then i went home and watched Dark Water with the guys.......ya the movie really sucked.......i even drank a little to make it more appealing but no luck....

Thursday I went over to the house and watered the grass and then played Fight Night. I also talked to Tawnicita on the phone as she was getting ready to board her flight to Japan. I talked to her for about an hour, ran errands at the house, and then got ready to leave. I then drove back to Phoenix around 4-5 and i must say i was a very pissed off driver. I mean everyone was in the left lane doing 78.......and they wouldn't speed up and move over to the slow lane......Anywho i dropped by the Marriott and hung out with Adam for a bit before going home and grubbing. After that i just kinda lounged at home and then I went over and kicked it with Adam and Dusty at Midnight. We watched Starsky and Hutch but then i got uber tired so i just went home and crashed....

Today i unfortunately had to wake up early to update my passport....I went with my dad and it was pretty painless as there was no one in line at the passport office. After that we went to Lexus, and my dad talked to the salesman and test drove the IS350 for himself. I then test drove the IS250 and it was nice and all (and cheaper) and i could get a lot more technological goodies but the engine on the 350 is addicting. Anyways i'm still clueless on what my parents want to do on that forefront so i'm not getting too excited. Anyways after that i went home and went to lunch with Baitos at Dillions. I grilled her about Paul and we also had some delicious free desert...mmm.....after that i went over to Adam's and hung out with him and helped him run a few errands......i was getting mighty tired though so i went home to sleep for a couple hours......however i woke up at 9...lol.....anyways i woke up and checked my computer and Tawni was online so i talked to her for as much as i could but i had to get ready to go to the movies. Adam and Dust picked me up and we met up with Fibbs and watched Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift........It was exactly as I expected, a decent popcorn movie........It was loads better than the 2nd one but pales in comparison to the first one....anywho after the movie we went to dusts and then i went home to where I am now......

Random Things....

- I feel like writing a lot more, but i'm not exactly sure how to express it all.....

- With last weekend, and somewhat earlier this week, i've been pressured into getting plastered......I definately came close last week but didn't drink that much with J-Bot and Joel. There is a reason why I'm watching that fine line and the reason for that is because i'm notorious for saying things that usually end up screwing me over when I get plastered. Last week i was close and I shut myself down until i could feel i could drink again.....

My Buddy And Me

Song Of The Day- Pussycat Dolls - Buttons
Currently Feeling- Not Sure
Picture Of The Day - Tawni and me waiting for the pizza at Papa Johns haha










Well the past couple days have gone by crayz fast. Since last week i've pretty much hung out with Tawni everyday. I've lived at the house more or less haha.....Sunday I went over to the house to keep Tawni company while she cleaned up the backyard. I half assed my homework while she cut the grass and pulled out weeds. Once she was done with the backyard, we went to Subway to grab some much needed food. Lol it was funny, i didn't plan on paying for her food. I was ahead of her in line and when i got to the cashier, i extended my card to the man but he didn't take it. He then waited until Tawni's food was done and by then i decided i was gonna pay for it because i didn't want to look bad...lol....anyways after that we went back to the house and ate our food then we hung out for awhile until we decided to eat dinner. We decided to go to Applebees on Grant. I was curious to see if we would get the waiter that hit on Me'Shell but we didn't. Anyways we both ordered the parmesian and shrip steak and she paid for the dinner. After that we chilled some more and then we decided to go on my famous drives. Lol we went to the scenic point but there were a lot of people there surprisingly at 11 at night, so we then went on a trek looking for my old thinking spot but we couldn't find it. It was fun driving around though listening to the slow jamz of old. We also tried to go to "A" Mountain (hahaha....inside joke). Anyways we did go back and we hung out somemore and talked. She looked tired round 1-2ish so i left plus i had a test i had to study for, which i didn't even look at the practice test.....

Monday I woke up early to study for the test. I crammed but honestly i knew i was gonna be fucked. So i got to class and apparently class was cancelled on Weds because our teacher was still in Mexico. So instead of the test we had a review and the test was pushed back until Tuesday. I stayed for the whole class although i should have left early. Class lasted until about 3, then i went back home and then i went to the house to go to the mall with Tawnicita. We went to AE and she bought some jean shorts and a couple shirts. We then dropped by shortly at the dog store before heading back to the house. We both started getting really hungry so we decided to go get some pizza and wings. That is where the picture of the day was taken btw. Anyways we got the pizza (which she gave me her card to pay for but i used mine) and we went back to the house and started to watch Garden State. She didnt' watch too much of it as she was on the phone but i watched all of it, then played some more Fight Night. After playing and chilling for a bit, we watched some tv......We then also dropped by Wal-Mart so she could pick up some more supplies for her trip to Japan on Thursday. She picked up the tab for my lotion and pencils..haha.......we then went back to her place and then Tawni sent some inappropriate text messages and i had to shoot down her sexual advances towards me........lol j/k actually i took her phone and texted my phone, then i texted her from my phone, then she texted me back and we went back and forth saying stupid funny things while sitting next to each other.....lol my personal favorite was when she said "But I can't live knowing it could've happened I'll always wonder what if..." to which i replied "One day tawnicita, one day, when the two of us are there, I wear by the moon and stars, i swear i'll be there".....(we were listening to All-4-One-I swear)....

Today i woke up early to once again study since i didn't do any the night before. I studied for a while and then i went to the house to follow tawni to Kia. She had to take her car in for service so i picked her up so that she didn't have to wait there. I then dropped her off at the house and then went to school to take the test.....the test was pretty easy we only had to answer 9-20 but we had to answer certain ones. After class i headed back over to the house, I was on the phone with Adam and when i came in Tawni was sleeping so i tried to quietly close the doors but Carl was barking....lol i felt bad :(......Anyways we hung out and downlaoded music for her boss, and i played more fight night as she watched me play while doing other stuff. She then went out to dinner with Sarah while i was busy playing Fight Night. (I forgot to mention this earlier but i created myself in the game, i'm 25-3 with 25 KO's.....o ya and my nickname is sweetness, Tawni looks to bust my chops about that haha). Anyways i also stepped outside and admired the rain for a while. They came back and they were doing their thing for awhile while i continued playing. I then talked on the phone with Jason the Jew while playing Fight Night, while trying to IM Deeds back.....i wasnt doing anything particularly well. Anyways I left at 11, and grabbed some Wingstop and Joel just dropped by and J-Bot and him are drinking it up......

Random Things......

- This week kinda feels like a blast from the past. Its been awhile since i've hung out with Tawni like this......For those wondering, it's not exactly like the past if u get what i'm saying. But i'm getting off my topic. It has hit me that she is leaving to Sacramento, and despite changes in the past 4 years, I consider her one of my closest friends, and I guarantee i will be among the saddest to see her go. But instead of mopping about it, I've chosen to make the best of my time although i'm sure she's starting to get sick of me haha......too bad she'll have to deal with it, at least until tomorrow when she starts her trip to Japan (technically Thurs). When she comes back, hopefully we'll still hang out and i know when school starts it'll be hard too since school is gonna be hell next semester. But despite what she thinks, from here until Sactown......if i have a chance to hang out with Cita.....bee golly willikers....i will hang out with Cita.......

- I guess balancing has been off as i haven't seen the girls a lot. There are a couple reasons for that, but when it comes down to it, i suppose it comes down to conflicting schedules i guess you could say haha....

- On another sad yet good note, I may go to the Phillipines this summer. However with each benefit, there is a cost (we learned that in bio Ms. Deeds) and in this circumstance, it may be the trip to California. Based on how things go hypothetically, My parents plan on leaving the 19th, I have a final on the 19th but they will get me a ticket to leave later. The trip to california is on the 21st-24th i think. I feel really bad if i go though because i was looking forward to going not to mention since i haven't hung out much with the girls, it was a way to make up for it......unfortunately I can't pass up a trip to the Phillippines if I can go...

Second Fiddle

Song Of The Day- Cassie - U and Me
Currently Feeling- Removed
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - This is something i pulled directly from my blog 3 years ago......"we were talking about watching the hulk. I said I was probably gonna watch it with my friend and my cousin says "oh he means Tawni".....then my dad said, "no Tawni's got a big boyfriend who James is scared of".....I then said he's kinda small and then my dad asked me why I was scared of him then........haha classic Go banter.... 2yrs ago- I was going to Quizzno's with the intent of hanging out with Ashley Gilson haha. I also took tawni to the massage parlor for her b-day and I hung out with Adam, Frank, and Mike watching 50 first dates.......

Well the past couple days has been a very interesting, fun, and a quite revealing for me. On Weds i ditched class in favor of doing nothing. I lounged around for awhile before going to the cactus grill for some eggs and try to do some homework....of course i did none and the trip was kind of pointless. Later on J-Bot and me went over to the girls apt for Tara's farewell for a bit hangout (she's going to Malaysia for a couple weeks). So it was J-Bot, Aditi, Adam Ochem, Sarah, Me'shell, Tara, and me. We went to dinner at the Olive Garden and then we went to the lake park for a bit. Two stray dogs showed up and they looked cute although it was crazy dark. Anyways we left cuz it was real dark and kind of shady so we went to the bumpy road and then went back to their apt. Tara left and then we played some Mario Bros III for awhile until we got tired.

Thursday was a pretty lax day. People from Phx were supposed to come down but it turned out to just be Adam and Dusty. Before they got there i ate some lunch with Tawni at Wingstop and then we decided to go watch The Lake House at Foothills. It was a pretty good movie, of course since it deals with time meddling stuff there was a good amount of loopholes but i enjoyed it enough to overlook it. Also i should note that Keanu Reeves does his traditional confused look that he is known for haha. Anyways after that i dropped off Tawnicita and then hung out with the guys while we drank and played video games for most of the nite.

Fri i was so tired because i got no sleep from the night before but had to voluneer in the morning. Volunteering was pretty bad, there was barely any kids and they came sporatically so i couldn't gather up a cluster of them so that i could read to them. The few kids that were there and i tried to see if they were interested in reading/being read to were either scared of me and would run away from me and avoid any eyecontact with me or couldn't understand me (alot of hispanic children). Anyways i did have one enthusiastic child and when i asked her if she wanted to read her something she vigorously nodded yes and when i asked her if she had a story in mind that she wanted me to read to her she quickly ran and picked on this one book i noticed that she grabbed earler. When i saw the book however i noticed it was one of the spanish books which i sadly couldn't even translate the title. I quickly looked over and saw a random Aladdin book and asked her if she wanted to hear this instead but she nodded No so i tried to read the spanish book to my best abilities. I only got thru the first page before her mom was leaving and she saw her mom walking away and she said "I have to go now bye bye"........Anyways after volunteering i dropped by the house and picked up Tawni and we went to lunch at Jason's Deli. I had never been there before but it was some good eats. After that i dropped off tawni and went back to my apartment where we played more video games for a while with a break of KFC. People started coming over at 9 and the first people were Brandon and Emily. They got us some alcohol and we began drinking. The whole night i really only had 4 drinks, my first 2 drinks were red gatorade with vodka. I put it in my mug with 3 shots. I then had two screwdrivers with 2 and 1 shots respectively. So i hit 9 shots of vodka for the nite and i was pretty drunk but i stayed away from being plastered. I was drunk however so as everyone knows I was pretty talkative and i said some things i probably shouldn't have but looking at the silver lining is there was a lot worse things i could have said but didn't. Anyways Aditi, Me'shell, Adam, Chris, Craig, hubert, and Sarah came over as well as this guy that aditi knows from lab and these two girls. I really didn't talk to any of the people i didn't know but i'm glad that Aditi's dating Adam instead of that one dude she knows from lab because i got the impression that he's a douche (i guess it's an unfair comment cuz i barely spoke to dude but that's the vibe i got). Anyways Tawni then showed up and i talked to her in my room for a bit. Sarah was there and then they started talking and then i got kicked out of my room. I then just kinda went from one small group to another.

Today was more of just chilling. Played the games, went to lunch at Arby's. J-Bot went to Phx for some family drinking while adam and dusty stayed til about 6 then after they left i went over to the house and hung out with Tawni for a bit until Adam showed up and then i decided not to join them for Ruby Tuesdays, so i went home and really have just lounged up til now.

Random Things....

- Ehhh i know my blog is lacking a lot of details but ya i'm being lazy and im not exactly sure what i want to mention and what i don't want to mention.

- I suppose i should get to the title of the blog "Second Fiddle". I don't know how much i want to mention of this before i start writing so if i suddenly decide not to go on further about it, that's the reason why. *Haha well i wrote some things out but after reading i decided not to write it so......haha sorry*

We All Succumb To Petty Things.......

Song Of The Day- Journey - Girl Can't Help It
Currently Feeling- Petty

Well the title of the post "We all succumb to petty things" is a reference to my thinking today and yesterday. What exactly am I being petty about i'm sure no one knows and unfortunately that's how i'm going to keep it because........I know that i'm definately overreacting and the fact that i'm isolating those petty thoughts which in essence makes it all worse. Anywho to prevent further festering i need a medium......

On a lighter note, to say that i have enjoyed my new phone and headset is an extreme understatement. For the past couple days i have experimented the crap out of it. I have spend 5 hours in a row just playing around in the registry. I have updated it's ROM, i've added programs, thrown in a few new lines in the registry. I'm psyched!!....unfortunately i'm starting to run out of things to do until i get a memory upgrade.

I guess were also having a kickback at my apartment on Fri i believe. I'm not quite sure where the idea popped up but judging from last week a lot of people are claiming to be coming down to tucson this weekend. I dunno how much people are actually coming down but if anything it just gives an excuse to kickback and drink up. After seeing how this week has formed, i have definately decided to cap how much i drink.

The last thing i want to touch upon is something i feel extremely bad about. To say i feel conflicted about what to think would be accurate to state. (for those wondering this and what i talked about on the top is unrelated fyi). Anyways very short and odd blog but this is all i write for now

Intolerance

Intolerance


Well this s my first ever in car blog. How is this possible.......thanks to Microsoft pocket word. The weekend was decent but I think after all was said and done it turned out to be subpar. The reasons why I may or may not get into, it all depends on how I feel when I get to it.

I suppose ill start with the drive. Ahhh the drive....haha I think it rates as one of the more ghetto things I've been apart of. What happened was Michelle had to drive her sisters car cuz the window was broken. So me'shell had to put trash bags and duct tape to reduce wind noise in the car. The problem cam when we got on the freeway when the seal of the duct tape became unraveled thus producing a really obnoxious and loud noise of rustling plastic and road noise. Lol at one point I figured out that if I held it in place I could reduce the noise significantly. The other thing that was pretty ghetto was the fact that you couldn't open the door because of the duct tape...lol.....we got into town around 10ish and I grubbed at home. I was supposed to hang out with j-bot, dustman, and Adam but decided not to because 1)was hecka tired 2) they were smoking out 3) it gets kinda boring if your not joining in the festivities. So with me not hanging out I did a bit of research on random things then crashed out.

Saturday was a bit of an annoying day. As most people know, I'm the type of person that needs to make sure things go as planned. By this I mean if I plan to do something at 5 I want to do it at 5 or earlier. Its probably both a good thing and a bad thing. Good in that I keep good time management barring something I can't control. Its also bad because if there is a delay, I get kinda annoyed. I attribute it to my parents and their ability to not keep time. When they said we are going to leave at 3, it usually means we leave at 5. Anyways why I am I bringing it up? Well sat I was supposed to drive to mesa to pick up my headset. I told my parents that I wanted to use the car at 6, thinking I gave them plenty of heads up. So I hung out with the guys and went swimming while playing jungle ball and horse. We then went to j-bots so Adam could use the diving board. At 5:30 I called home to say I was gonna pick up the car and lol and behold the car was taken out and unaccounted for. Apparently my uncle took the car and went to the movies. So finally at 8 I get a call saying the car was back and I was really annoyed. I was going to go but a lot of uncharacteristic things were happenings I decided to just do the drive tomorrow. So I called Adam and dust over and they grubbed and then we went back to botchs. From there we drank and played some poker. I got a good buzz (only 3 beers but I'm not a alcohol fiend like some peeps....botch) and I won in poker. Botch, dust , Adam, aric, j bean, Joel, tom, and me were all over there yesterday.

Today I woke up around 8, had breakfast, and then drove to mesa. It was a long but fun drive (to me at least). I bought my headphone and saved 70 bucks. After that I went to church with the family, then ate dinner at the great wall. I then chilled at home and said bye to my sis cuz she was going to cali with friends this weekend (im really surprised my parents let her go). And right now I'm in the (trashbag free) car with botch and me'shell blogging while she drives us back to Tucson.

Random things.......

- I was really annoyed a lot this weekend. I guess I was just not in a good mood whatsoever. I know we all have our personality quirts (i have a fair share of my own I'm sure) but things were just really getting to me.

- I've been in a real awkward mood lately as well stemming back since before this weekend. I think I've bottled up a good enough amount of feelings, thinking type stuff without unloading on here or really talking that it may be taking a toll on me. Who knows maybe ill have to resort to other options

Throw It Up *Edited at 6:55PM*

Song Of The Day- David Banner- Like A Pimp
Currently Feeling- Normal
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - Had chats with the mase about what was upsetting me as well as what was upsetting him. Also Bishop Thomas O'Brien got arrested on Hit and Run Charges and gave yet another black eye to the Catholic community.

Throw it up ehhhh..........why is that the title of this post? Well quite literally, that's what everyone seemed to do last night. But to not confuse the readers, I'll retell the day chronologically. Thurs are usually my slow days, i don't have school or any real priorities. So i thought i would sleep in but I couldn't and as a result i was up at 9. I lounged for a couple hours but boredom started to get the better of me. So I got my school stuff and headed off to campus to try to do some of my homework. I first went to the Student Union...somewhere i haven't been since school ended. I got my usual omelette and just kinda chilled there and played with my phone. I was there for about two hours and didn't even open my backback before i decided to just go back home. So i went back home and chilled yet again for awhile until Adam the Jew called to see if i wanted to go to dinner. So he dropped by my apartment and we headed off to Ruby Tuesday. I talked to him a bit and something struck me awkwardly. Anywho we got there and grubbed out then went back to my place and we played some 2K6 (i lost). After that we watched smallville then he took off and i watched supernatural before getting ready for the night. J-Bot and me went over to Emily's and hung out over there with Chase, Emily, and Brandon. We were then joined by Ms. Deeds and Sarah. They all started drinking except Sarah and me who were the DD's. I then left for a little to go to the house. By the time i got there however, El Steph, Holly, and Paul had been drinking for a while. Paul was the worst he was trashed. Adam then came by and hung out as well. I then saw Steph and Paul throw up.....yum......Soon after i decided to go back to Emily's. By then j-bot looked KO'ed, Deeds was looking pretty tipsy, and Brandon of course looked like he was gonna fall asleep. We all kinda ganged up on Aditi about Adam (ochem) and we pressured him into coming over. lol it was definately worth it however (even though we picked him up at 1AM) cuz deeds and adam were definately looking mighty cozy together. I have refrained from talking about it much in my blog, but Adam and Deeds has the potential to be a very good thing for both of them........Anyways as we were leaving J-Bot finished the night by throwing a crapload up in the middle of the street haha......

This morning I had volunteering at El Rio. It was really quiet at first and it almost approached 12:45 which was when i was planning on leaving but then a plethora of kids showed up so i kinda played with them until it was all too much for me and i left haha. Anyways the plan for tonight is to go to Phx with Me'Shell and J-Bot as we are riding with a garbage bag for a window...haha gangsta.......When i get to phoenix, i dunno what the plan is.

Random Things........

- Reasons why i'm going to phx is because its fathers day sun and i'm trying to get my dad some new tower speakers. The second reason is because i'm picking up my bluetooth headset this weekend.

- Last night, El Steph gave some sightly advice which i have ultimately decided to take. I think it's for the best to keep my opinion and mediating to myself for the most part and let Tawni and Adam's relationship take it's natural course whether good or bad.

*Updated*
- Lol i also forgot one other thing that i thought was pretty funny last night. All night i kept referring to the Long Island Ice Teas as the Rhode Island Ice Teas.........obviously someone wasn't gonna let me get by saying that without busting my chops abit and this time it was emily haha. THe funny thing was i kept referring to it as Rhode Island Ice Teas without knowing what i was saying....lol (if you don't get why they were busting my chops for this, you need to read over my blog)

Broken Arrow

Song Of The Day- Nada Surf - Inside of Love
Currently Feeling- Pretty Good
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I emailed Mr. Ashby in the attempt for advice. The northstar concert was also playing although i didn't go. We had a BBQ at Adam's and watched Disney's "The Kid". 2yrs ago - I just played Final Fantasy X haha......1yr ago- Went to lunch at In-N-Out with John, Joel, and Adam.

Well it's been more than a week since my last update and a reason for that is i've been busy of sorts. On one hand this week has been sucky in terms of summer school cuz i had two tests and a crapload of homework that i procrastinated on. Second is that I've been playing telephone of sorts with Adam and Tawni. Top that off with me going to Phx and doing the family thing, and it all equals craziness.

Oddly enough, I'm having an extremely hard time trying to remember what i did last week. Probably cuz i didn't do much of anything. Just sort of chilled in my hermit like stage. On Fri i went to volunteering but the person didn't show up so i left and i went to Phx with the purpose of buying my phone. As i mentioned earlier, this is my latest technological jewel. I got it for 250 and although it's a little thick, it has all the gizmos that makes make heart pitter patter. So i met the guy at AZ Mills and then when i went back home i took my mom and sister to activate it. I gave my old phone to my sister and i must say that i'm going to miss it. After that i got tricked into going to costco but I called Moses and coincidentally him and Alex were heading over there to eat, so i met them up and talked to them for a bit. After that i went home and was running thru all my phones functions. Let me say this....the learning curve is ridiculously steep. I still need a bluetooth headset and a screen protector. I can also say goodbye to texting while driving although i was thinking about this the other day, what if i got voice-recognition software that types as i talk............Anyways from there i just did that for awhile and then I drove over to Macaroni Grill for Katie Harris' b-day. At first i thought it was going to be this massive thing but then I saw it was just Katie and Natalie. We sat down and were soon joined by Beth, Tom, Kristen. We ate and talked for a couple hours before i went my separate ways and just sort of chilled for the rest of the night.

Sat i just chilled during the afternoon then my sister and me went to Fort Mcdowell's Casino for the Rage in the Cage event. My dad got us red tickets and also free passes to the buffet. We didn't make it in time to go to the buffet before the event so we went straight to the cage. It turned out the red tickets meant VIP and we got second row seats. It was pretty sick and fun. Afterwards we ate at this restaurant inside the casino and then crashed. When we woke up we ate at the buffet and it was real good eats. We then went back to the house and then i went to Adam's and we went to the mall so adam could get some sandals. After that we drove back to his house and i soon left back to Tucson. When i got back Tom called me and wanted me to
go on a double date with these two older, well off, asian girls but alas i was already in Tucson.

Mon i had my test and it was a joke and a half. We also got a take home test due Weds. So i went home and then i ended up going to the House and hung out with Tawni since she didn't have to work. We got ice cream and then we went to the pet store to look at the dogs.....I really want an english bulldog btw. Anyways after that we went back to my place and we d/l'ed music and made cd's and then watched some HIMYM. Adam then joined us and we went to Nico's and then i went back to do some homework for an hour before crashing out.

Tuesday was an interesting day to say the least. I went to school and then i ended up hanging out with Tawni cuz Adam was busy. I chilled at her place for awhile, then we went to the Scenic point by our places for a little bit where we were doing talking before heading back for some sonic and then we came back and watched tv. Paul then camee back and we continued to watch tv then i went home and crashed. (More on this details of it all later).

Today i did the rest of my homework (last second) and then went to school. Now i'm back and just chilling......

Random Things.....

- The whole thing with Tawni and Adam has definately hit a stalling point. I don't remember if i wrote it in here but i had a conversation with both of them saying that you guys can look at it one of two ways......logically or illogically. Obviously they chose illogically but now all the variables that surrounded this relationship seem to all hit right now. This partially explains the title of my post today "Broken arrow". I'm sure i don't have to spell out the meaning of it but honestly coming into i have no idea if this'll work out or not. As of now i still don't know because the differences and problems that surround this relationship is great.

- Another thing related to this is my increased role in this relationship. I feel like i've become a crutch so to speak. It's not ideal and not always the funnest thing for me, but i've done it and i've slowly try to separate myself from it. With the new problems surfacing i've had to jump in a little further. On a side note though, it has been nice hanging out with Tawni again (kinda feels like the old days), i just wish we hung out under better circumstances (with her being all sad). Anyways with her only being here for 6 more months I think the deadline has started to hit me.

- It also interesting to note i don't think i've hung out with any of the girls since they came over to my apartment to watch Munich. I haven't even seen Me'shell for almost 2-3 weeks i'm guessing. I dunno it's been an odd couple weeks with all my normal time schedules being thrown off.

- I do have more to blog but not all of it is appropriate here and also because i need to take a writing break. So hopefully i continue later.

The Blog I've Been Meaning to Write.....*Will Have to Wait*

Song Of The Day- Rihanna - Unfaithful
Currently Feeling- Something Familiar
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I mentioned how Tawni and Moose were going to hang out. I hung out at Tawni's house while she got ready (i still have the pictures somewhere i think). I then talked about how i was going to go to the library to get free stuff from adam. I then said i ways probably going to go to cousins with Jase the Mase. 2yrs ago- I went on the classic camping trip with Jase, El Steph, Mike, Adam, and me....haha that was a memorable time. Anyways after that i also took my first to tucson for registration. Steph and me followed paul and tawni and we chilled at the house for the first time.

Hmmm........well this is the blog i've been meaning to write for awhile, but i have delayed writing it for one reason or another. Before i actually jump to my topic of choice, i gotta state now that I'm writing this as of 11:11Pm Monday June 5th, but i'm writing this on a whim of sorts and the feeling to purge my thoughts onto this blog may suddenly vanish and i may not get to finishing it til later. So whenever i post this, if it comes out choppy, you know why.

So lets start off simple with my vector calc class. It has been a bit of hit or miss. I'm sure i already wrote about how i ordered the wrong book online so I was already a step behind. I had to spend an extra 150 on the book and to make things worse they wouldn't buyback the wrong book because they had too much of that book. Homework isnt' due til test day and we only need to do 50% of it which isn't hard at all. I mean i did four sections in about 2 hours. My teacher is cool but he's got a pretty bad accent so at times i seem to zone off. Another thing i have to correct is that i said there were no cute girls in my class. That may not be entirely correct. By this i mean today (Weds the 7th) before class i was going to grab a bottle of water and there was this girl in front of me who i thought looked pretty cute. Anyways she went a different way than i did so i didn't think much more of her. However i crossed paths with her once again heading to class and it turns out she actually is in my class and sits diagonal from me. Anyways i dunno maybe she, maybe she's not......i don't know anything about her so i leave that as that...

Another thing i want to touch base on is my ever-growing need to increase the technology level in my room and space. In the past year i've upgraded my speakers (twice), got a new subwoofer, dual monitored, have a mouse that operates in the air, and now have bought a sharper image fan for a decent amount of money. It actually came in the mail after hours of waiting but unfortunately i can't use it to it's full compacity yet. The reason being because it's missing the remote control which controls the temperature to set the fan to and it's also missing the base which eliminates its ability to rotate. I've already called Sharper Image and they are going to be sending the necessary materials tomorrow. While still on the topic of new technology i'm also on the verge of buying the Pocket PC 6700. For those who don't know what that is, it's a PDA phone, but not just any PDA but it has Wi-Fi, bluetooth, Windows OS, Office, the ability to play MP3's, videos. The downside of it, is it's enormous price tag of 600. But if u know me u know i'm very crafty about purchasing big tickets items.

I also wanted to get more detailed on the growing situation that is adam and tawni. I know i mentioned somewhere that i may be donning the bow and arrow but this is not the case. Instead i have equipped myself with a pen and pad along with a couch. Since this whole situation has started i have been throwing advice to both of them and listening to their problems or whatever. As tawni said, i've unintentionally become the middle man in all of this. For instance, last nite around midnite i get a text from adam and he is upset so i say he can come over. From there we have a bit of a pow wow. He gave me his 3 cents and i gave him mine and then he went back over there. I should state i have no problem with all of it, i just think that all the problems they have now, i think are going to be prevalent for the duration of all of this.

* Right now i've been trading texts with tawni about the whole situation and how he doesn't talk to her about problems and i just asked her where she was at and she was having dinner with him. Then i get a text message from adam asking me if there's something wrong with tawni. haha*

-i'm gonna cut myself off there, but unfortunately i didn't blog about what i wanted to blog about maybe later

Alpha Male

Song Of The Day- Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous Girl
Currently Feeling- Unsure
Picture of the Day - Ahh the post-wedding.....Tiano and me thought it was funny if we took a picture with lichun (the pig). Unfortunately we couldn't take an after picture of the pig when all that was left was its head (and even then someone took a piece of the head.






Well here is the 2nd part of my blog. To be completely honest I'm unaware of how to approach this blog. I guess i'll just go over what i did yesterday and go from there....

So yesterday was just a laid back day. I just kinda lounged and watched tv. Deeds called to see what was up for tonight and Sarah and Deeds ended up coming over last nite. Them along with Bottcher and me grabbed some KFC and went back to my place to eat and watched some Spider Man II. We were waiting on Deeds friend Sahvna but apparently she left her phone at home. So we went ahead to Foothills mall to watch The Break Up. The movie was pretty funny and entertaining. It seemed realistic especially the Madden part of it. After that they dropped us back at the apartment and then i went over to the house to hang out with Tawni and Adam for a bit. Paul woke up and joined us for a bit and then i decided to leave to get some benedryll and some gas.

Today was a kick in the nutes and it's only 2:30. My big thing was i was going to do homework today but unfortunately the math book was not the correct one. I rushed over to Pima to see if the bookstore was still open but i was eleven minutes too late. So plan B is now in effect where Mon i wake up at 8:30, buy the book and do homework til 1. Hmmm really the only things i have done other than that is eat some chicken wings and talked to Tawni and Adam on the phone.

Random Things.....

- I guess there is no topic better to discuss than the title of my post "Alpha Male". The reason for this actually involves a conversation i had with someone earlier. For those who needs a heads up on what i mean by alpha male, i'm referring it as a guy who needs/tries to be the top dog among guys in their domain. If there were two people i would consider to try to be alpha males, it would be Paul and Franklin Fibbs. With Fibbs it's obvious because he tries to stamp his authority among the other roomies (myself included). He barks orders and tries to take command of every situation that pertains to the domain. I wouldn't be considered to have the alpha male complex because i'm very lax about things and usually don't care about who tries to take control. The other person i consider to be an alpha male is Paul. My reasons for saying this is when i observe paul when we play poker or when other guys are around, he tries to assert his control over them in his place. This is especially shown when new people are introduced to the House. With all of this said, it's not a bad thing to be an alpha male.

- Another thing i want to address in more detail is the situation between tawni and adam. As i said yesterday, I think that they should label themselves as couples (right now they are couples, but they haven't labelled themselves as such.....yet). I'm very supportive of it because they both seem really happy right now. With that said, I've also said there are a LOT of variables surrounding this relationship. One of which I've become more and more troubled with for the past couple days and another one is starting to manifest itself to become a problem. The latter of the problems deals with Paul and how he has handled things. I don't want to go to detail but he just seems off the last couple times i've hung out with him. It's obvious he has definately been affected by the whole thing. The first problem, I'll keep to myself for now.

- Something else i want to touch base on is the Deeds-Lance Bass thing. I'm very confused about what to make of it. At first i thought he was trying to get to know her better beforehand but on further inspection i don't think that's the case. For now i have a conclusion of sorts based of what she has told me (although i haven't had a good read on him cuz i haven't really talked to him or even see them interact). That conclusion is that he seems interested enough to hang out with her time to time ("dates" so to speak) but not interested enough to pursue something bigger with her (a relationship). So depending on what deeds is looking for, decides whether or not this is a good thing. But i do have to agree with what Sarah said, it doesn't seem like a good fit.

-With all this talk about other peoples "love" status, one would ask what about mine. Unfortunately my status is really up in the air. With me becoming a hermit, i haven't met a lot of new people, and my math class presents no one that stands out. One person i'd like to see if there is something further is gone for the summer (currently located in Quahog haha). There may be more but i care not to discuss because it gets sticky. But with the wedding and stuff, my mindset is back to the romantic in me which doesn't bode well with me being a hermit and what not haha.