My Final Post of the School Year
Song Of The Day- Crime Mob - Rock Yo Hips (rmx)
Currently Feeling- I Don't Know
This Day In History-2003- I talked about studying for SAT's (i didn't do it though) and Adam hit a girl with his car lol. 2004- I dated Peter Piper Pizza girl and went to say goodbye to Michelle before she went to Nashville for DECA. 2005 - A long blog talking about my changing relationships with everyone from HS (good read) 2006- Had 3 lunches with my friend Doug and random girl, Me'shell and Tara, and then Deeds.
OK I really blew my promise yes i know. But these last few weeks have been quite different. I wouldn't say they have been good but I couldn't classify it as bad. Maybe awkward, or dissapointing. From a general standpoint, you would think that it would be an ok week, but there are some things that have definately been off. Things with Tonka are still great, granted he still needs his lessons on potty training but he's improving. I'm pissed at John because he fed Tonka and Mick a pepper of some sort and later tonite they both had very loose stool. I was supposed to get Tonka's shots today but I opted to continue studying. Pretty much most of my time outside of studying goes to Tonka. I've hung out still but not as much and i usually like to bring Tonka with me when i can. I think that bridges my next topic so to speak. I'm hoping i'm jumping to conclusions but with friends, there are definately different levels from acquaintances, to friends, to good friends, to close friends, to best friends. It should be obvious to people my two best friends would definately have to be the Mase and Sneaky. It's after that where things can get kind of cloudy. Like what really separates good friends from close friends or for that matter just friends/acquaintances? Anyways i guess the point i'm making is over the course of this semester I've learned there are people who i consider close friends who i wouldn't initially think and unfortunately there are some people I considered close but have proven otherwise through the course of the semester. hmmm.....i guess that's all i can say on that because i don't want to call out names and single out people or leave out someone so i'll stop there. Anyways school's been odd as well. I think over the last couple days, i have almost stopped trying. I think a lot of it has to do with frustration, some of it grades but also some of it is frustration at myself. I also think there are still things that have really gotten bugged me for more than a year now and the idea has constantly popped into my head. I think because of it, i'm scared of failing. It's like that old adage where you aim low so if you don't succeed the fall won't be as bad. I don't mean that in pharm, but more in my actions in general but it's something i need to snap out of.
OK there are other things i'd like to write about but i first need to figure out what i can say or how i can reword things to make it blog-friendly first, but i'll post this now for people who have been visiting waiting for an update.
Currently Feeling- I Don't Know
This Day In History-2003- I talked about studying for SAT's (i didn't do it though) and Adam hit a girl with his car lol. 2004- I dated Peter Piper Pizza girl and went to say goodbye to Michelle before she went to Nashville for DECA. 2005 - A long blog talking about my changing relationships with everyone from HS (good read) 2006- Had 3 lunches with my friend Doug and random girl, Me'shell and Tara, and then Deeds.
OK I really blew my promise yes i know. But these last few weeks have been quite different. I wouldn't say they have been good but I couldn't classify it as bad. Maybe awkward, or dissapointing. From a general standpoint, you would think that it would be an ok week, but there are some things that have definately been off. Things with Tonka are still great, granted he still needs his lessons on potty training but he's improving. I'm pissed at John because he fed Tonka and Mick a pepper of some sort and later tonite they both had very loose stool. I was supposed to get Tonka's shots today but I opted to continue studying. Pretty much most of my time outside of studying goes to Tonka. I've hung out still but not as much and i usually like to bring Tonka with me when i can. I think that bridges my next topic so to speak. I'm hoping i'm jumping to conclusions but with friends, there are definately different levels from acquaintances, to friends, to good friends, to close friends, to best friends. It should be obvious to people my two best friends would definately have to be the Mase and Sneaky. It's after that where things can get kind of cloudy. Like what really separates good friends from close friends or for that matter just friends/acquaintances? Anyways i guess the point i'm making is over the course of this semester I've learned there are people who i consider close friends who i wouldn't initially think and unfortunately there are some people I considered close but have proven otherwise through the course of the semester. hmmm.....i guess that's all i can say on that because i don't want to call out names and single out people or leave out someone so i'll stop there. Anyways school's been odd as well. I think over the last couple days, i have almost stopped trying. I think a lot of it has to do with frustration, some of it grades but also some of it is frustration at myself. I also think there are still things that have really gotten bugged me for more than a year now and the idea has constantly popped into my head. I think because of it, i'm scared of failing. It's like that old adage where you aim low so if you don't succeed the fall won't be as bad. I don't mean that in pharm, but more in my actions in general but it's something i need to snap out of.
OK there are other things i'd like to write about but i first need to figure out what i can say or how i can reword things to make it blog-friendly first, but i'll post this now for people who have been visiting waiting for an update.
posted by James at
5/03/2007 11:17:00 PM
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