A very weird Friday it was, School was cool for a friday In HCT I was talking to Tawni about what we were going to do this weekend. She was going to go see Sweet Home Alabama on Fri and on Sat. go to Edgefest with Amber. We also talked about slow jams and romantic movies, she seemed surprised that i was into that sort of stuff. Anyways she wanted to borrow a couple of my slow jams cd's so I told her that I would give it to Amber in 5th period. In fifth period we changed seats so i don't get to sit next to Christie, Jamie, or Leslie anymore but I still sit next to Amber. I talked to Amber a little about Edgefest and how weird it would look for those two to go. Oh yeah there is a soph in my class that I really felt sad for before. He looks sorta like a really dorky looking Harry Potter. Thurs he asked the whole class if he could borrow a pencil and absolutely no one raised there hands and I know that at least half the class had a spare pencil so I gave him mine to use. So Friday he didn't have a pencil again so he asked me if he could borrow my pencil again. I only had a pen but he took it. So I finished my homework early and I take a look at the kid and he's chomping away at my pen. At the end of class he gave it back and there were so many fukkin teethmarks on it that I had to throw it away cuz I didn't wanna touch that thing. Maybe that's why no one would let him borrow a pencil.....

When I got home, I chilled for a little bit, watched Yu-gi-oh then went to Hollywood video to rent a game. I rented NFL2k3 (stupid game) and I was looking to buy/rent Serendipity of DVD. It was still a new release and I couldn't find a used one for sale so I ended up not getting it. My sister ended up getting some b-grade horror movie that looks pretty funny. I may watch it tonight if her friends aren't going to watch it. So when I got home I played NFL for a couple hours then get a call from Jason. He wants to go to the football game and since I had nothing to do I went with him. We were looking for Leslie and Leah but we didn't find them so we sat next to Adrian, Jacob, Vince, Clint, Gabe, and Bodie. At halftime we met up with Braiden, Mike, and Brian and we went to the concession stands. Jason was trying to call his dad to get Leslie's # that he left on his bed but I spotted them right behind us in line. Me and Jason went and talked to Leah, Leslie, and Alicia. We talked then when the game started they invited us to go sit with them. There wasn't much room on the bleechers when we got there so me and Alicia sat in the front while Jason, Leslie, and Leah sat in the back of us. I felt bad for Jason cuz the girls were just talking between the two of them. I was talking to Alicia about relationships and she told me that I should ask Tawni to homecoming. So we sat that way for the rest of the game and after we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways. We didn't know what to do so we followed Bryan to the school. After that we were on our way to Jason's house. At Jasons house his parents were interragating him to find out who he was going to ask for homecoming. We were a little hungary so we went to Brothers Pizza. On the way I raced this guy in his Jaguar X-type, he had a faster start but I was able to catch up to him at 54 before we both slowed down at 75. I only had 3 dollars and brothers pizza is pretty expensive so we went to Wendy's. We ordered our meals thru the drive thru and on our way out we almost get hit by some stupid altima. We followed him for a while then pulled up next to him and gave him the dirtiest stare. It was pretty funny. We went to Jason's house and talked a little then I went home.

Today I may go on a double date with them cuz they are both really quiet so me and Leah have to do the bulk of the talking. We may watch Sweet home alabama. If that doesn't pan out i guess it's playing NFL at my friends house.

Sorry I haven't updated in a while, were getting wood on the floor and we had to disconect the computer. I guess some stuff has happened since the weekend. The long return of the couple known as Tiano and RIcciee is over just like that. Over a year of buildup led up to them going out for just a week. Hopefully things work out with u and Ricciee (or whoever it is going to be).

Well I had my first week at clinicals on Mon and Tues..... It was pretty fun, I went with Dr. Climaco and his son Bryan. He was pretty cool we talked about a lot of stuff. He sounded very smart and wasn't one dimensional like some peeps. There were a couple of highlights, one we were examing this elderly lady and she was complaining of chest pains. She also had a low pulse oxide level so the doc said it would be wise to call 911. The owner of the nursing home however didn't know how to call 911. She was a hispanic lady who didn't talk much english. We ended up staying an extra 20 minutes and I was late to college algebra. They took my letter from Dr. Climaco. On the second day of my clinicals I ended up going to one of my dad's fishing friends nursing homes. Their old lady was a complete bitch. The doctor was trying to poke around her stomach to feel for her bladder to which she replied "quit poking at me you son of a bitch." The doc told me to take her vitals if I could. When I tried to take her otic temp she said "what are you doing to me" When I tried to take her b/p she said "ur not a doctor, get away from me you son of a bitch." Then she said that she would kick me in my stomach which received a good laugh from everyone in the room including me. Overall it was a fun experience, I thought it was going to be stupid but I was wrong.

I know somewhere in my journal I said that I didn't like Tawni like that, well after some soul searching I've realized that I do like her. I guess Christie was right I guess these are the type of things girls can sense. I was talking to her about relationships, it felt like that was the opportunity to ask her out, maybe to homecoming or just a date but I was held back. I don't know but I just couldn't. I don't know if she did it intensionally because the opening was gaping. There may be a couple things stopping me, one would be if I ever did ask her out then things turned bad I wouldn't want to hurt our friendship because she has become a real good friend of mine. Another reason why is because she did go out with Ian and it would be real awkward because Ian burnt bridges with her and when Ian burns bridges usually the whole group does. I group wouldn't turn on me but they are mainly are a little immature. The main problem is that I don't know how she feels. I have a hard time getting rejected. I may tried to get a couple of my girl-friends Christie and Amber to help me out.

My friend Jason's situation hasn't really changed....He may try to hook up with her this weekend and I may have to tag along. It would probably be a double date between Jason and Lesly and Me and Leah (the girl who I'm not sure if I still like). I don't know if I like his plan seeing how it could blow up in so many ways. Jason or Lesly aren't big talkers and me and Leah aren't loud mouths so it would probably have to be me who would have to be the talkative one to make sure things flow smoothly.

I'm burning the boyz II Men cd full circle from recommendations from Tiano. Also I'm halfway done with Finch right now so by tomorrow I'll have two new cd's to jam to.

Wewll that's bout it I'll talk to u later blogsta

Not a very eventful day but a fun day none the less. I woke up at 7 in the morning just to watch yu-hi-oh. It was worth it though, it's pretty funny when watching with Baitos since she likes to call Mr. Pegases gay. Anyways I called my friend Jason, but he had to eat lunch with his folks so my whole afternoon was busted. I dropped my sis and her friends off at the mall then drove by the car wash. I didn't want to go get it washed since my dad wanted me to come home cuz he had to buy medicine. So I drove home and let my dad go off. I ended up taking a nap and waking up at 5:45 so I slept for almost 4 hrs. Oh yeah and by the way I didn't eat at all since I woke up. When I woke up I put on my clothes again and headed off to eat something. At first I was gonna eat and brothers pizza but I didn't feel like pizza. So I u-turned and was heading to in-n-out. But at the last moment I changed my mind again since it's 15 minutes away. I then decided to go to Panda Express and have some Orange Chicken. It was good but I always have to take a shtt after eating it. I then visited Christie at Jamba juice and she gave me a mango a go-go. She still thinks that i like Tawni but I keep telling her that i'm not. I then went to Adams house and then we went to pick up Alex and his little couz. He sort of reminded me when I would play with my couz John in video games. We played Halo and I also learned how to play Yu-gi-oh card battle. I did pretty well for my first time but my record is 1-2. Alex is really into it, he's spent about 100 dollars on it. I went home round 11 o'clock then took my mom to albertson's to get some grocery's.

Well that's it for today I'll write in ya later blogsta.

Wow today was a really good day. Today I hooked up Jason with Leslie's phone number. I didn't think that he had a chance but I guess I'm just that good....j/k.....maybe I should start concentration on my situation. My friend said that I'm whooped on Christie. Before fifth hour I was talking to my friend Adam when during the middle of my sentence Christie yells at me to go to class with her. I just said ok and left my friend hanging. I didn't even finish the sentence. I didn't even notice until I realized that I left my friend during mid sentence. I thought that was pretty funny. I also got talked into getting the volvo washed by the girls basketball team. I realized that I just can't say no to girls. I'm gonna go tomorrow with Jason and get the car washed while eating MacDonalds.

I just got back from kickin it with Adam and Jason. We went to Rosario's to eat dinner. Frank was our waiter and we goofed around. It was pretty cool, we goofed on Frank since he had to wear a bowtie. After that we went to Desert Ridge Mall. All I have to say that it is one hell of a mall. If your reading this Tiano, next time you come to AZ I'll take you there. There is a ton of hot white girls, I've never seen so many hot white girls. There are also a lot of clubs there so I think you'd have a fun time. It is a cool looking place, I thought it looked better than the malls in San Diego but that's just my opinion. After that we went to In and Out, I tried to get my friend to order his burger protein style but he got animal style. I had a milkshake, it felt like being back in SD. Going to an outdoor mall, followed by In-N-Out.

Well other than the car wash tomorrow, I may race Adam in his Breeze on the loop. He can't beat me but I don't think I can waste him.

Well that's it for today I'll write to ya later blogsta

Song of The Day- Ataris-The last song I will ever write about girls

Today was a pretty normal day. It was Christie's b-day.....hmm other than that pretty normal. I have one of my quotes on the yearbook, I had to go and take a picture to match my quote. I don't know for sure which quote I used but I think I have a good idea what it is, hopefully it's not what I think it is. It was the time when I wouldn't eat breakfast and go to school so my dad made me go to school in my sleeping clothes. That would be really embarrasing if it was, if I would have known it was for yearbook I would have put blanks.

In health care tech we got to go on the dumbest field trip. We had to carpool so I took Tawni and 2 of her friends to the hospital. The teacher made me also take this other girl....really,really big girl. I felt bad for Tawni's friends who had to sit in the back of the volvo with her. Anyways yeah the trip was to the hospital's library and we went there for 10 mins then left. On the way back I was trying to cut off this girl in my class (her nickname is moose cuz of her moustache). She is by far the most dangerous driver ever. I was following her back to school and she's cutting off everyone in her way. Then when I tried to get in front of her she would end up going 70+ mph in a school zone. I slowed down at 58 though cuz i was scared of getting pulled over. When we drove we listened to some good emu and me and Tawni just listened to the music w/o talking much. So we had a good ride to/from the hospital but it was a stupid field trip.

I just got back from refilling the volvo.....I put in 10 and I got it to fill up halfway....I used mid-grade on it.....

Well that's about it for today I'll write in ya later blogsta......

Word of The Day- Huzza!!!!

Hey just got a call from my couz Tiano, he just got back with his ex Ricciee. Huzzaa!!!! Maybe now he won't sound so suicidal. I swear sometimes I worry bout him.....

Yeah I woke up early this morning to go to the DECA club meeting but I missed it since I picked up my friend. It was ite since I talked to the councilor and he said that I could still join. Tawni came back today, she had a pretty bad asthma thing this weekend but she's feeling better. She said that I was acting real happy....We had a club pictures for HCT. Tawni made me smile in the pic though. After school Me and Adam went to Robots but we left early to pick up Baitos. There was an accident outside the school so I was late. When I came home I helped my dad move the TV into the living room then I watched Frailty. It was a pretty good movie if I say so. The best lines in the movie was when they said "it is God's Will". Well that's about it for today I'll write in ya later blogsta.

PS. See i do write in my blog Tiano

Song of the Day The Starting Line- Nothing's gonna stop us now

Well school started up yet again yesterday but this time I felt extremely refreshed. Tawni hasn't been to school in 2 days already. She said she was alright so hopefully she'll come to school tomorrow. I felt kinda bad since on Fri I was in a glumy mood and she was trying to cheer me up.

Today I drove my mom to run some errands. When we came home we couldn't find my cd's. We went back to WalMart and Fry's but couldn't find it. She offered to pay for part of my cd's but I felt bad. Luckily my mom kept searching and found it.

That's all that I've done except for shitloads of homework.

PS. Good luck on ur hubcap tiano I saw a galant with a hubcap which looked like a match. lol

Well I burned 3 cd's last night. I reburned Rufio, and I burned The starting line and the ataris. anyways yesterday was a pretty bad day. It started out with the whole family going to the Great Wall Restaurant but my mom and dad got into an argument over driving which led to my dad telling me to go back and drop him off. So I drove back and droped him off and went back to the restaurant. After the restaurant my sis wanted to go to scottsdale to drop her off at her friends house. It was all the way over on the other side of the city so I was pretty angry and tired. After that I burned my cd's, drove around a bit with my sis and that was pretty much it.

I had 2 dreams last night, they were both really weird. My first dream was that me, my sis', and my mom were in the parking lot in front of the grocery store at night. I got into the car when I get held by knifepoint by some bald guy in the backseat. I fought him back cuz my family were starting to get closer to the car. Anyways I beat him up pretty bad and he ran off. My other dream was that there was a huge biohazardous dust cloud that came over the world and the only way was not to breath in the air. I was at school and remember getting into the volvo (it has a special ac which filters out any bacteria in the air) and I remember seeing tawni out there and I yell at her to get into the car. I get out of the car and open the door. She jumps in and I close the door just in time. They were both weird dreams. Oh yeah on a side note when someone inhaled the dust they would turn into gorons (from Zelda) pretty funny.

Well I have to start confirmation classes today from 1 to 3. It's gonna be a bitch but my parents are making me. I wouldn't mind it but we don't do shit plus I'm gonna be missing the football games today. Also Marianne is leaving today but I don't think I'm gonna drop her off because I have homework to do.

well that's about it I'll write if anything else interesting happens.

Song(s) of the Day- Rufio- Tears and Save the World

Hmm I haven't written in a while because I was busy with studying and such. So i'll recap what has happened.... On Weds I had to get my TB test for HCT. I was hella scared. I can't stand needles. I probably couldn't have taken it if it weren't for Tawni holding my hand. I dunno it's weird she makes me feel comfortable and at ease. I think her ex-boyfriend is getting jealous. Everytime I see him he's looking over in my direction, and today he sat in her seat and wouldn't move so I ended up sitting next to him. I've also talked to Christy a lot more. We really have a lot in common. She is also deathly afraid of needles and we have all of our classes together. I probably don't have a shot though.....oh well :) Well my hooking up Jason and Lesly is going pretty well. He may actually have a chance. He wants me to hook up with Leah and then we could go on a double date but I don't know.

On Thurs. we had early release so me, Jason, Adam, Frank, and Hubert went to Hooters. We had a pretty fun time but we had a pretty ugly waitress. The food sucked but I wasn't expecting something grand. My friends found bones in their cheese steak philly's which was pretty sick. Also there was a gay guy over there. He standed out like no other.

On Fri We had a pep rally for the football team which lasted 10 mins. We were gonna just ditch but Pete the guard was standing right in front of my car so we had to stay. At night i went with my dad to go pick up Marianne. It took around 4 hours but I slept on the way back.

I'll put up an update later tonight ite..... lata blogsta

Well today was a weird day. The Trooper needed a new battery so I couldn't drive to school today. This girl that I've like since frosh year I don't know if I feel the same anymore. That sux since her friend told me that she wants to hook up. Also there's this girl that I've been talking to alot lately. I never really thought of hooking up with her since she is my friends ex-girl. Now that I realize it, she's real easy to talk to. We always mess around together. It didnt' come to my attention until last period. Christy Weible who sits on the other side of the room came up to me and asked if me and Tawny were gonna hook up. She told me that it looks like were always flirting with each other. I don't know what I wanna do, she was my best friends ex so it would be weird. I guess having all girls in my class is finally paying off....:)

Time for One liners.....

There hasn't been a fresh source of music in a while. I heard all the songs and it's starting to get repetitive. I think I"m gonna listen to my friend and my couz when they said to listen to "starting line".......

Marianne (Men) is coming this weekend yeah.....

Song Of The Day- Clipse-Virginia

I really wish that some rap group would rap about being from AZ. You have the west coast rappers talking about Cali (Snoop Dogg, etc). You have the East Coast Rappers (P. Diddy, etc) You have the midwest rappers (Nelly, St Lunatics). You got the southern rappers (Ludacris). You now have the old plantation states (clipse). All you need is someone rapping about the heat and cactus in AZ. That would be the shtt.

Anyways what I did over the weekend. First off it was raining heavy over here. Usually I like the rain but now that I drive it annoys the hell out of me. On Fri I kicked it with Adam and Marcus. We were supposed to eat authentic asian food from Long's parents but his parents were praying so we couldn't come over. Instead we drove over to see if there were any good movies which there wasn't then we went to best buy and circuit city looking for cheap cd-r's. After a while we decided to go rent NFL2k3. I almost drove into the wrong lane because the streets weird. It was like 6 lanes long on one side compared to 2 lanes on the other. I didn't get to play though because my parents wanted me to come home because it was pouring.

The next morning my dad woke me up early cuz I had to wipe off the rain in the volvo so that the water marks wouldn't appear. It looked nice after I finished. Afterwards I passed out again. I went to church then my friend called me and wanted me to go to the movies with him. I picked him up and watched Serving Sara. It sucked but Liz Hurley was soooo hot it was worth it. I'm trying to hook him up with Lesly right now. It's gonna be hard cuz she's pretty hot and I'm not gonna judge his looks.

I've been deemed the Master of Madden by my friends.....(hear that Tiano)

Well I gotta wash the volvo again then I'm gonna watch the Cardinals game.

Calvin and his friends have no clue that I"m gonna kill them in fantasy football

Song(s) of the Day-
Michelle Branch-Everywhere
Fuel- Shimmer
GooGoo Dolls- Iris

Today seems really strange....not really in a bad way but not a good way I think. I feel unusually romantic. This usually doesn't happen unless their is someone that I really like that triggers this off but I don't know who. It's awkward it's not like I watched a romantic movie (I watched Blade II earlier). I was watching American idol when they sang this one song... I forgot the name but I remember the lyric "I can't help myself I love you and nobody else". It just struck me that I had to download it. This hasn't happened for a while. I was unaware until I saw a trailer for Sweet Home Alabama. It struck me that I wanted to watch it. Earlier I thought it was stupid. Those are all signs of what I think may be coming but for the first time I don't know who's triggering it off. Maybe i'll find out tomorrow.

I went to the Infiniti dealers yesterday to look at the g35. Unfortunately the monthly payment was about 200 out of the price range but there is still some hope. If we were to lease it it would cost 435 but I don't know if my mom wants to lease it. I'm beginning to look at other cars in the event that the g35 doesn't pan out. I'm looking at the CTS, TL type S, IS 300. I don't think I want a volvo like my sis only because even with turbo they aren't as fast as I want them to be. Yeah today Ian beat me in his mustang. I don't think he won fairly though because I slowed down to wait for him to turn so I had a stop and go while he had a full head of steam. I stopped at 60 because I didn't wanna get caught racing.

Here are some car one liners

CTS-Not as fast and not as good as a bargain.

TL Type S- Bland styling, still a bit slower than G35

Audi- I would have to go to scottsdale for service

IS 300- not as fast, a little small, right now maybe top choice (other than G35)

Song(s) of The Day- Good Charlotte-The Anthem (from Madden 03) & Clipse (When Was The Last Time)

Well Marianne is back. We drove to Tucson on Sat morning. My dad drove first and I swear we got there in like 15 mins. I guess my dad made good time. When we saw marianne we were all happy and such. I drove on the way back so that I could get a feel for how to get to Tucson. I maybe it in 1hr 40 mins. My dad made me drive really defensively. I was driving past a cop going 92 mph but luckily he was too lazy to pull me over. Not much really happened we all got some rest. Sun I went to church, there was another volvo s60 and there was an audi a4. We went to the great wall for dimsum then we all went to sleep.

I rented Madden on Fri, sick game I had played Adam and pretty much wamped him.