Paddington Bear + Jungle Juice = Drunk Paddington

Song Of The Day- Black Eyed Peas - My Hump
Currently Feeling- Conflicted

Well last night was the Halloween party and it was loads of fun. I was dressed in my Paddington Bear outfit and it was glorious. I saved up energy by napping beforehand. When i got there they had set up the Jungle Juice, which is a major vulnerability of mine only because i tend to want to drink it way to quick (Bacardi 151 would be my other weakness but i only drink it if I want to stop thinking about stuff). Anyways to tell what everyone else was wearing........Bottcher had the toga going, Steph was the slutty nurse/scientist, Tawni was a slutty bee, Paul was a chef (Cop out), Michelle was a slutty beauty queen, Joey was batman (maybe a size or 2 too small haha), Sarah was tinkerbell, Aditi was a slutty golfer, John was a T-Bird, Clarice was slutty gangsta, and her b-friend was an army guy (another cop out)........Unfortunately no Monica but it's ok. Lol among the most notable of events, Clarice and b-friend were all over each other but they heard it from everyone, Also Bottcher, Paul, and me had a talk outside with Bottcher suggesting that I should ask out this girl from my lab. Haha he stated some things which the girls in my lab concurred with that she always seems to go out of her way to talk to me, and when she needs help she usually comes to me which wouldn't be the smartest thing. And i just remembered something, last lab i dropped the whole bottle of pH paper and she came up and helped me pick it up......it was really nice of her but i didn't think much of it. Anyways i thought she was cute earlier (look earlier this month i think) but i was too shy to do anything so i didn't make any mention of it. Ok i'm getting off topic, anyways bottcher and me were on the swing and it ended up breaking on us....haha......Anyways it was a fun night and i got to hang out with el steph who i never get to hang out with.....lol and drunk steph is the best......haha.....

Today so far has been pretty normal, 'Zona got crushed by Dallas, then my friend Doug came over and we studied some religion before getting some lunch at Arby's. I then showed him my comp stuff and he was quite impressed haha......

Random Things......

- I broke my sabbatical from drinking because 1.) steph was drinking and 2.) Michelle was supposed to drink......but only steph drank which was good enough for me haha...

- All kidding aside though, there was a reason for my sabbatical yet I'm not upset that i broke it last night because the whole time i felt under control of my drinking, and even though i was pretty drunk I still felt responsible. And although, it may seem sound like my sabbatical may be due to too much drinking but it's not the reason.

- Also i should note that usually when i talk about drinking, i make it seem ok and i believe it is, but sometimes there are times that maybe u shhould step away from it. I'm sure were all guilty of it, when we know we shouldn't drink but we do anyways for one reason or another.

Song Of The Day- Kanye West - Hey Mama
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - Haha Wingdings.....2yrs ago- You know what i competely forgot that homecoming was that week, it's an interesting read.

Well today is the party and should be fun. I'm pretty sure i'll be lifting the no drinking policy that i've been under. Also my Paddington Bear outfit is complete as the coat came courtesy of UPS. I like UPS way more than FedEx who just leaves packages at the office instead of dropping it off at the door. The Paddington Bear is pretty cool and Bottcher seems to think it's really funny, and he's the only one to see it. Anyways, yesterday was a good day although it went by quick. I went to my first 3 classes then ditched calc and ate lunch with Michelle and Aditi. I talked to them about "dibs" and also about how majority of the guys who are brought into the circle have a thing for tawni or aditi. I have been there first hand for a lot of it and for the most part that is the case haha. Anyways after that Aditi and me were walking to our cars and we were having a debate about if you could date a hot, crazy person. I said, i would would be able to give it a shot because I'm not afraid of the M word (Mariage) because I could always shoot it down but i'd be scared of the L word (Love) because I can't control that. And by that i mean, if she started getting all crazy and talked about us getting married after a few weeks i can easily go no and know it can't happen. Whereas if she says she loves me to death after a few weeks that's her crazy feelings and i can't change that haha. I also said a little jealousy is a good thing it started getting crazy jealousy. I mean if she started beating up my girlfriends I'd probably get a little upset lol j/k. Anyways after school i played a couple games of baseball then took a 2hr nap. I woke up and got my package. After that i chilled for a while until i went to the house. J Jew was there and we watched the game while the girls were making tacos. We all chilled and then i helped J Jew do the dishes. Something tells me that he hasn't done dishes only because when i told him to put soap on, he was about to put hand soap on it. After that we played poker and yesterday wasn't my day, i had 2 good hands over 2 games and both times i lost to a straight.

Tonight is the party so i gotta get some stuff out of the way, mainly homework.

Random Things.....

-Censorship is such a bad thing........

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Song Of The Day- Kanye West - Heard'em
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- I missed three days so i won't update.....if you wanna read it u can check it


Well i haven't updated in a couple days but there really isn't any really to update about......school is a bitch majority of the time but what can ya do. Everyone is pretty normal, nothing crazy to write home to, so i guess i'll just update what i've done today.

Well no school for me today but i did have to go on campus to drop in my extra credit. I woke up at 10 and did the extra credit, then lounged around for a couple hours before heading to campus around 1:30. Bottcher came with and after dropping by campus, we went to the costume shop on Stone. They had the bear mask i was looking for, along with some decent looking gloves and shoes. Anyways bottcher decided to be a greek/roman so we went to big lots to look for white sheets, then to target. We then got hungry so we went to the store and he got some food to make some bomb mac and cheese. After cooking, i really haven't done much of anything.......just been laid back.....

Random Things....

-Ok so the paddington bear outfit is 75% done with only the blue parka left....hopefully it gets in tomorrow or i'm screwed. Total cost: $80 (bought two hats though)

-Ya so i haven't been in a writing mood for a while.....been getting lazy........hopefully it's just a minor phase......

- So i'm watching the suns game and there are a few things to note........Baron Davis looks like Donovan Mcnabb, the new suns team will do good but not as good as last year, James Jones has an ugly shot......

-Ya that's all that i feel like writing for now check again later maybe i'll feel like writing.

Sleep: What a Wonderful Thing

Song Of The Day- Elton John - Your Song
Currently Feeling- Decent
This Day In History- 3yrs ago- I suspected tawni was reading my blog....it was actually her sister...1yr ago- Shaun came down and hung out, Joey got pulled over and it would have been me, and it was around this time that tawni started drinking.

Well today was a pretty good day i think. My first class we went through the review. The girl sitting next to me was looking pretty today. 2nd period i slept through it, it was one of the bests lectures ever....haha...3rd period just got through alkynes.....Math was math.....i had lunch with Aditi and we discussed my costume and some b-ball stuff. Lab was alright we got out an hour early. After lab, i went home and took a nap. I then watched King of Queens and How I Met Your Mother........lol now if they were to tailor make me a show, i think How I met Your Mother would be very close to it. I reccomend it and i think it may beat out supernatural for best new show in my opinion. I then watched prison break (another very good new show). I then wrote my paper, watched some wrestling. The plan for tonite (it's already midnite) is to do the rest of my math, then go to albertsons and get some stuff, and then maybe get a pumpkin pie shake....yum

Random Things......

- I read this thing online about this person who went through a whole day in a bear costume....it gave me a great idea for a documentary....."Life in the day of a bear in the city".....haha but all kidding aside i would love to do that one day....

- Happy B-Day Joel (technically it was yesterday)

- I'm hoping the Paddington Bear Costume will work out....it's all a matter of shipping.....

The Weekend

Song Of The Day- Missy Elliot - Make It Hot
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History-3yrs ago- I finally got confronted about who the "mystery girl" was by Tawni and I danced around the question like Muhammud Ali......2yrs ago- I may have changed a lot in 2years but according to this statement i made.........my rationale may not have "After reading today's this day in history it made me kinda think about a lot of stuff. I regret that day yet I don't....I regret it because it always makes me think what if I would have said something, maybe things would have been different between Tawni and me. But at the same time I don't regret it because things may not have worked out between us and we may not have been as good of friends as we are now. Also deep down maybe Paul is a better suit for her than I would have been.....but I'm really happy with where I am now (maybe not last year but that's in the past)....."......haha it sounds very familiar...1yr ago - I was in a talking mood.

So my weeekend.......i came into it realizing that i needed a lot of sleep and I did not accomplish that. But i do feel a bit freshed up. Anyways lets start off with Fri.......

Fri
Well i went through the motions in school then i went home and got my stuff ready and Jason and me were off round 2. It took 30 minutes just to get on the freeway, so we talked and I slept and 3 hours later we were in phx. Now the original plan was to hang out with Josh but plans got mixed up and Joel, Jason, and me were heading off to the Cactus game. However we didn't know it was at Moon Valley so by the time we actually got to the game, it was packed. So instead we went to the Mariott and hung out with Adam. These little girls were annoying the hell out of us and were just annoying. Anyways we decided we needed alcohol so we drove to Sears to get someone to buy us alcohol, We then went to Bottchers house and set up for poker. So the game was pretty much with Adam, Bottcher, Joel, Bean, and Tom. Everyone drank except for me and I won the first game too.....afterwards we went to IHOP on 83rd and bell. It took them 20 minutes before they even took our drink orders, and it wasn't even packed. Anyways we had a little competition with the table next to us and then we were done by 3.

Sat
Well originally i wasn't going to go to the state fair cuz i wanted to catch up on my sleep but Paul convinced me otherwise. So Paul, Clarice, and me drove over there and I won 2 prizes really quick. In the rainbow game i won a little dolphin for Clarice then in the ring toss, Paul and me both bought 20 rings and the first ring i got it in. So i won a gigantic blue fish thing with a hole in it :(........ We then met up with Tawni, Ryan, Chad, Corey, and Aditi and we hung out for the rest of the day around the fair......lol probably the funniest thing was the interactions between Ryan and the donkey Paul won aptly named "Badonkadonk". Anyways we were there for a while, then i went home and took a nap before hanging out with Josh. Him, his couz, his couz friend, and me watched doom which sucked ass. We then hung out in the parking lot catching up on old times before we headed our separate ways. I wasn't sure where i was going because i got a call from Aric telling me to go to Mitchells party and then I was originally going to Chad's. So i decided to try to go to both but i got mixed up in my directions to both and combining the directions which got me really confused. Anyways I just went to Chad's and i hung out there watching Chappelles stand up comedy til two then i went home.

Sunday
I woke up around 12:30 and i got a haircut and now i'm back in phx.......

Random Things....

-First off What i wrote about on the 21st about making the same mistake.......I may have been wrong that it may not come to be but i'm not too sure.......sorry about the cryptic writing but if u really wanna know just ask but u know it goes with the whole censored blog thing.

- I really had a lot more i wanted to say but i'm not in the mood to blog (i'm not in the writing mood) so maybe tomorrow.

3 Years Later and I Fear I Have Learned Little

Song Of The Day- Carl Thomas - I Wish
Currently Feeling- I don't know
This Day In History- 3yrs ago- I got lost going to the Vets....2yrs ago- Had an arguments over the infamous schoolscum website. 1yr ago- I had a very broad statement.....ya won't diverge into it....


Well today I did only two things that took up my whole day. First I woke up and Tawni came over and she d/l'ed a crap load of music off the network here. She was here from 11-5 getting music with paul dropping by for a while. Then I went over to the House and Paul and me drove over to the PSU for the poker tourney. We met up with Blue and Jason the Jew and we were in. Jason got out first, then Paul, then Blue.....I did amazingly well and ended up 5th out of 40+. The guys in my table were cool but were holding a very bad grudge since i took a lot of their money. So I ended up there from 6PM-11PM so i didn't get much accomplished. Anyways after that i chilled at the house for a bit and then i went home watched smallville (recorded) and read some trad.

Random Things.......

The title of the post is what it is. 3 years ago i made the mistake of not seizing the moment, and now in present day i have the gut feeling that the same thing could happen yet again and here I am letting it happen...........I'm so ridiculous sometimes.....

When we were at the house we talked about how much my blog has been censored in comparison to my entries today. This is so very true........but there is cause for it........Back in the day three years ago, the only person who read my blog was my cousin but for the most part it was written for me. Now my blog is more public, and yes there is things that i don't want certain people to know (not bad things but things that should be kept to myself), and there is things about myself that i don't want to be common knowledge among my friends.

Resurrection

Song Of The Day- Pussycat Dolls - Don'cha
Currently Feeling- Refreshed
This Day In History- 3yrs ago- i felt like i needed a change...2yrs ago- Homecoming was round the corner....I talked about Steph and how cool she was and talked about Amber and how she needed to dump her boyfriend.

So the title of today has to do with some renewed confidence i suppose. Funny thing is i don't know where it came from. Its school related for those wondering. Anyways today was hump day for me in every sense of the word was I was on campus from 9-9. First period we had this african american minister who spoke to us. I dunno why but he was kinda irritating me. Reason for this was he just seemed kinda racist. He seemed like the type who was "we were discriminated with for hundreds of years so it's alright for us to complain." Granted yes blacks were persecuted for a long time, but i dunno i just don't think it's much of an excuse. Also ya he talked about stereotypes and halfway into his lecture about how orientals have ying and yang?.......ya...........So second period i just texted all period. O i got to taste the legendary Crunk Juice of Lil John and it was definately nasty stuff but it woke up up. Ochem was pointless cuz i already know how to do nuclear magnetic resonance readings (NMR). So ya i managed to stay awake in math. I then proceeded to head in the direction of the union when a guy on a bike rode into me right in my back and ya definately hurt. So i ate at Panda joined by my old roomie, Jason the Jew......Ya i remember i was really worried about having a shitty roommate but honestly I don't think i could have done better with a roommate than Jason. We get along and we really understood each other. Anyways after that I bumped into Frank and got a free monster energy drink from the monster truck. I then met with my math teacher. After that i chilled in the tv lounge looking over my lab. I watched some home improvement before deciding to head over to my lab.....so ROTC was having a thing with jumping from the roof of koffler. So they blocked off the front of koffler so i had to walk around. So i was on the bike path when some guy (who crazy enough, looked very similar to the guy who ran me over earlier in the day) run into my shoulder really hard. This time i wasn't so nice and i threw my elbow and it landed him in the bushes. I then tried to be a nice guy and help me up but he gives me a dirty look so I just walked away. Anyways lab didn't take too long and we were out a little before 6 so we went to IHOP sans Michelle cuz she wanted to be a party pooper (actually she had math homework). So we ate and then i went back and played bottcher and lost in baseball. Ya so now i'm d/ling some rap and stuff....

Random Things....

- So as u can see today wasn't a good day......but i'm still feeling refreshed...hopefully i can regain some sleep i was missing this month.

- I have to thank Tawni for coming with me to get gas last nite.... You were very helpful and your company was much appreciated....more than you know :)

- So my Ochem TA thinks bottcher and me copy each other.....actually he probably thinks that i copy of him.....haha

- Has the fire been lit under me......normally i run off competition but that won't work because i don't think i can beat the dream team so i've needed something else to get me to another gear....

- So going to P-town this weekend to hang with an old friend Josh Herbison......this should be interesting...haha

A Bad/Good Day

Currently Feeling- Mixed Bag
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - The OG's at their finest.......we watched the transporter (had some very homosexual overtones), then we saw the KKK ghost on adam's street, Frank tripped the alarm at jillians........those were the days Adam, Frank, Jase, and me....2yrs ago-More OG moments with us talking about the upcoming future. Also we played baseball in front of jason's house which was cool. Also i talked a lot about Vicky......hmmm so i realize i contradict myself when talking about Vicky.....well i guess i should set things straight, did I like Vicky yes, but i dunno it seemed kinda forced at the time. We got along fine but she wasn't feeling it. Funny thing is we didn't really become good friends until after the whole thing. 1yr ago- Breakdowns......enough said

Ok so today......was definately a mixed bag.......it started out good my first class i just talked to the girl that sits next to me. I mean we just talk about school but she's cool. However halfway into my first class i just got uber tired. So my next class was West Civ...OMG that was so tiring i would have fallen asleep so easily if i didn't have adam and tawni in my class. Adam was sick though, so i just talked to tawni mainly. After class i convinced tawni to go home and i went to my ochem class. Yup so i got a decent grade on my Ochem test, slightly above the avg....but u know what i am proud of what i got because I did a pretty damn good job on it, but i got jibbed on a couple of partial points and the one multiple choice quesitioned i missed was 9pts. So damn i'm proud of my efforts although the dream team kicked my ass. Then i went to math and i did horrendous on my math test......i really got to talk to my math teacher about it. Anywho enough about that, i went to lunch with aditi and then we went to bio.....that went and afterwards i went home, did some homework and watched tv. That was my nite in a nutshell.....

Random Things.....

- So i've realized this whole plan slam thing has come very quickly without me stating much of my feelings. Well i do think she is cute and i do like her from what i know about her. She seems like a really sweet girl, and just seems like a good person. I would really like to know her more and essentially that is what plan slam creates in a sense. I wish i could say i really like her but i can't cuz i don't really know her but hopefully that can change one way or another and with that i'll end myself there.....time to watch more tv or do my lab.

A day of rest

Currently Feeling- Rested
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I took a nap....


So today wasn't productive by anymeans. I woke up around 11, watched football, made eggs, watched more football, chatted online, played baseball, took a nap, ate dinner, watched southpark. So was it a waste of a day.....no because i needed a day of nothing, i mean i haven't had a blank day in a while.

Random things.....

-hmmm the only thing to note is that i've decided to use tawni and steph's lack of confidence in my slyness as motivation........So by two weeks from now it's going to happen.....

Case of the Missing Tacos

Currently Feeling- Ehhh indifferent
This Day In History-3yrs ago - I was battling the age old question of what means more friendship or a possible relationship. So i guess three years later have i made a good choice? I will answer that question in Random Things......


So today was supposed to be productive but it kinda wasn't. I woke up late and helped Paul set up his patio for a couple hours. Paul treated me out to Mcdonalds and once again Steph had to be the vocal one when they gave us the wrong sandwich. I then went home and instead of doing stuff i cleaned my room, played a game of baseball with bottcher, and chatted online for a bit. The plan for tonite was to watch Waiting which we did along with Michelle. Still funny.....afterwards we went to Jack in the Box and ya Michelle def has a hearing problem haha. Anyways i discovered something great.....Pumpkin Pie Shakes.....delicioso.....Anyways we then went to the House for a game of poker. It was Michelle, Adam, Jason, Jason, John, paul, and myself. I lost but got 3rd. So ok here's the reason for the title. We went to Jack in the Box as mentioned earlier, Michelle ordered tacos but when we got to the house she went to wal-mart with paul. when she came back the tacos were gone. i could vouche for everyone that they didn't touch her tacos so i dunno. My guess is Tawni may have accidentially grabbed it but that's my guess cuz it's the only logical reason. Anyways Aditi came over just to get some pumpkin pie shake. We drove over to JinB and we got the shakes....then bottcher and me drove back and i lost in baseball again.......anyways the plan for tomorrow is .........

Random Things...

- ok so bottcher has the longest streak of 6 victories beating my old one of 5......

- Ok so the question i posed earlier did i make the right decision? I won't get indepth with details because most people either know it or they can read it (6years worth haha) anyways i believe in all honesty that i did make the right decision. So let me explain y........I think that hypothetically speaking if things would have worked out in my favor i don't think it would have lasted. I think we still would have been good friends either same amount of friends we are now or maybe even a bit better. However, if things would have been altered i don't think Paul and her would have been close and things wouldn't have worked out as well as they have been for Tawni. I mean to be honest Paul has opened up a lot of opportunities for her. Not to say that she used him or anything but the fact is Paul has done a lot for her. I mean she got to visit China and Hawaii, they are living together with Steph, and there are a bunch of other things that i'm neglecting to mention. This is all hypothetically speaker, no i cannot read alternate futures so maybe they would have hooked up anyways but ya i'm assuming. So why am i bringing this up, because i read my blog from three years ago when i made my decision to not do anything and i must admit i'm proud of myself and the decision i made.

- Ok now the other thing i noticed is a behavior among people to bury themselves to better themselves. Its something were all guilty of including myself as i caught someone doing it to me, i realized i was doing it myself soon afterwards. I would talk about it longer, but its 3:30AM

- So tawni doesn't think i'm not sly enough to pull of Plan Slam.......ha i don't think i can do it cuz i don't have the ballz......but i'm going to prove her wrong

Plan Slam Courtesy of the Mase

Currently Feeling- Relieved yet kinda annoyed
This Day In History- Hmmm a lot was written between the dates of the 12-15th so i implore you to read it if you have time.....most notably though frank got his truck, and jason went on his date with lesly....and we all know how that turned out.....

Well the studying is done and although i don't know the results of the tests (actually i know i did horrible on the math) i feel very hit and miss about it. For Ochem i think i did well By no means did i get an A on the test as far as I know but i put forth a valiant effort in studying. Math on the other hand was a the miss. Lets just say i made a lot of weird mistakes that i don't care to get into detail....lets just say i literally failed my math test. Now i have to go talk to my teacher to see what i can do about it......with that said i can guarantee you it won't happen again. With that said all my immediate tests are out of the way. I did so much studying it was ridiculous, Prof Burns was right when he said we need a fall break. I feel burnt out and ready to drink away (but i'm on a sabattical right now). But oddly enough tomorrow i will be doing homework because i should. I'll say that i've been on top of all my classes sans math but that will change after the last test (i would have done bad but not as bad as i ended up doing). I mean Ochem takes a lot out of you especially me since i'm not a visual learner. So i'm putting alot of my eggs into the ochem basket and it's still working me pretty hard. But i digress because i want to talk about something else.

and that something else is Plan Slam which is dedicated to the memory of Plan Jam. For those who don't know what it is, it is a plan that Jase the mase came up with last nite and although i honestly think it could work I don't think I could do it haha. Ok so enough foreplay already, what does the plan consist of.......well i think nothing will show my plan better than the actual conversation Jase and me had....

Ok well i tried to paste it but it's looking like that won't happen so instead i'll give u the gist of what his plan was. So i talk to her one day and ask her what she's doing this weekend. She says she has no plans and i retort back that i haven't balled it up in a while....then pause....then say nevermind....she says no what....and i say you wouldn't be a challange....she says what wouldn't be a challenge and i say playing you in basketball.....u can see where this is leading but then we do something like i say loser pays for dinner halfway inbetween the game and thus that is his golden egg plan. Like i said earlier, i think that his plan would have a good chance of succeeding or at least go in motion but do i have the huevos to do it? I don't know......oh ya and i don't think i mentioned her who "she" actually was but it's Sarah's roommate Monica and why basketball, cuz i guess she's really good at it. So questions about the plan or comments, you can leave on teh side of the page.

So onto my day after the whole school business......well the original plan was to watch Waiting again but that didn't pan out jason's parents were in town (Jew) and we couldn't fit the times around it. So Adam (Jew) and I played some 2k6 and then we went over picked up paul, and ate at Famous Sams.....lol ya so i ordered a burger and when i took a bite out of it, there was no patty haha.......anyways after that adam, paul, and me played poker and i won. we then went to my apt and played some madden before heading back over to the house. Jason, Blue, and Ace met us there and we played poker. Steph came home and we may be buying a basketball for the plan haha. Also Aditi came over and she watched the conclusion of the game. After Jason and Blue left Paul, Adam, Aditi, and me played a friendly game which took forever. After that i took adam home and now i'm blogging.

Random Things.....

-Could my math test be the first test i've actually failed after thinking about it, i've never failed a test even before the curve.

- Crickets were everywhere in my room for the past couple of days plus a beetle looking mofo that i squished.

Give me A Shout Out

Currently Feeling- Exhasted
This Day In History- 3yrs ago- i was pitiful...quite pitiful.....

Ok before i start my usual ranting about my day i have a minor request to be made. For those who read my blog i'd appreciate if you wrote on the side bar and leave a comment. It would make me feel loved and appreciated.

Ok so do it now.......

is it there........

ok now that you have written in the comment box lets go on to my past couple days. Yesterday was all homework.....end of yesterday.....today I ditched first period because i didn't go to sleep til around 3AM,so i woke up and took a shower. I then hung out around the soc science class getting ready for my test. Everyone was studying in the hall but i had given up on studying. I either knew it or i didn't. Tawni was acting scarred but i'm sure she did fine. Adam the Jew seemed pretty confident although he thinks his TA is going to screw him over. Hopefully he can switch TA's...too bad tawni can't cuz i really doubt her TA would let both adam and tawni switch to the same TA. So i got my test and i think i did alright, my neck hurt afterwards from hunching over and i had a pretty bad headache. I then went to Ochem and i really need to learn more of the reactions.... Math i almost passed out literally it's so boring. After math, Steph was there and she gave me a gift card to give to Aditi for her b-day. We caught up for a little bit since i haven't really gotten a chance to talk to her that much. She gave me a ride to my car, and then i went and ate some cereal before going to lab with bottcher. Lab was pretty ok, it was easy but my TA made me teach the class on the GC/MS machine. It wasn't hard at all but people kept forgetting to clean the needle after injecting it with their solution. Anyways after class i rode with michelle in her new honda accord and we met up everyone at Rubios. When we got there the guy at the counter started hitting on the girl ahead of us. He asked her if she had had braces before and when she said yes, he said that she had a nice set of teeth. The girl brushed him off though.....he seemed like a cool guy.....Anyways we ate and talked for an hour, then bottcher and me went home and i proceeded to beat bottcher into submission in baseball. lol so i overexaggerating a little bit, i beat him twice....anyways now i'm going to do more studying so wish me luck and if you read this you better leave a message.

Stressed

Song Of The Day- AC/DC - Back in Black
Currently Feeling- Stressed
This Day In History- 3yrs ago- I thought Tawni had figured out my blog.....i was very worried although thinking back on it now, had she found out about it then instead of when she did in January, i think history would have changed drastically.

Well i'm now officially stressed. Today was the start of doomsday (actually it would be doomsweek). My first two classes were ok, just went through the motions. The girl who sits next to me in my comparitive relgions class got an 84 on the test so it made me feel a little bit better. My 2nd trad class i just took notes and talked to Adam the Jew. Someone decided not to go to class (cough....tawni). Anyways the early plan for the weekend is to watch Waiting again with Adam. Anyways that was the end of the easy part of the day. Ochem is what i like to call a disaster. I got a little bit of it, but for the most part i'm still in the dark. The sad thing is i'm going to feel even more stupid probably because i know the girls and jason will do better than me on this test more than likely. See its a double edged sword, having class with all of them will make me want to try to keep up with them in terms of scores yet the downside is that there is added pressure to do better. Its a very familiar feeling to when i was little and i felt that i had to match every accolade Marianne had amassed. Anyways after that i had math which isn't too bad, i hope i can get the math down before fri. After math i met up with Aditi at the union and i did my bio homework (actually half assed it). I then grabbed some pizza and we went to lab. Todays lab was about osmosis and microscopes. I must say, my TA is really cool. I would nomally hate lab but he at least makes it very tolerable. Also my group is really cool so i'm not stuck doing all the work.

Anyways as for today, it's all studying and homework. Math and Ochem lab is what's on the agenda.

Studying Like A Mug In It's Purest Form

Currently Feeling- Braindead
This Day In History- 3 yrs ago- Tawni called me a teddy bear which would eventually snowball in into the moniker "Mr T" which would have a dual meaning...haha

Well today i can some up in one word: "homework". I woke up and watched the game while studying for my history test. So i did that and munched throughout the day. Then i started studying Ochem and realized i'm fucked......it's not going to be pretty on Fri.....anyways i did that watched Scarface with the roomies and Shannon, then Shannon's sis and friend came over and Frank cooked Tex-Mex Chicken which was good. After that we watched I, Robot and more studying ensued.

Random Things...

- Ya so i'm ready for my history test but i'm going to get killed by my math and chem test.

- Watching Shannon and Frank for most of the day while studying i must admit, they seem like a pretty good couple.

I Never Know What Going On......

Song Of The Day- Babyface - When Can I See You Again
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History-3yrs ago - I went to Pioneer and almost hit the curb trying to figure out the stereo controls on the steering wheel of the volvo s80 with Tawni, Nat, and Becky in the back seat haha. 1yr ago- LOL the kickback watched hundreds of times. It was at Joels house, with Adam, Dusty, Mike, Vicky, Aric, and me. That was a fun night and since it was recorded we watched it so many times.

Well today started out normally with me waking up at 11 cuz adam the jew calls because we were supposed to go study with Tawni. So i head over there andwe study for like 3 minutes before realizing it was pointless. I then played 2k6 with adam and lost......Then right before we left i asked if I could borrow their mop so frank coiuld clean for shannon. I accidentially said broom the first time but when i corrected myself i guess tawni didn't hear me so she told me it was in the closet and the only thing closest to a mop was like the swivel broom so that is what i thought she was referring to. She then said something and i actually got kinda angry. I really don't know what came over me but i just got mad for a little which isn't very normal for something as trivial as that. But anyways after that Adam and me went over to Applebees for lunch and then he came over to my apt and i killed him in madden again. (I need some competition). After that I studied for a little more and watched Richie Rich...lol yes Richie Rich with Maculley Culkin (spelling?). After that Shannon dropped by so I had to rush to finish the slow Jamz that Frank wanted. After that i chilled in my room for a little bit and Shannon's sister and her friend came over. See now this is where i got confused, originally frank asked us to take them out so they could have their alone time, then he said he didn't need us anymore, but then he says he does. He comes into my room and tells me to take them to see a movie and gives us money so i was like sweet. So both their names were Ashley by the way. So we go and head over to Aditi's to pick them up to watch the movie too. Sarah and Aditi are there and i eat some of their pizza and we are off to go watch the movie. The movie we ended up seeing was "Waiting..." I really didn't know anything about the movie with the exception of Andy Milinokos being in there. So we watch the movie and it is hilarioius....i really couldn't stop laughing.....it is crude humor but it was very well done although i must admit the actual storyline was thin.....

Random Things...

- Right now my neighbors are throwing a party and are as loud as hell.....

- The Ashleys were cool. At first i was worried that they were going to be like our neighbors but they were cool to hang out with.

-Tomorrow is another rousing day of football and homework...tomorrows plan is Ochem and maybe more history with a side of random hw like lab stuff.

-Lol so when i got to Aditi's apt they were talking about how i like sarah's roommate but barely talked to her at the party......so if anyone has any ideas on how to improve myself so this tragic event doesn't happen again write in the comment box or leave a blog comment or hell even call me to leave a suggestion on how to fix that.....602-471-2101....i'm standing by......hahahaa

Hawaii: Tucson Style

Song Of The Day- The Beach Boys - Coconos
Currently Feeling- Sleepy
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I was venting because of my lack of confidence in just asking a girl. It burnt me twice that year but one i cared about one i didn't. 2yrs ago- In the library with Frank, Tawni, and Adam....lol never a good combination....

Well today was the big suprise party for Aditi although i must admit it wasn't that big of a surprise for her. The day started off easy enough, woke up, went to my trad class and i got an 89 which is very acceptable. I started talking with that one girl again but mainly just about class and what a joke it was. Then i went to my other trad discussion. My TA was late but when he stepped into the doors i understood why. For some background knowledge, my TA had an infected pimple on his cheek so the first week we saw him he had a normal size bandaid. Every week after that the bandage got bigger. Well today we saw what was underneath it and it was not pretty. There was a big black crater and his whole face was covered with welts like if he got stung by multiple bees. But with that said he's a cool TA and gave us an easy quiz and helped us study for the mid term. After that class i ditched my chem and math class cuz Steph needed a ride to the airport because she is going to go visit the Mase. So i took her and tried to go to Mcdonalds but it was packed like a mug. So i went home and ate cereal and choco milk. I then played a game of madden and started to take a nap but tawni called needing help getting ready for the party. So i come over and start helping and i give jason a call to help cook. People start arriving, and i must admit Monica (sarah's roommate) was looking very cute. Unfortunately, I seemed to have been missing my voice whenever she was around because i talked very little around her and when i did i said stupid things.....haha didn't offer her any textbooks though. Anyways Aditi came in and we surprised her. Then we all just hung out and listened to the same 2 cds for most of the nite. We watched the baseball game, played a game of poker which i wasn't too interested in playing. I then played Blue in 2k6 and lost but beat adam (jew) in it. Then adam and me went to my place to play madden and i killed him in 2 games 21-0 in the first quarter....haha...

After Adam left i watched some comedy tv with frank while studying (at 1 in the morning). Then i started doing my laundry. I'm about to KO but i wanted to write in here.

Random Things....
- Tomorrow the plan is to study with adam and tawni for a little bit (i hope it's productive but i came prepared in the event it isn't). Then i'm probably going to clean up around the apt, study Ochem, do some homework. The part i have to decide is if i want to go to the Suns intersquad game or do frank a huge favor and distract Shannon's sister. I'll probably do the latter only because i do have to do homework and i know i won't get any done if i go with the Jews (Blue, Jason, and Adam) to the suns game.

- lol i'm noticing a continual pattern (it's definately not new) but i think it's funny.

-lol ya so when Monica brought up the whole "textbook" thing i definately got embarrased and shy.....haha i then i just said little stupid things that i don't think i would normally ever say....haha i don't remember any exactly but i would say it and then when i walked about i would be like "wtf did i just say". Oh well shit happens i suppose.

- another electronic buy that i'm on the verge of is wireless headphones......haha u may be wondering "didn't he just spend 200 dollars on a new stereo system?" Well the answer is yes but what happens when my roomies are sleeping or if i wanna study in the living room without blasting my music and disturbing everyone else. The answer is wireless headphones and yes it can work up to 100ft (manufacturers estimate). I haven't bought it yet though but don't be surprised if u ever go to my apt and see me chilling in the living room with headphones with nothing attached to it. I'm not crazy it's wireless.....(that should be a slogan)

-Sometime tomorrow both Frank and Jason will be having sex at the same exact time i guarantee it. As for me, I promised Jason i would try to do the same but don't get your hopes up hahahahahaha.

- My dryer is now running so i'm KO'ing goodnite folks it was a good party for Aditi and i hope she enjoyed it. The girls put a lot of effort into it and i lost my nap to help so ya!!!

Poker

Song Of The Day- Final Fantasy - Tifa's Theme (Ok i'm the biggest dork for putting this put it's a really good piano piece and makes me wish i would have taken those piano lessons.)
Currently Feeling- Kinda Swamped
This Day In History- 19yrs ago- A brown baby girl named aditi was born......19 years later she's only grown 4ft. 3yrs ago - Haha i read this and i gotta kick myself for this.....So I thought tawni was going to go with paul so my attention was then turned towards Leah. I had Jason do some recon work by asking Lesly if Leah was going. So I guess Leah overheard and figured it was me. Of course he had to come up with some stupid excuse to come up with some excuse to not answer that. But anyways ya reading that my stomach turned just a little. 2yrs ago - Steph and Em were still friends. Steph was planning her b-day party which involved a BK crown hat that Frank and me got. 1yr ago- Ditched Chem for smallville, got a 95 on my paper, and hung out with sarah at the House.

Well today has been study/kickback day. I slept in til 11 when paul tesxt me about a poker game at the PSU. I originally wasn't going to go but Paul convinced me. So i got up and cooked some eggs and started studying for my Western Civilization test on Weds. I studied for a couple hours while listening to music and watching frank clean. Then I played more baseball with bottcher. I then went over to the house and hung out with paul and tawni for a bit before paul and me went to the PSU to play some poker. We met up with Jason the Jew and we were off. Paul got out first, followed by me. Jason was still in but we left. We went to Mcdonalds and Paul fronted me for some food. We then went back to the house and ate our food. I then hung out with tawni for a bit and then i volunteered to take steph to the airport tomorrow which means i gotta ditch my chem and math class tomorrow. Oh well...... Anyways this weekend is Aditi's b-day followed by shitloads of studying.

Random Things......

Happy Birthday Aditi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reverto II - A Voice From the Days of Yore

Song Of The Day- Rascal Flatts - Mayberry (Just for you jase)
Currently Feeling- Drunk (actually just a tid bit)

Well yesterday was my blog where i wanted to express my more sentimental and sappy side so today i thought i'd give you all more of a typical update. Well first off I definately didn't go to my first class this morning which may actually be due to the fact that i was writing here so late last night. But was it worth it......we'll find out in a couple weeks if i'm still writing in here. Anyways so i got up around 9 and quickly got dressed and went to my trad 102 class. I got my bro Adam the Jew and Tawni in my class. Anyways we have a midterm next monday and i really don't pay attention in the class so tomorrow i'll definately be studying like a MUG. I then went to Ochem which i have with the girls minus clarice, along with bottcher. I'm worried about the test coming up next friday because it just seems so quick and i'm not sure if i'm ready (i know i'm not ready). After that i went to my calc class and quite honestly, i really have to start picking up the pace in that class. If there is one class i slack off in it's calc. But my homework scores are getting better so that's a big plus.

After that i went home and grubbed on more frozen food....mmmmmm sodium.....lol it's ridiculous how much food we have eaten since The House gave it to us. Anyways i only got about an hour of chill time before bottcher and me had to leave for lab. We had a midterm today and for the practical part we had to do recrystallization. I really should have lied about my percent yield but oh well. We also had our written final and i did really good except for one stupid ass question. Ya and alo this girl in my lab i find cuter and cuter everytime i see her. I started talking to her a couple weeks ago but me being tarded and shy that's all it came to.

Well after lab we stopped by Safeway to pick up some strawberry juice to go with our watermelon vodka in typical Weds style. Lets note however that i don't have class on thurs so no i'm not an alcoholic...haha....anyways i tried to convince Vicky to come down this weekend but she's holding her own party this weekend but i'll probably come and visit ASU in a little bit so i'll drop in and say what's up.

After we had enough alcohol in our systems, bottcher and me started playing baseball and he's really starting to kick my ass in the game.......our neighbors came over again and this one girl is so trying to get into bottchers pants but she is gross.. hahaha he's so mean.....

Finally i talked to my very old but good friend Josh Herbison. Since i haven't talked to him in a while i wasn't sure if he was still going to be the same guy. But from what i got he's still a cool guy and hopefully he transfers over here.

Random Things

- next week is going to put me through hell Ochem, trad 102, and math test....none of which i am prepared for.......this will be a test to see how my time management is.....

- I forgot to thank jase the mase for getting me to write back in this mug.

Reverto

Song Of The Day- The Starting Line - Bedroom Talk
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - All is fair in love and war.....this was the mentality that i was trying to instill in myself with the whole tawni situation. Also i was trying to see if Leah had a date to homecoming because i wanted to go to homecoming. 2yrs ago - I was talking about how I was getting crucified by a decision I made but i don't remember what it was. Also i hung out with the OG's plus Joel and Steph. Those were the days....haha. 1yr ago - Adam and Moses came down to tucson and we hung. Also hung out with my old jewy roomie and hung out at the house.

Well as i promised here I am to write in my blog......sure i'm about 3 months late but hey better late than never. In those 3 months i've had my ups and downs, but i'm not going to talk about that but rather just jump ahead because quite frankly i don't remember everything that has happened in the past 3 months. I've moved into my apartment with John, Jason, and Frank. So far the experience has been fun and quite interesting. But just like everything there are downsides to it but i must say the good has outweighed the bad. Its interesting because we all have different personalities coming in. I mean i'm laid back majority of the time although i can't stand the apt smelling bad or just trashed up. Bottcher is a quiet guy although not so much anymore. LOL he is a really negative guy but that's him and it works for him and is quite funny. Also after living with him for 3 months i can finally honestly state Bottcher is a genius in the pure sense of the word. Plain and simple Jason doesn't try but he still handles his business like no one else. As a clear cut example, Aditi got one of the highest scores on our O Chem test but bottcher was only 2 pts below her. The only thing was that bottcher didn't study half as much as any of us. Frank on the other hand, is simply stated, a drone. All he does is work because he does need the money. He's still with Shannon, and they are going on 7 months as we speak. I haven't seen them together for an extended period of time in comparison to.....jason and steph.....but i'll get my first crack at it this weekend when she comes down. Finally there is John.....haha good ole Brutus, John is def the odd one of the group. First off he's the only one not coming from Cactus. 2nd of all there is just something about him that makes frank just wanna beat on him verbally. Even occasionally Bottcher. On the flip side, John is a good guy....but i gotta say the girl he hooked up with on sat (our neighbor) was def not my type, but as I've said before to each their own.

Ok so that's the roomies....now the actual place....well the living room is pretty barren sadly. But we just got food today. It's funny cuz the last 3-5 days i've only eaten granola bars for dinner. malnourishment much.....haha anyways i upgraded my speakers which i'm very very proud of. I probably could have bought them at a better time but for the price it was a steal and a half. I've also bought another monitor so that i can dual screen. It is the coolest!!! I also bought a wireless mouse that can be used in the air and a wireless keyboard that will let me play music from 30 ft away.

Ok now that the geek in me has spoken, what else can i say? Well for those who have read my blog throughout the years or just know me real well, I've always said that i go through some realization and try to better myself out of it (ex. James Version 2.0 haha). Anyways after last year i though i had reached that point where i figured myself out. Well i surely didn't as i feel like i've changed alot from last year. Am i going to say i've figured myself out......haha not this time because i know that next year i'll have some sort of realization and better myself once again (ex. James Version 7.0 Optimized). But in all seriousness last year was a year of growth for me, first time not having the OG's around, meeting new people, balancing friends, living on my own, prioritizing what was important. They were all things that i experienced for the first time. I remember last year, there were numerous times that i got kinda upset that i couldn't separate my old friends to my new ones. I felt that at times, i couldn't make new good friends because my old friends would interject themselves. Also for the first time i didn't have friends that i would natually hang out with. Like with the OG's back in the day, it was almost a given we would always hang out but with Adam in phx, Jason in colorado, and Frank working like a fiend i didn't have that security. However i have made that close connection with the "dream team" haha or better known in my blog as "the girls" + Bottcher. Ya Michelle, Sarah, Clarice, Aditi, along with Bottcher have become something similar to the OG's. In a sense it's like comparing apples to oranges but i enjoy hanging out with them and 3/4th's of the time were hanging out in some fashion. They each bring something different much like the OG's did. Sarah always gets my weird and random bits of information, Clarice has a wildness to her and she continually impresses me with her bravado, Michelle is goofy but that's a really good thing haha, and Aditi seems be the person to mesh it all together with her good nature, being smart yet a dork at the same time :) , and just having a personality that shoots to the sky.

And if i talk about friends, i can't forget to mention the peeps at "The House". I'd say most surprising is Paul. It's funny because when reading the blogs of yore, Paul can seem like he was the antihero in my story. And to tell u the truth, from my vantage point back in those days, he was. It really couldn't have been helped, it was a matter of the heart. But to fast forward to present day, its quite the opposite. Paul and me now get along really well. We have a lot of the same interests and were both pretty laid back. I wish he were better at Madden though cuz i need a challenge...haha..... Moving on to Steph, I've actually seen very little of her this year sadly. She has been doing a lot of school work plus a lot of work work. Couple that with Jason time (jason and her talking on the phone) and there is not a lot of time for other stuff. Last year i talked to her alot because whenever i needed someone to talk to, i thought she was the person who could best relate to me at the time, and for listening i'm truly grateful. Finally there is Tawni, a person who could possibly have her own couple of chapters in my blog. My relationship with her has always been under a microscope in my blog. She is someone who was and still is a big part of my life. Her role in my life for the past 3 years has constantly changed and sometimes it was a little hard to accept. To generalize her, she is always someone who has the potential to make someones day.

Lastly, and most importantly is my family. My sis marianne is still in Thailand going around the world. I still say she hogged all the smarts from the gene pool but what can ya do. Barbie, I'll admit i'm not the best big brother in the world, and i hope i can change that soon enough. She's growing up and shes going to start having to make choices in her life and i wish i could have done a better job doing that. My mom, still the one person i look up to completely. Always working hard to make our lives easier and there is nothing i could do to repay her. My dad is doing good. I worry about his diabetes as it does appear to be getting worse. I remember when i was young i always tried to impress him and sometimes i still catch myself trying to do that .

Well i'll continue maybe tomorrow (i have class from 9-9 tomorrow) under the title Reverto II. For those wondering what Reverto means, it is latin for return.