I was so tired this morning, I slept at 3:30 last night because I was studying for my test. I think I did good on my history test and my math test. My math teacher is stupid, she's such a ditz. I went to go pick up my sis but she didn't come til 25 min later. I was so pissed cuz the volvo clocked in at 118 degrees. I didn't say much on the way home then passed out. My sis woke me up cuz I was sweating real bad. I don't think my AC works well in my room. I ended up sleeping 5 hrs. I think I have to pick up Marianne tomorrow.

Not much to say today so I'll go into the one liners.....
I'm trying to help my friend Jason hook up with this hot girl. It's funny cuz both of them hardly talk at all so I have a funny image of how a conversation of the two would go....

My couz Tiano looks like he's getting better. Hopefully he doesn't crumble before his ex again. He can get emotionally unstable at time when she prevokes him....

Word of The Day- Tomfoolery (I get a lot of good words from my history teacher...real funny guy)

Well I did a lot of driving today. I dropped off my mom then went to school. All I have to say are that people are bitches in the parking lot. I went to QT for lunch but it left much to be desired. After school I dropped off Adam and Frank then picked up Baitos. We drove to gamers to look for a ps2 game. I really wanna get Madden but Baitos wants to get something else. We then drove to circuit city but right when we got in my dad called and wanted me home so Baitos could watch Robdesky and da mat. I went to the Robotics meeting. Full of stange people...it's kinda like watching revenge of the nerds. Afterwards I dropped off Ryan and Jason then I went home to start working on my homework. I have tons of homework and two tests tomorrow. So much for getting much sleep.

Word(s) of The Day- Macarroni (in England this is slang for stylishly dressed)

I can't believe I failed again. I would have passed if I wouldn't have gotten into that accident with the school bus.........j/k I passed with flyin colors. It was actually pretty easy once I got passed the 3 point turn. I had to do some errands with my dad but I finally got a chance to hit the road on my own. It sucks though cuz I went to my friends' houses but they were either not home, at work, or doing homework. Oh well tomorrow is another day. I went to Subway to get a foot long sandwich. My friends ex-girlfriend was working there so I said what's up. (I had known her when we were little but she moved away). Then I just went cruising. My dad wanted me to pick up Queen of the Damned but the fuckkin new guy wouldn't let me rent it cuz I was under `18. The other employees would have let me but the supervisor was around the corner and I didn't want to get them fired so I just went on my way. I cruised around the block for a while. There were these 2 hot chicks behind me in a red beetle that I think I knew but wasn't too sure. They were following me for a while cuz I just started driving around in a square and they were still behind me. Finally I just jetted off into my driveway. Overall a nice 1st day of driving. Were gonna pick up Marianne this weekend it's gonna be nice seeing her again.

Time for the one liners.....

I wonder if Tiano will come this weekend....

Hmm I wonder how much I could beat Tiano in Madden 03.....

Marianne said she's breaking down already maybe she can move to GCC (Gledale Community College) j/k......

Song of The Day- Monica- Angel Of Mine

Well It's a weird Monday. I only attended half of school then I had a dentist appointment. I was going to ask Dr. Shabban if I could shadow him but he wasn't there. Afterwards I ate then I went to go take my drivers test. The thing I expected the least happened....I failed my drivers test. It only lasted 10 mins. I couldn't perform a 3 point turn in the trooper. I guess part of it was nervousness but part of it was that I didn't know that I was aloud to make a wide turn. I think I'm gonna take it again tomorrow. If I fail three times in a row then I'm fukked.

I got a computer yesterday from Marsha. It wasn't as good as I thought it was gonna be but it's still good once I get everything on it. I'm gonna buy a cd-rw for 50 and speakers for 50. Then I'll buy a mouse pad.

Time for the one liners......

I talked to Marianne today....she was late for 3 classes......huh I don't have anyone older to talk to anymore :(

I can't believe that Triple H lost to Shawn Michaels......

Chris may come over to see Marianne yippee.......

Word(s) of The Day- lacking, glorious, bulbous, linger

I just got back from Tucson and I'm hella tired. It hasn't sunk it yet that Marianne is gone but it probably when my life and house return to normal. First let me recap what happened in Tucson....

1. Nothing special happened on the trip from Phoenix to Tucson. My dad showed me how to avoid the cops and showed me when the speed traps are. (This may be useful when I have to pick Marianne up)

2. We parked in front of her dorm room and began unpacking her things into her dorm. Her dorm is really small and not to be mean but I had higher expectations for her roommate. I thought she would be filipino or spanish but she looks white. Anyways it was 104 degrees out there and we had to take turns with the brakes. I had the last break but no one told me that I could come up. I had waited thirty minutes just standing in the heat. I tried to go back in the dorm but the fuckin idiot Russ wouldn't let me in until Marianne came down. I was gonna explode on him but I was dead tired and sweaty. Finally he let me call her dorm room but the damage was done. I was pissed for most of the day.

3. We went to the Mariott, real nice place. I was still pissed and my parents were trying to calm me down. We got the extra bed for me and we went downstairs to eat. I had a seven dollar burger that had mushrooms, swiss cheese, bacon, onions. I was tempted to say to the waitress "make mines animal style"

4. We went to the university church. Weird place just felt weird. The old guy behind me farted like no other. boy did it smell. I saw some hot girl in an audi TT. She smiled at me and waved to me. I wanted to chase her down.

5. I went back to my room and watched buffy the vampire slayer. I remembered that I had a hellalot of homework so I went downstairs next to the guy playing the piano and started reading. It really helped me concentrate. My sisters went swimming.

6. My mom bought us some fancy looking slushi at the bar. I didnt' really like it that much.

7. We ate breakfast downstairs, it was buffet, it was nice.

8. We went to Walmart and got Marianne her bike. I kept joking how it was like a car because you had to switch gears and stuff. It was pretty funny.

9. We went to Wild Oats (weird organic place really overpriced)

10. We then went to Buffalo exchange. Dad showed me a joke. It went something like this.....
When you get married you consumate the marriage and you also have sex a couple times a day.
After a couple of years you only have sex once a month.
After about 10 years you have sex about once a year.
Once you become senior citizens you have oral sex where the guy is in one room saying to his wife "fuck you" and his wife says "fuck you too"
Sorry I couldn't remember it very clearly but it was really funny having my dad read it aloud.

11. We dropped off Marianne and we all had our goodbyes. Marianne started to tear up and so did my mom. Wasn't sure if my dad was tearing up because he was wearing shades.

That was my trip to Tucson here's a couple of one liners....

Where was all the hot girls. I saw a couple of them but they were all with guys. The only hot girl that I saw alone was the girl in the Audi TT......

It's soooo hot in Tucson After a while I started sweating.......

The old guy in the church....it smelled like no other......

Read my cousins new blog "death in solitude" really depressing read, my couz has to snap out soon. Maybe he needs peace and quiet in AZ......

Marianne's gone........

Song Of The Day- Daniel Beddingfield- Gotta get through this
Word(Phrase) of The Day- Screw up royally

Well today is my birthday, finally I'm 16. Nothing monumental happened really. I went to school but decided to keep it quiet til later in the day because i don't wanna hear the happy birthday song. I went to talk to a couple of doctors to see if I could shadow them. Dr Lee of radiation Oncology was a real interesting person. It was his first day on the job but did he have a lot of wisdom. He told me not to go into biology because the chances of me becoming a doctor would decrease. He also said major in something I like. Towards the end of the day I told a bunch of people. Afterwards I went home then left to go pick up Baitos. My dad said that my PE coach wanted to say happy birthday to me so I went and saw him. We both had the same birthday so it's almost tradition. Got home and just kicked it for a little. Ian called me up and wished me a happy birthday and wanted to go see if I wanted to do something. Then my cousin Tiano called and wished me happy birthday. I started watching Showtime but then we had a blackout. Soon I passed out only for my sister to wake me up to go eat outside. I drove to Great Wall which was pretty far away. But what's with all these jackasses on the road. I wanted to burn them and set them in their place but my mom was with me and would have yelled at me. We ate and we went to Fry's marketplace. Nothing special there but one thing....Lucy Lui is hot on the maxim mag. We went to wal-mart and I saw Trent. He's a little full of himself and he sounds like he makes stuff up sometimes but he's cool. We talked for a while and he wished me a happy birthday. I wanted to go home and watch the football game but I forgot it was sat.

Here's my one liners for the day.....
Well were leaving for Tucson tomorrow to drop of Men. It feels a little awkward.....

It's good to know that couz didn't commit suicide....

Damn I hate jackass drivers......

Song of The Day- (Tie) Trick Daddy- Dro In The Wind & Lil Wayne- Way Of Life

Only 1 more day til my birthday. It doesn't feel like my birthday. My house is pretty barrren right now because of the renovations. I've had to help out for a couple days since i'm a guy. I'm still trying to balance my time but it still has it's kinks. The last two nights I slept at two. The first time was because I was about to go to sleep but caught a movie on TNT called Murder Live. It was about a girl that had gotten brutally raped a couple years ago. She was able to keep it a secret from the public. She then becomes a man-hater. She goes on a talk show when the host named Pia brings out her ex-boyfriend. He tells everyone that she had gotten raped. A couple days later she commited suicide because the whole ordeal was too embarrasing to her. Then the father goes and takes the show hostage and his only request is, is that Pia takes blame for the death of her daughter and gets executed live on TV. It's a pretty good show I'd watch it again so I could catch it from the beginning. The other day was because I was helping out my parents move the furniture and by 11 PM I still had tons of homework to do.

2 more days til Marianne moves out. She's pissed right now because of something which I'm not sure at right now.

My cousin sounds suicidal, and he hasn't updated his blog yet so I wonder.....

Baitos lost her ring where could it be......

Where did all the time go in the day......

One more thing..... I think that the girl I like likes me too. Everytime I look I see her looking at me, sometimes she catches me taking a peek too. We used to talk alot since we were in a class where there was a lot of talking but I only have her in my AP US History class and there isn't much talking. Hmm homecomings coming up that gives me an idea.......

Song of The Day- Boyz II Men- Oh Well
Word of The Day- travesty


Well 2 more days til my birthday. We will be celebrating it in Tucson because my sister is moving out on my b-day. It will be awkward not having her in the house. There's just going to be so much changes. Marianne's gone, I'm driving in a couple days, Barbies almost in High School, the house is going under complete renovation. It's like this one episode of Disney's Doug. Everything around him was changing and although in the end it's for the good, part of him wanted things to stay the same. I feel the same way. Things are going to be a lot quieter. Barbie hangs out with her friends more. I have my extra cirricular activities, my friends, my schoolwork. Wow things sure have changed. It seemed like only yesterday when I was in elementary school worrying about nothing. Just playing schoolyard football and basketball.

I don't know what car i'm getting. Here's a list of possibilities ranging from what I want most. The 2nd list is what i'm probably getting

What I want What I'll probably get
g35 coupe Izuzu Axiom
g35 sedan g35 coupe
audi a4 or a6 g35 sedan
mitsubishi evo mitsubishi evo
izuzu axiom audi a4-a6

Song of The Day- Ludacris-Move Bitch
Word of The Day- Dismantle

Well the past couple days have been prety good. My auntie left for the Phillipines, I guess that she and my uncle James are having some martial problems. Also today my little sister went to her friends house without telling my dad so when he came to pick her up and school she wasn't there. He was pretty pissed at her. At first he wouldn't pick her up or let me pick her up. Then my mom called and convinced my dad to let me pick her up.

I've decided to get rid of my dark look. I liked it my frosh and soph years but I think i'm in need of a change. I've gotten rid of my spikes and for now just have my hair partially combed back. I will also try to smile more in my pictures so I don't look so evil. I asked my girl-friend (not girlfriend but girl-friend) and she said that I didn't look threatening but other people comment on how I look evil which I guess was a complement. Probably the main reason why I want to change appearance is because I don't care what people think as much as I did when I was younger. Also I'm not a mean and evil person as I look in my pictures. I'm actually a pacifist, I don't like to use violence as an answer (although occasionally I use my intimidation factor a little). The funny thing was that the comment that made me consider my look was some dude from the findapix forum. I was in a forum where you write about what you think the person below you was thinking in his picture. Some guy said "I can kill you with my glasses" After I read that I knew it was time for a change.

I'm learning CPR right now in HCT. I'm actually am glad i'm learning how to use it. Maybe one day I can save someone using the knowledge that has been bestowed upon me.... but then again maybe not.

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I had the weirdest dream this morning. I dreamt that I was at a sporting event when all of a sudden freddy kruger starting killing everybody. He came up to me and was about to slash me when all of a sudden jason(hockeymask guy) comes and saves me. I run out of the arena and go home. When I get home I get chased by freddy again. Each time Jason was able to save me. All of a sudden i get teleported to the TV. It just happened to be the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I help them fight the foot soldiers (I think that's what they were called) Then Freddy comes back and kills all the turtles. :( So out of nowhere Jason comes and teleports me again, this time to my cousin Jansen's house. There Mark drags me to the bathroom. He tells me Jansen is behind all of the attacks. He makes me listen through the vents. I go in the vents and I see John. He looks up and sees me. I run around but end up in his room. He comes in wearing a michael Jackson outfit. Sortof like from the video "Bad". So anyways, he has a boombox in his had and on the center console it has a parental warning thing in it. So when the song starts getting violent the lcd screen turns red. He lets me play some music on it and then the lcd screen turns bloody red. Finally Jansen says to me "I'll be back" and he walks through the door. I mean THROUGH THE DOOR. Quite a weird story. O yeah I just remembered some funny joke that I think I'll try one day here it is.....

"Sometimes when I feel like killing someone, I do a little trick to calm myself down. I'll go over to the persons house and ring the doorbell. When the person comes to the door, I'm gone, but you know what I've left on the porch? A jack-o-lantern with a knife stuck in the side of it's head with a note that says "You." After that I usually feel a lot better, and no harm done." -Jack Handey

I hate AZ right now. Just so hot. It's not good weather for a filipino. Damn I haven't seen some some peeps in a long time. I've haven't seen some guys that i hung out with everyday last year. I guess that's just life. Nothing much interesting to say. I'm not going to do anything tonite because I'm too tired. I think i'll hibernate in my room. Well see you later blogsta. O yeah the shtt song is Voices of Theory-Say it. Haven't heard that song in a while. Yeah and to Tiano, remember to walk away

It's soo hot in AZ right now. It's like 115 degrees out in Phoenix. I should just wear a muscle shirt and some short shorts hehehe that'd be funny. Well I couldn't drop out of Health Care Tech. I had the choice of keeping the class, I could get early release, or I could be a teacher's assistant. Well since I wanna be a dentist I might as well keep Health Care Tech. The weird thing about it is that I sit behind my friends ex-girlfriend and she's always trying to flirt. She's alright but I wouldn't go out with her. Also in HCT I have to shadow three different doctors. I think I'm going to go for one dentist, one internal medicine, and one plastic surgeon. Well that's all since AZ is one boring,hot place. Oh yeah the shtt song right now is DJ Sammy-Heaven

Well school started today but i'll get to that later. Last night I went to see XXX with Adam and Frank. It was a brainless movie. No storyline whatsoever, it doesn't have any realism either. Well enough ranting about that. My first day of school was decent at best. Adam picked me up late so I had no time to go to my locker. I was also late for my AP US history class. Most of the people were from my global humanities class except fewer guys and hotter girls. I had to sit in the front since that was the only seat left. My next hour class was Health care tech. I also didn't have any of my guy friends in that class, but yet again that was made up for by the hot white girls in the class. I think i'm going to drop the class though because it takes up two classes and i don't wanna waste them. Also I can always volunteer at the hospital. Next at lunch I decided not to go out with some of my friends because i'm broke. Instead I ate inside with a couple of my other friends. Finally college algebra was more of the same. Pretty white girls, no guys. but if there was one plus about my classes, it's that I don't have much competition. Well i'm tired so i'm gonna go to sleep. So later blogsta

Well I just got back from hanging out with my friends. It's been a while since i hung out with all those peeps (Ian,Bobby,Ryan,Braiden, Nick) They all have their distinct personalities. Ian finally got a new g/f. She looks alright. Nice body, decent face. I always thought Ian getting a g/f would be good for him. Bobby is cool. He's probably the mellow one out of all of us. Ryan, originally I didn't like the kid when we were younger but he's pretty cool. Braiden he's cool, although i never really hung out with him much. and Nick, he's cool when he's not talkin shtt. took pictures of all of them. We had a fun time at Denny's, then we went to Ryan's house and kicked it in his garage. But it was too hot so we went to the mall. The funny thing was the food court was full of azn's wearing blue shirts. It was like all the azn's from AZ decided 2 meet up.

Wow one more day til school starts. fukk that sucks. O well I'll see some people i haven't seen in a long time. My plans for today is that i'm going to eat breakfast over at denny's with my friends. We'll reminise about old times and how the summer went too fast. Ian my friend since 3rd grade invited me. I've been avoiding him lately because he was into the whole vandalism thing i'm i was trying to get out of it. But I don't know how long that friendship will last since were so different. I think girls=relationship, he thinks girls=laid. I think study for the future, he thinks let's get high. Anyways after breakfast I think they're going swimming at Ian's house. I think I'm gonna go but i'm not sure I think I have a dentist appointment. Then later on tonite I'm gonna go watch XXX with a couple other friends. Well I'll write later tonite to tell you how it goes. O yeah the shttt song right now is "one slowdance" by rufio.

Well 2 more days til school starts. I feel weird since i sorta of wanna go yet i don't wanna go. I've flaked on my friends a couple times last week and i'll probably flake on them today since i'm finishing up my room today. I'll probably go see XXX with Adam,Frank, and the rest of the crew. I'm predicting this will be the last year we will be a crew. I can tell were all going our own ways. Yesterday my couz was angry at his ex-girl because she made him drive around for 45 mins only for her to decide she was tired. The only thing i have to say is what's wrong with my couz. Sooner or later he'll snap out of this neutered dog phase and get over his ex.

Yeah I think the find-a-pix phase is almost over. When i first signed on I was like on every chance I could. But now I only check once a day heh. I took out my rate a pix yesterday. I figured why not quit on top. I was a 9 for the first 10 votes but then it just kept dropping. So i stopped it once it reached 7. I also have to change my profile cuz it's just gay. but on a plus all the girls who check out my pic commented on how cute i was wit the panda. I also met this cute girl with one of the best personalities i've seen. She also lives in AZ so maybe I should ask her if we should meet. One thing I've learned is that 2/3 of the girls on find-a-pix are hot yet they lack personality. I don't like the thug girl thing. Or the airhead thing. But the thing i hate the most would be the stuck up attitude. That's why I was dumbfounded when I found this girl on find-a-pix. She was exactly what I was looking for....smart,cute,moral values, etc. Too bad I met her over the internet rather than in person. Why can't I meet girls like her in AZ. Oh well I guess The Journey of Jamz continues then.