Thursday, April 29, 2004

Ending On A Good Note


Song Of The Day- Maroon 5 - Shiver
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- Tawni and me made the bed about her having kids in 12 years, so the count in now 11 yrs.

Well today was a pretty good day. In PCT we got a pretty hard test coming up, it's going to be a bitch. I was contemplating ditching 5th period today but opted not to and I probably should have since we really didn't do anything but oh well I'm not going to go tomorrow. I did talk to my teach about installing her computer and what not. So I'll probably do that sometime next week. So yeah afterschool I crashed on my sis bed since she's gone for Disneyland for the weekend. It's so nice, I took a 3 hour nap then I headed over to the craft store to look for styrofoam to no success. I then visited Shawn over at the Christian Bookstore and then went home and made my Maroon5 cd and my grey album cd. I watched some friends and wrestling, then called Lindsay and then I talked to Tawni for a bit. Tomorrow I gotta go to school early to get Michelle's picture and to say goodbye to her since she's going to Nashville for a week for DECA. She got the DECA Safeway scholarship so congrats Michelle.

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Tawni I love you and appreciate you too!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Refreshing Change


Song Of The Day- Dialated People - This Way
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- Umm wasn't feeling so well after getting the rejection from Katie, also I was pissed with Tawni's Dr about all the hassle.

Well Tues was another pretty good day. Clinicals I just wanted to get done with cuz I really didn't like the CNA that much. The patients on the other hand were really cool. Afterschool Lindsay called and we hung out afterschool at Brothers pizza. She is a really interesting person and I mean that in a really good way. Her personality is refreshing, truth be told I was trying to catagorize her into a certain type of girl but I found it hard to do. She's really into Lord of the Rings which was cool, she was easy to talk to and I could tell that she was being herself which made it easier for myself. Anyways yeah I dropped her off at her house and then I went to Cousins and I talked to Kalee and Tawni for a bit, then dropped off Kalee at Shaun's house.

Today was an ok day, I gotta make a roller coaster for physics and in PCT we have a pretty damn hard test coming up. Econ sucked but I only got 13 days til Graduation. Afterschool I went to the track meet with jason and watched Cactus run the 4x4. Now I'm home chillin and about to hit up some homework.

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My weekend seems a bit planned already. I wanted to call Lindsay to see if she wanted to hang out on Thurs but I have to study for my test in PCT. So on Fri I'm going to visit her at work and she if she wants to hang out on Sat. After that I'm going to go play poker with the boys and get some drinks. Sat I may hang out with her in the morning and then I'm going to watch kill bill vol 2.

I'm really interested in Lindsay, she's cute but I really like who I think she is. So I hope I get to know her better and I hope she gets to know me more.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Wiping Off The Dust On This Ole Blog


Song Of The Day- Do or Die Ft Twista - Do You
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- I was starting to get interested in this one girl, Katie. I had prom and a free Tux. Prom was alright, Amber was acting weird. Yeah now I'm too lazy to go through the rest of the day.

Wow almost a month, damn bloggin isn't just what it used to be. But alas I have felt the urge (and the boredom) to write. Well looking back at my last entry, I asked the girl from church for her number and that didn't work out too well. Well on Friday, Jason called me up from Peter Piper and wanted me to come down to play some games. So I went down and we played at the arcade with him and Steph and I helped them win some tickets and after it was all said and done, we had 153 tickets. So we went up to the ticket counter and there was this cute girl there and she hooked us up with some stuff. So after we got the stuff, Steph was like "hey you should talk to her" and they were trying to cajole me to do it. I don't know why but I for some reason I said I was going to. So Jason and Steph convinced me to use the line "Hey I wanted to know how much tickets is it for your number". So I went up and I said it with as straight of a face as possible and after she asked me to say it again to make sure she heard what I said, she asked me how old I thought she was and she ended up being 16. I told her that I was 17 and then she asked if I still wanted her number. So yeah I got the number and her name was Lindsay. On Sat I chilled at home after my last day at Boswell. I called Lindsay but she didn't answer so I called up Joel and we went to Desert Ridge for a bit, then we chilled over at the Mariott waiting for Adam to get off work. After that we went to Dusty's apartment and Joel had some smirnoff ice. Sun I had church and then Lindsay called when she got off work and we talked for a bit. She's a junior from Centennial and she wants to be a film director. She seems cool but she works all weekend but she says that we can hang out during the week and that she wants to visit her at work. Today was a good day, I didn't do anything in physics, I worked on 3C with Frank's mom. The CNA I was working with had a big Mickey Mouse fetish I didn't know what was up but i opted not to say anything. fifth period I had bookwork then I just chilled with Joel and Mike. Oh yeah I learned that Vicky drinks, heh yeah I was giving her crap about it today, I just can't imagine vicky drinking. She even said that she can't drink a good amount.

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Shit I need to blog more often, it's just I've been lazy about it.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Unfortunate Fate


Currently Feeling- OK
This Day In History- Adam's American Pie Analogy, spring break trip, and the return from spring break.

Ok I did it finally, after delay after delay, I finally did it. It was quite sad, I was there for thirty minutes eating a small sub that was making me sick to my stomach but finally after a pep talk from Jason and Steph, I gathered enough courage to talk to her. So I don't want to repeat what I said but I said what I needed and she seemed cool about it but I then heard the words that sums up this year "I already have a boyfriend".....yeah she seemed cool though and it didn't seem as awkward as I thought, however it only adds to the misery of trying to find a relationship (or even a date) senior year because everyone has a boyfriend. There is a bright side to all of this, one I took yet another step in getting out of my fear of rejection stage. I can't say I'm there yet because it did take me a while to muster up the courage. The other bright spot is that I'm not overly depressed. I'm mean sure I'm a little disheartened that my attempt was a failure but I don't feel down about it because I mean it's not like I got shut down by her w/o her having a boyfriend.

So I guess this leaves the question....what about prom.....well as of now I appear to throw in the towel in looking for a date. I guess if an opportunity arose I'm not sure if I would take it but for now it appears to be a no. Don't get me wrong though, Prom is not a big deal to me.

So yeah that about sums it up.....I actually have a lot of homework so I'll update in a bit.