One More Time For Old Times Sake

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Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- 2yrs ago - Going through a lot of thinking

So the last weekend in Tucson....what can I say, this year has given me a lot of time to grow. Whereas last time where I focused on my friends, I neglected to mention myself. Well I've finally become comfortable in college. I happy yet sad to see this year end. Like I have always said I have always preferred to make long lasting friendships than a bunch of acquaintances. This year I'm glad to say that I've made a good amount of new long lastaing friendships, and I've also gained a lot of good friends. I've become more open with other people which has been cool. While my social life has been good, I'm still missing that person.....anyone who knows me knows what I'm talking about......I need to just improve my confidence which has never been my strong point. But i think it's something that i'm going to try to improve.... Academically, my back is against the wall. I know what I have to acomplish so I got to put my full effort into school. I'm glad that I've found the determination that I've been missing for most of this year, unfortunately it could be a little too late. I'm just hoping I have a little left in the gas to pull myself out of the mess that i have made.

Now onto this weekend....It's been a half and half with Thurs thru Sat morning being in Phx, while the rest of the time i've been in tucson. In Phx, it's been mainly just hanging out with the guys and a lot of studying. I passed the math test with extreme ease. I played a lot of basketball which was cool although the shoes i was using killed my feet. Clarice and John went on a date. And in order to do so, Cupid has been playing a role one may consider calling Devil's Advocate, but from the looks of it, it has potential but unlike in the past, I refuse to involve myself too much in it to alter the nature course of things. Anyways i saw Kingdom of Heaven but it wasn't that great. Oh yeah fri we went to Peter Piper Pizza with Joel and Adam. we bumped into Cam, Emily, and Sam and talked to them a little. They seem to be all doing well so that's cool. Sat, John, Adam, and me ate at the great wall......ate so much food but it was good.

Sat night i was back in Tucson and i didnt do much when i got back cuz i was really tired. Tawni got her shoes i got for her, and she also got her Carl (puppy). Anyways Clarice called so we went to the Coffee Xchange and talked for a while about a lot of stuff. A heart to heart one might say (it's been a while since one of those). Anyways after that, that was pretty much my night

Sun seemed like closure for me. I don't think there was a better way to end my final weekend in Tucson. Aditi, Sarah, Michelle, Clarice, John, and me went to IHOP for brunch (no cantalope though). It was nice hanging out....afterwards i dropped off everyone and then chilled in my room. I chatted with aditi for a bit and it was decided that we should all study for chem at the union. So we met up, got McFlurry's, and then went upstairs to the Kachina Lounge. Studying didn't go so well but at least we went through the practice test. Afterwards we decided to go out one last time as the "Fab Five" (Aditi, Sarah, Michelle, John, and me). We went to the computer to find out where we first ate as the FF. After a bunch of debating and blog searching it was discovered that it was Sheree Punjab. However we decided not to eat there so we went to Sweet Tomatoes. It was a good dinner and suitable for the last time we'd hang out in tucson for a while (not ever though, we'll hang out plenty of Phx now too). Anyways after dinner I dropped off them but then went to michelle's room to drink water with jason. We didn't finish it, but i did spill water in my crotch. So embarassing Michelle gave me her blow dryer and took a while to dry. Afterwards Aditi and me went to the house and chilled with the dog. I then took Frank home. At first I thought i was going to call it a night early but i ended playing ball with jason, mark, and Nick. Fun time but it turned out to be 1 when we stopped. However i wanted to play for maybe the last time this year with my roomy so i was game.

Tomorrow is my first final and from here on out I need to clamp down and get the job done.