Arnold Vs The World

Song Of The Day- Keshia Cole - Love
Currently Feeling- Good

Well i know this is a short turnaround from my last blog but i woke up real early and i'm pretty bored. Anyways last night all i really did was play some poker with the guys. I got second place behind blue and i'll be the first to admit, when it comes to poker he seems to always have my number. Lol the turning point in all of it was when it was him and me early in the game. I had a huge chip lead and he went all in and i folded. He showed me his hand and i had him beat, and after that i was definately on TILT. But oh well what can ya do. After that i got some food and went back to the apartment and watched the end of Final Fantasy Advent Children with Frank and the rest of the guys (Jason and Joel). After that i pretty much went to sleep.

This morning i woke up at 7 and i played some video games and then surfed the boob tube. I then caught this Arnold Swarzenager movie from the 80's......o man those were the good ole days. They really need to get back to those type movies, I mean Arnie's name was Matrix....and that's not a nickname but his real name...John Matrix....haha......This is essentially how the script goes.........Arnold has lunch with daughter, middle-eastern men kidnap daughter, Arnold decides to take matters into his own hands, sneaks into their base and kills an entire army, rescues his daughter, and then flies off into the sunset with his daughter and some women he met during this adventure.......my favorite line was at the end of course after he rescues his daughter and his Boss General Kirby meets him at the beach....

Kirby: We could use you again to lead up the troops
Arnold: (looks at his daughter who gives him the puppy dog look. Then looks back at Kirby) This is the last time.
(Daughter looks on at approval and they start to head towards the plane)
Kirby: Until the next time......
Arnold: (Turns back around and says with his traditional Austrian accent) No Chance....
(He turns back around and cue the 80's patriotic love rock song)

O ya and as he gets on the plane, he still has a bullet in his shoulder as well as a numerous amount of injuries......but hey he doesn't need medical attention because lets face it.......he's the Matrix.....

Anyways that sums up the movie i just watched, anyways now i'm just waiting for the suns game to start

Random Things.....
- My random things post yesterday was rushed because Paul was calling me to tell me to hurry up. So i'll try to expand on a few things......

-I'll start on the whole Alysha spiel i didn't really get around to.....I think she is one of the most unique people i have met at the UofA so far. She is very very pretty, she is creative and artistic yet she's into a variety of different things that you can't really stereotype her into one particular group. On top of that, she seems like a really nice and down to earth person. So with all of that, who wouldn't want to try to hook up with her. Unfortunately as everyone will tell you, I wasted a lot of time to try and build something there in a romantic aspect. I came to the conclusion that it is fruitless to try and build something now because she's going back home for the summer and it wouldn't be wise if something were to grow there, only for it to be put on the shelf for 3 months. So with that I'm going to try to build on the friendship and let things be for now and when school starts up again, we'll play things by ear.

- The other thing i very briefly mentioned, i still cannot shed much light into. I think some things i've asked or said this week or last, if people can remember, should be able to piece it together lol but then again, i usually say random things....haha

When It Rains....it Pours

Song Of The Day- T.I. - What You Know
Currently Feeling- Unsure

Well since my last blog i've been through a lot. I think its safe to say this week is not one of my best weeks. Hmmmm where to start.......well i could start by talking about the little kickback at the house last week but i think everyone who reads this as well as other who don't know what happened and i don't care to bring it up again so i suppose we'll start with Monday.

So monday was pretty normal, i almost didn't wake up for class but Alysha called asking for help on her mechanism so that got me up. Anyways i went to my ochem class then i chilled at the Knoll for a bit before having lunch #1 with my friend Doug and a Jewish girl who i can't remember at this moment. Anyways i talked to them for a while and then Me'shell called so i met up with her and Tara for lunch #2. I ate and talked with them for a bit til Deeds called and then i had lunch with her right as Me'shell and Tara left to make copies of something. I didn't have lunch #3 with Deeds but I did get ice cream! Anyways Deeds seemed stressed so i tried to cheer her up before we headed over to the library to study with Adam (not the jew or korean but we'll refer to him as Ochem Adam). we went to the library and there was 3 things i had to prepare for: the Ochem test Weds, the bio test Thurs, and the ochem presentation (Weds turned Thurs). Let me say now that i wasn't prepared for any of the three but i'll get to them individually. Anyways we studied there for a while before calling it quits and i went home and watched HIMYM, and a bit of Prison Break.

Tuesday i slept through my first two classes, then went to Theatre appreciation (it was like a 5 minute class haha) then i went and studied at the library. I then went to bio and did that and then went home and continued to study. Later that nite Bottcher and me went over to Emily's for dinner as she made boca burgers which were delicious. We then headed over to the library. We were joined by Alysha, then Trahern, and then curly headed guy. We decided to go the Chem majors lounge........lol i've never heard of this place but alas we went and going upstairs it looks real shady. When you get there however, there is free printing, a huge chalkboard, couches, big tables, etc. Anyways we got there and then Deeds called and i showed her up...lol i was gonna do something funny like going up since it looked all shady like but alas i didn't. Anyways i probably shouldn't have gone because i really didn't get any studying accomplished but once again I think we all know why i did end up going (though sadly i didn't get my pre-studying done). Anyways i went home and did more studying before calling it a night. Around midnight i got an email from Aaron saying that he wanted some people to go on Thurs so i jumped on it because I believed that people from other classes would go ahead so i would end up having to wait for 15 other students.

Then on Weds I went to school early and had IQ juice while studying. I bumped into Aaron and confirmed going on thurs, then El Steph came and we talked before i headed over to class. Now for this test, i ran through the practice tests and thought they were pretty easy. Unfortunately the test was nothing like the practice tests. Lets just say i got owned by the ochem test. After that i stayed on campus to study. I then went to lab to sign up then i watched a couple of presentations. I would have and should have gone Weds because they moved an entire class to Thurs and the big reason why i wanted to do it thursday was because i didn't want to waste time when i could be studying.

Thursday was a day that i won't soon forget (although i'll try). I went to all my classes, although i didn't have my math homework done. After math, i went to my Indv class. I was actually on the verge of ditching it because i noticed that something in my lab report was very wrong so i was gonna ditch it to fix it.........however before i could leave i noticed a couple of things. 1) there is normally less that half capacity at the lecture hall, however today it seemed to be filled to near capacity. 2) Everyone there seemed to be studying or looking at a practice test 3) finally when the teacher showed up carrying two boxes full of paper packets.......these three observations led me to believe i had a test today in this class.....and i was right....lmao o man i haven't looked at any material from this class since the last test......this upsets me because although it shouldn't have any long term effect on my grade since we can drop one, but it means i have to take the final......So anyways after that class i went to the ILC and fixed my lab as best as i could before going to theater. We went over stage combat and it was actually pretty interesting. After that i went to the Cactus Grill to study and i bumped into Victoria and Me'shell so i had lunch with them while studying. At this point i felt ready for the bio test but i was really nervous about my ochem presentation. I think i started to make Me'shell nervous about it too.....anyways Deeds then showed up later and then she told me some of huxman's material was on ther test...shit i didnt' study......so i took the test and definately did sucky on Huxman's part. After that i headed over to lab and sat and watched presentations with nervous palms. Luckily Alysha left or else i would have been extremely nervous. Anyways as soon as i saw helen come in i volunteered to go because i know she was going to go above and beyond the requirements. It went pretty well except i got nervous and drew the ester incorrectly...more embarrasing more than anything else. Anyways Me'shell went after and hers was good, then Helen took about 20 minutes or more on her ridiculous experiement. After that i went home and relaxed for a bit and did some homework. I then went to penguins with the girls on University, then i went to the Psychology building to meet up with my sis roommate. After that i watched my taped smallville and supernatural and then crashed out. Friday i got the results of my ochem test back and they were pretty bad. I got a 59 which is a lot better than i thought, but they were so lenient on the test it was pretty ridiculous (although i won't complain). After that J-Bot and me went to peter piper pizza and then we got Hostel and Final Fantasy Advent Children at blockbuster. I watched FFAC with John and i really enjoyed it. Joel then came over and they were drinking and he got fucked up. I was supposed to go to dinner with the girls but the Suns game was on so i ended up watching that instead....fucking suns they need to start playing better......Anyways after that i watched a bit of Hostel but got real tired.

Today i slept in, watched the NFL draft where we got Matt Leinart (YES!). We then went to Best Buy, IHOP, and gas. I then went home and took a three hour nap. Now i'm gonna play poker.

Random Things....

- I did something odd sometime this week......something i probably shouldn't have said. I'm hoping that people just forget i brought some stuff up because i think its easy to piece together what was in my head. Anyways i almost said something but i decided not to. I would say here but unfortunately i can't quite say it here because unfortunately i can't say because i think the person involves reads it haha....so alas....

- The whole thing with Alysha's been stuck on neutral unfortunately......i think its the fact that schools almost over that i don't think any further movement is possible. That and my confidence has been hurting since the play :(

Not a new James but One a Bit Annoyed

Song Of The Day- Shakira - Hips Don't Lie
Currently Feeling- Determined
Picture of the Day - Hey it's Vicky!











Once again it seems like my blog updating is becoming more and more sporatic, and for this I apologize. However, times have been crazy with homework and other stuff dealings with girls (not the girls). Last week in my trip to phoenix, i got the motivation i needed to get me back on track to finish the school year on a high note (hopefully to say the least). And so far this week I think i've found some motivation except it doesn't deal with school. I would say this week, my pride has taken a hit which has woken me up and forced me to take a look at things differently. Now i know what you are thinking.....it has something to do with Alysha or something romantic......however this is not the case. Rather it is another aspect of myself that i rarely talk about, my pride or ego. The funny thing about it Tawni actually kinda foreshadowed all of it a week ago. Now I want to note that i think everyone knows I'm not a prideful person, in fact i'm usually quite the opposite, i'm usually really laid back and if someone tries to make a knock on me, i usually just don't worry about it. But this past week, a lot of things have irritated me, and some things that some people have said which could have just been harmless, i've taken it as a knock on my ego. A likely and probable reason for all of this may be because of all the stress towards the end of the school year. Nonetheless this week has forced me to take an outward look of myself and realize I have gotten "soft" so to speak. Lets clarify however that naturally, I'm not nor do i try to portray the image of "manly-man" like Frank, but rather i have a very easy going, passive personality. However there is a line between what i am normally, and what i have been lately. So with that note I end this blog.

I Gave In and Paid The Price

Song Of The Day- The Fray - Over My Head
Currently Feeling- I don't know...

This week has gone by quick and I know exactly why.......The general consensus among my friends as well as my gut told me that I had to get back on the horse and ask Alysha out again. The biggest difference this time was that i had to ask her earlier so that she wouldn't have any plans. So on Tuesday i bought tickets to "She Loves Me", i got front row tickets and i was very excited.......i bought them ahead of time so that I couldn't back out of my own idea. If i did, i would have wasted $21. So anywho the plan was that i had to go to lab on tuesday to redo my experiment and she was in that lab, so that would give me five hours to ask her.......That was theoretical plan......what actually came to fruition was I barely talked to her because i got real nervous whenever she started talking to me and also cuz we were in such close quarters with everyone else. Anyways so i ran thru my lab and i thought i would get a chance after lab but she just left abruptly and i was in the middle of an important part of my reaction so i couldn't just go and leave. So i missed my opportunity. As soon as she left, Emily turned to me and she said she knew i wasn't going to ask her. lol.....Anyways so after lab i told Aditi and she strongly advised me to just call her and ask her. I then called Michelle and she said the same. So later on that night, I IM'ed Michelle and told her i was going to do it right then, and i did. She answered and I just started talking to her about lab to build up momentum (let me say right now i was really nervous, i'm sure it was obvious in my voice). Anyways i finally started to ask her what she was doing friday when the phone cuts out......(ya great timing).......so i'm telling michelle this and my momentum was knocked off....she was telling me to call her back...haha....anyways she calls back saying that she went under the garage and then asked me why i called. So I asked her what she was doing fri and she said she was going to the chemistry club party and said i could come. I then told her of the play and asked her if she wanted to go watch it with me........she sounded like she wanted to go and she talked about how she may be able to go to the play and then we could go to the party. So she then said she'd find out the plan tomorrow and let me know......lol so one would think that would be the end of our phone conversation for the night....haha not exactly........I was really excited so as soon as she hung up, I was going to call Michelle and tell her what had transpired. The only problem was that, I still had her in my head and went straight to her name and dialed her again without realizing it. When she picked up, I was like "Michelle!!" and then i heard Alysha say hi what's up and all of a sudden it hit me that i had called her again.....(at this point, i got super nervous)......I was like "oh i meant to call Michelle" and then she unexpectedly asked me "Why are you calling Michelle?".....lol i had a nervous laugh then said "I don't know" then waited for a couple seconds before then saying "I had to ask her a question", in a tone of voice that clearly showed that i just came up with that story only a few secs ago. lol so she laughed a little, and so did i and then she let me off the phone to call the real Michelle......Anyways i did call Michelle and we were going to go out and have ice cream. So i dropped by their apartment and we went to Penguins. It was Michelle, Deeds, Ma'Bob, and me and pretty much they were discussing how cute it all was and also we talked about Deeds lunch date. Anyways it was around this time that I "gave in". By this i mean I gave into the idea that we were actually going out on Fri and allowed myself to get really excited. This is really important for later.......

Anyways on Weds I ran thru ochem and kinda thought about fri. She didn't tell me in class so i figured she'd call me later. Well i went home and did my usual lab stuff. Then we went to lab and it was a really easy lab. I then got a call from Alysha as she said she couldn't make it. I tried to hide the dissapointment in my voice but i'm sure it was there. After i hung up the phone, i definately wasn't in the same jovial mood I was in earlier. I became distant and just wanted to get my lab done so i could go home and do homework. And thus this is how we get the second half of the title "Paid the Price". I knew things weren't set in stone, yet i gave in to the idea and when i found out it wasn't going to happen, i got hit with massive dissapointment. Anyways after lab, we went to a Greek restaurant which was bomblicious, and then after that i halfassed my homework and then went to sleep......

Today i like sleptwalked thru my classes and then decided to not go to bio since i had a 2hr 30min break. I also drank like 3 24oz of water....haha....anyways i tried to take a nap when i got home but that didn't work so i'm just listening to music and updating my mp3 player.....

A Roller Coaster Of A Weekend

Song Of The Day- Death Cab For Cutie - The Stable Song
Currently Feeling- Tired
Picture of the Day- This is a pic of my mum and my sister at Fazzoli's. Ahh family....









Well it's Monday, which means that the weekend has come and gone. This weekend was very different and had a feel of that of a roller coaster. By this I mean that for every good thing that happened, a bad thing happened so my mood would rise and fall all thoughout the weekend.

A little backnote before i get to the weekend.......There has never been more pressure than before to make a move. According to the calendar, i have about a month left before she goes back home. I have made strides in terms of progress from earlier this year but everyone including myself i need to cement the fact that i like her to her. I've been hanging out with her lately (studying and just hanging out) as of late. I just need to make the advancement now.......and with that little background thought i'll get to my weekend......

Fri
Ok well today was supposed to be the day that i ask her to Spring Fling. Actually i was supposed to ask her to spring fling a while ago but that's besides the point. I was feeling sure that i would be able to ask her so my spirit was high. Well Ochem had ended and since that was my only class i was going to do it after that. Ok so this is what was going thru my head at the time: 1) usually she walks in the same direction as me after class so I would walk slightly ahead of her and then turn around and see her and stop and talk to her. 2) from there I would either ask her to go to lunch or just ask her there on the spot..................What actually happened was that I did walk in my normal direction except when i turned around, she wasn't anywhere to be found.....What i ended up finding out was that she has work on fri so she heads the opposite direction. At this time i was feeling down. I then get a call from Emily saying that they are going to lunch at 2 and that i should come and can do it then. So that means that i have to wait on campus for two hours until everyone is out. So i chill around the union and then go to Greek Mythology class with Emily. After that we meet up with Trahern and then head towards Alysha's dorm. I bump into Clarice and invited her along. We then met up with everyone at Hopi and then i took everyone in my car to the sushi place. Michelle met us up and we all grubbed out on some glorious pieces of sushi (inside joke). Anyways everyone seemed to like my sushi rolls (Las Vegas Rolls), but they weren't as good as the ones at Takamatsu so it may be something i can do later. Anyways after that Trahern wanted to get some Soy cream cheese so we went to the Sunflower market to check some stuff out. Pretty interesting place with some pretty interesting names. However halfway thru our trip to the market Emily tells me to ask her now so i go looking for her as she is looking for some organic oatmeal. So i start talking to her waiting to interject my question into the conversation. However, I didn't and instead helped her look for green tea and honey for her brother. I saw the rest of the group from time to time, staring at me with a look on their face as if they were saying "has he done it yet"....I also thought it was pretty funny that i could see the top of Trahern's head from the aisles...haha.....Anyways after that I took Emily to Chase's house, then Trahern at Coronado, then i took Alysha to Bank of America cuz she had to make a deposit. So i figured between the drive to the bank and then to her dorm, it would give me plenty of time to ask her. However i just talked to her and enjoyed it a lot that i was a little hesitant to break that and instead opted to ask her later tonight because seh was going to go to Emily's apt tonight as was I. So i dropped her off with a very big high because for the first time i felt truly confident in asking her and plus I do really enjoy talking to her. So at this point i must say i was at a high. So i went home and took a nap because i was tired as hell. I woke up and did some things before heading over to Emily's with J-Bot. When we got there, Trahern, Emily, Brandon, and a couple other people were there but no Alysha yet. So we ate some pizza and started to watch "The Big Lebowski". Finally she did come but not alone, she had brought another guy. Right when he walked thru the door, I saw Emily, J-Bot, and Trahern all glance over in my direction with a look like "oh no". As for myself, all the confidence i built up felt like it had whittled down like a candle burning all night long. For the most part, i had no clue what to do next. i guess all i could do was try to see if they were friends or more than......I didn't get long as they both left early because they had a bike meet early in the morning.....after they both left trahern looked at me and shrugged and then someone asked Emily if she knew what's up and she didn't. I tried to ignore it all and go back to normal but clearly i was very down. We watched the rest of the movie, which was pretty funny but odd......Also some odd happened at the apartment happened, it started leaking from above which made their walls do some funky stuff. Anyways after that we tried (unsuccessfully) to play LotR Monopoly. haha it was pretty funny how they set it up though. Trahern really liked to attack the little toy pieces with Frodo's sword haha.....Anyways we watched LotR: two towers until i looked over and Emily was KO'ed. So i took Trahern home and then j-bot and me went back and I KO'ed.

Sat
I woke up and got plenty of encouragement from it seems like everyone and their mother. The big argument that helped me was that whenever i hang out with her, I'm always surrounded by girls that i know so i shouldnt feel bad if she bring one guy once. With that argument (i think it was presented by Michelle and Aditi), i was at another high. I then talked to the Mase and he gave me the last tidbit of wording i needed to make the call. I don't know what it is but Jase knows what to say to make me do things haha.. Anyways i called her and got her voicemail. So after i called her I cleaned up the apartment since i needed to plus I figured i should tidy up since Vicky wanted to see my apartment. It was a couple hours since I called so i figured she wouldn't call so i was a little down. So i cleaned up and then kinda hung out and watched part of LotR: Fellowship on the Ring before deciding to take a shower. Right before i could go into the shower i got a call from her. She said some of her friends were coming in from town but they probably just want to drink and party so she would give me a call when she found out. So that put me in a high. I took a shower and got dressed and headed over to the house. Right before i knocked on the door she called and said one of her friends were sick and that she was just going to watch movies with her. You would think this would be a down for me but it wasn't. This is because i asked her and at least to me it seemed like she seemed genuinely interested in going. I even told her what the girls/emily were doing and it still seemed like she would have prefered to go to spring fling. So no i wasn't down. Anyways i went to the house and Vicky was there so we hung out there and then went to my apt to check out Mickey and my apartment. We then went back to the house and it seemed like we were set to go but Paul seemed really adament about not going to spring fling, so we didn't go. Kinda sad that we didn't go i was actually looking forward to it. So i guess one could say I was feeling down (i know this is a bit of a stretch). We made bubble talk and then we decided to go bowling so we went to BedRox and paid the cover charge only to decide not to wait for the lane to open, so we went to Cold Stone and got some ice cream. It was delicious!! We then drove to the bumpy road and we definately bottomed out and bounced twice haha, it was crazy fun!!!! Anyways after that we drove to the other bowling alley and some truck cuts us off. So as we drive by it, its a bunch of mexican girls and this bald headed mexican guy flipping us off and throwing up gang signs. We make it to the bowling alley and there is a big line to get in, so the bowling idea was officially canned. We went back to the house and started watching Chappelle stand up. Both Paul and Vicky KO'ed for a little bit so i was about to leave but Vicky really wanted me to drink so i decided to stay and drink a little. We started to and then Jason the Jew came over and we all hung out a bit. Tawni then got a call and there was a family emergency and she needed to go home (Real downer). This was a problem since we all drank except Jason but he doesn't come from Phx so he doesn't know his way around. So i decided to go with Jason to help him drive in phx. So we drove, trying to keep the atmosphere light despite tawni being visably disturbed. Anyways we dropped by her house and then dropped her off at the hospital. After that, we went to In-N-Out so Jason could take pictures to prove to his friends that he was there. So after that we went to Jack In the Box to get some food and we drove on the way back.....lol i must admit, the drive was definately taxing but it was cool cuz Jason and me talked about a hell of a lot (High). Anyways it was definately tiring as we left at 1 and arrived back in Tucson at 5AM.

Sun
I woke up at 9 and got around 4-5 hours of sleep. I took a shower and went over to the house. I chilled with Paul and Vicky for a bit before we headed over to the Egg Connection with the girls. We bumped into Jason the Jew and Ace which was pretty ironic considering he was the one who showed me the place to begin with haha. Anyways pretty much the whole lunch was an assault on me and how i should have been in this situation with her months ago.....haha...anyways after that i had to rush paul and vicky back and then come and pick up emily at Chase's house. From there we tried to find the theatre because we were going to see "The Birthday Party" by Harold Pinter. I got to say i didn't like the play. I feel kind of dumb that i didn't get the play, but in all honesty i didn't have a clue what was going on. Also a problem was the fact that it was so hot in the theatre that i started sweating. Anyways after that i dropped off Emily and went home and took a long ass nap. Then i just spent the rest of the day just chilling.

Today
Today, for the most part was uneventful. I went to class earlier than normal and i didn't really talk to her today. After class i had lunch with J-bot then we went to lab with Aditi and Melissa as we tried to do our GC/MS. Anyways it took forever and a half. It was pretty cool i guess considering the situation cuz Melissa was pissed at this one girl cuz she was being real bitchy about using the GC machine. She really was bitchy though, just the way she spoke to us and what not. In comparison, there was this other girl, super polite. Anyways i finished that up, and now i'm just chilling, delaying doing my homework.

Random Things....

- Tomorrow i got to go to lab to redo the lab....fun fun....

- With all this talk about my love life (or lack there of right now), i've really under emphasized the importance of my friends. It's really crazy how much time my friends have put into helping me. Yes things have been weird considering the fact that my friends seem to put split into two, but it doesn't mean that i like one more than the other. Anyways along with my old friends, i'm really glad that i've made friends with a couple of new people. Among the few that i'll mention are Trahern and Emily. They are both really cool people.......

- Also i got to say that the drive back with jason the jew was very cool too. We both relate to each other in a lot of ways. We both come from the same background so to speak so it really helps us relate to one another.

- I wanted to go out more and show Vicky around Tucson. I dunno it was cool that we just chilled or what not but i dunno i didn't want to just sit at the house so to speak.

- With 4 weeks left in school, I gotta do everything a little bit better.....i mean that in both school and my personal life.......

Sounds like a broken record, but another update will come soon

Track Records....

Song Of The Day- Ah-Ha - Take On Me
Currently Feeling- Anxious
Picture of the Day- This is a picture of Jason and me at Emily's 21st birthday party. (note the reddness of my skin)






Lol ok i know that i was supposed to blog awhile ago but it's been hectic. I've had tests, drama, and my own romances to worry about. Hmm since it was so long since i last blogged i'm a little unsure of where to start my post. So rather than diverging my time and effort into trying to recall everything i did last week, i will instead just give u the highlights.....

- Well the party seems to be a touchy subject as it led to a lot of drama that had to be taken care of. But the fact that i want to take home is that it was taken care of...and that's that...

- I also learned of another announcement on Tues that i'm supposed to refrain from stating here. So all I'll say was that it was a shock (although not unexpected) but i will push for a change of decision :)

- Jase the Mase was also in town this week for his spring break. I hung out with him on Tuesday as we drove around to some car dealerships just looking around. The car dealer at Mazda was kinda ridiculous and had some far fetched stories that were a little hard to believe. Anyways we then just kinda hung out.

Those were the 3 big things for last week (up til Fri).....

Fri
Well fri i did the ochem thing, then i went bowling with paul. I lost all the games but my game got progressively better. One thing to note though, my accuracy falls greatly the faster i throw it and it seemed like i did best when i only sent it 11-12 mph. Anyways after that we went to subway and he was giving his advice about Alysha. We then went back to the house and i hung out there for a bit with Paul, Tawni, Joey, and Frank. I then went back to my apt and took a mini nap before going to the house again to hang out and eat dinner with cita. We got papa johns then i got a haircut and watched a little bit of Memoirs of a Geisha. After that i took a shower, and went to the Girls apt to play Risk. I stopped to get gas and Alysha called. She was going to a superhero party so she couldn't play risk. It was Jason, Aditi, Brandon, Emily, and me. It was a really fun game but we didn't finish it.....o well

Sat
I woke up and studied for most of the day. Really....that's pretty much all i did.....then i got ready and went to Emily's b-day party. It was cool, Alysha was only there for a little bit but i got toasted....i had 5 beers and 4 jello shots. Anyways we just chilled and hung out with emily, brandon, and their friends. We then went on campus and hung out with the girls at the relay for life.

Sun
Well i woke up real early and started doing the challenge. I went to campus and met up with Alysha to start doing the ochem challenge. We were joined by Aditi, Emily, and Trahern. We all worked on it and finished it. It was cool, got a chance to hang out with Alysha again, and Trahern is a pretty cool guy. There was one moment that i wish i had a chance to take back though. Like Aditi went to go make copies, Emily had already left, and Trahern went to the bathroom, so it was just alysha and me. Then she said "well it looks like it's just you and me now" and it ws the perfect opportunity to ask her out to spring fling but instead i just chose to keep the conversation pretty normal......ahhh.....

Mon
Well today was a pretty productive day so to speak. I went to class and then chilled at the grassy knoll until lunch time. Alysha and Emily were heading in my direction, and then alysha started talking to one of her friends. So Emily came up to me and i started talking to her. She asked what i was doing there and i told her this is where i normally chill until lunch, doing my crossword puzzle. She then pretty much called me out saying "no ur not your waiting for alysha"....hahaha...anyways i went to lunch with michelle and she was talking sense into me about just asking her out and not worrying about the answer. Anyways after that i went back to my apt to take a nap, then went back to school to study with Alysha and Emily. I got pulled over by the freeway but luckily the guy let me off with a warning (thank god). Anyways i met up with them and started studying. Trahern then met us up and Alysha left. We studied for a bit then emily and me went and got veggie burgers. We bumped into michelle and we talked about how i haven't asked Alysha to spring fling yet. Emily told me to go for it and what not and we talked about it. Anyways we got food, came back and studied for a bit before we decided to call it a night. I took emily to her friends house so she didn't have to walk. Then i went back home and here i am now......

Random Things.....

- So i gotta ask her soon because spring fling is only here for a weekend and i know if i don't someone else will.....

-Florida won the NCAA tournament.....

-so much studying...

-my blog will be better.....promise....i just feel really rushed and tired....