Cross Country Meet

Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- I didn't like my new cell # cuz I kept getting weird calls, also Atanyrate3 started e-mailing me...

Yeah so today was a pretty good day. School itself was alright, we watched a teaser for the school play, Adam got this stupid song stuck in his head. I also talked to Kristen for a while about how we hate photo. Hmmm....Shawn gave me the pictures of Vicky and me at homecoming and also Adam and me......afterschool I picked up Adam and Steph and we hung out at Vicky/Jason/Joel's cross country meet. It was actually really funny cuz of Adam....yeah lots of jokes...Joel even punch Adam during the race. We talked to Vicky for a little bit and made eye contact a couple times when I was trying to look for her in the crowd....After the races we left bumping to some rap, Heiner saw us and gave us the dirtiest stare ever....I then went to Frank's house and picked up a SAT program and now I'm watching the Suns game.....

Random Things...

i should have gone to the free football game yesterday but oh well I got a lot of good sleep time....

I talked to Ian, he told me that someone was talking shit over the internet and that he got my back....

Homecoming and Deja Vu

Song Of The Day- Yellowcard - October Nights
Currently Feeling- Deja Vu
This Day In History- I did absolutely nothing this weekend. I think I was supposed to watch Sweet Home Alabama but Tawni never called.

Well homecoming has come and gone. The weird part was out of the whole evening, the only part I would cut out would be the dance. I would have rather prefered to hang out with her. She was really cute I must say and everyone kept saying how cute we looked together. Anyways I picked up Vicky and bring her back to my house. My parents take pictures then we hang out in my room and watch the old homecoming video. We only watched half of it though before Jason and Steph came. We took some more pics then we picked up Adam and Steph....

Bobby Mcgee's
We got there and we chilled in the front talking for a while. We then got seated and we saw part of the cobra crew there and it was packed. I had a ribeye but it kinda sucked as did everyone elses food. Emily was talking about how I should lay off Barbie...heh I doubt that's gonna happen.......

The Dance
It was alright, we had to wait for Emily to get in cuz she didn't have her id. We then took pictures and said our what's up to people. The music selection kinda sucked cuz they only seemed to play dance music and neither Vicky or i am much on the dance floor. We were able to dance for 2 slow songs then we decided to bounce.

The Ice Cream
We went to this old fashioned Ice cream parlor....it was really cool. We just talked while eating really good ice cream. The ride to and back to Phoenix was also cool cuz we got some time to talk.

The Movie
We dropped off Emily and then Jason dropped Vicky and me so that I could pick up my car. We picked up Frank and went over to Jason's. They rented the in-laws but Vicky was tired so she fell asleep as did I thru most of the movie. After the movie was over (around 3) I took Vicky, Frank, and Adam home. Vicky was cold so I lent her my shirt for her to wear. I dropped off Vicky first. I made the mistake in taking Adam and Frank because when I dropped her off I felt like I was being watched so I opted not to make any move but just give her a hug good night. I then dropped off the guys and went to sleep.

The Aftermath
I had a really fun time (maybe except the actual dance). My biggest concern is that maybe i'm not giving off good enough feelings that I like her. But I've come to a consensus, as has everyone else and we've hung out with a group almost everytime we went out cuz I want her to be able to hang out with my friends and also to remove some of that cautiousness, but I think maybe in the next couple of weeks try to do stuff, just us two....

On sun nothing really happened, so I won't bother writing. Today was a weird day. It was quite breezy, and that feeling gave me the biggest sense of deja vu. I have a feeling that I know what that feeling is because it's a feeling of warmth but at the same time coldness in my heart. But I'm not too sure....

Random Things...

The plan for Halloween is ????...umm I could go two paths....one is if Vicky isn't doing anything for Halloween, Jason and Steph are watching horror movies at his house and they invited us to go....just the four of us.....if Vicky is busy then I'll probably watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre......

Someone started a topic about me on Schoolscum...it's actually pretty stupid but I didn't feel the need to reply as long as mud doesn't start flying at Tawni, then I'll get involved but it seems to be directed towards me. On the plus side though, most people defended me although the only person I could identify was Ian.

I think I want to hang out with Ian sometime soon, I think I owe it to him especially since I may not see him after 2nd semester..

I really want to see Brother Bear but I have yet to find anyone willing to watch the movie....if I'm not mistaken it opens Nov 1st

Homecoming Twists

Currently Feeling- Excited
This Day In History- I picked classes for next year. Our hct class watched the STD movie while Tawni layed on my arm...I gave her my cell so that she could call and watch sweet home alabama....

Well yesterday was a good day....We had a homecoming assembly that lasted forever....Also I've been talking a lot more to Vicky since I've been in overdrive to try and find her out.....Emily also told me at the assembly that it looked like Barbie and Jimmy have a connection...So after 5th period Tawni and me were heading to the parade. I saw Barbie and asked her about Jimmy which got her all angry...Then guess who approaches us...Jimmy....He was wearing her jacket but I think I scared the shit outta him......Afterschool I went to Frank's house to play soul caliber then I picked up Jason. Adam, Jason, and me then went to Cousins to hang out for a little bit. Emily asked Adam to homecoming......heh I would have never figured....anyways we went to the mall and got my pants....Then we went to Adam's house to tell his parents the news...lol they ragged on him so much, I'm not allowed to say.... We went to the game. Vicky came and sat next to us in the second half but she left midway thru the 3rd....We left soon too to get something to eat at in-n-out...guess who was there...Vicky.....yeah it may have made me look stalkerish but we said hi and I talked to Mike Mofetta and Stalh for a little bit catching up on old times.....We then went to Steph's cuz Tawni and Steph were watching the lion king...I slept towards the end though.... Today not much, tried on my clothes...looks sick...nice but not too nice. I then picked up Jason to get the coursages.....My parents right now are picking up my cell phone....my plan for today is Ill probably call Tawni and depending on how busy things are I wanna see if she likes what i'm wearing since I may not see her at the dance. Then I pick up Vicky and then go back to my house to take pictures....Jason will do the same and then pick me up, then Adam, then Emily.....and were off to Bobby Mcgee's. Then to the dance, then to get ice cream, then to party, then to ????......So I'll inform ya on how the nite goes...

A Day To Reflect

Song Of The Day - Avant - Read Your Mind
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- This is a day that I also remember pretty clearly. I was in HCT and I was laying on the bed. Tawni laid down next to me and started talking about what my blog was about. I told her that it was because my blog was about how it was about this girl that I ended up really liking but I didn't know what to do with that feeling. She asked me how come I couldn't tell her and then she asked if it was her. I remember it felt like time stood still for what seemed like forever. So many things came into my mind about what to say but I remember stuttering and not saying anything coherently. She noticed it and told me that I didn't have to tell her if I didn't want to. Yeah I still remember that day pretty clearly.....


Today was a good day.....1st period we watched little giants and we have to write a movie review....2nd period we had to present our city....Tawni and Steph look like they are gonna go with us to Las Vegas which is gonna be really cool....hopefully things between Vicky and me will be good enough and I can invite her.... 3rd period I finally got a good stop action shot..I'm happy...after class Vicky came up to me and we talked about Heiner and about after homecoming...she was cool about going to the ice cream place and then afterwards were going to go to some party over by marshall ranch....fifth period I hate calculus it's so hard right now....afterschool I decided to take a nap. I then got Steph's message and came down to Cousins and hung out with her for a while....Kevin hooked me up again...I then went to Jamba Juice and got one for Steph. I missed the free one by 48 minutes but the guy hooked me up by giving it to me half off....Then I went home and watched Friends and now it leads me to now.....

Random Things....

After reading today's this day in history it made me kinda think about a lot of stuff. I regret that day yet I don't....I regret it because it always makes me think what if I would have said something, maybe things would have been different between Tawni and me. But at the same time I don't regret it because things may not have worked out between us and we may not have been as good of friends as we are now. Also deep down maybe Paul is a better suit for her than I would have been.....but I'm really happy with where I am now (maybe not last year but that's in the past).....

I've also come to the realization that I shouldn't expect things to be as open between Vicky and me like it is with Tawni and me.......If it happens it happens but I shouldn't expect it to be like that, I don't know if things are as open with Tawni and Paul than Tawni and me....

Cross Country

Well it turned out to be a really really good afternoon. I went to the cross country meet and sat next to Jason's mom and Jason Botcher. I saw Vicky run and she did good. Jason's mom wanted me to talk to Vicky's mom but I would have felt a bit awkward. After her run Vicky went up to say hi and stuff....yeah it made my day.....Jason's mom was talking about Prom last year and how it was a big mistake going with Amber. I was trying to defend Amber by saying she's a different person than she was during prom but Jason's mom still remembers the coldness from prom.....heh.....anyways after that was Jason's run and we watched him run. Mr. Heiner was giving me crap about how I'm going to homecoming with Vicky and cute girls call me and how I don't deserve it cuz I act like a screwball...hahaha funny Heiner....Anyways Amber did call and I had to relay messages from her to Mr. White....after that I went to Cousins and talked to Steph and Vicky.....the plan is that after the dance Steph, Jason, Vicky, and me will go to this nice ice cream parlor then go hang out and eat it at the park so that we could get some good talk time......heh i'm really giddy as I write this.....but anyways I stayed their for a little bit but couldn't help out cuz Kevin doesn't want me back there unless he's there.....so anyways Jason called so I went over to his house and we went to go get Vicky's coursage....Jason was lucky that he didn't have the lady that was really pushy and whatnot....anyways we went back to his house and had a mini one on one talk.....it was just about college and stuff...and where we wanted to live.....Now I'm home just chilling...I picked up my mom.....

Random Things....

Yeah I'm really giddy, Steph has been a big help in the process but if it's gonna happen, it'll all be on me......

I seem to have everyone's consent and agreement that I'm making the right choice.......

Magma City

Song Of The Day- Boyz II Men - It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday
Currently Feeling- Bad Mood
This Day In History- 2 days w/o listening to slow jamz. I had to sqeeze a dog's bladder, during this time I only had 4 slow jamz.....

Well last nite I went to Cousins. Paul was working with Tawni so I was not completely openly talking. My mom called and asked me to drop off my cousin at GCC. So I did that then I drove back to Cousins to talk for a couple. I then drove to get Vicky's Coursage....It looks pretty sick, I gotta pick it up Sat.....I ended up sleeping at 9:30....

Today I felt in a bad mood although I really had no reason to. 1st period I drew a political cartoon and I was happy at the results.....2nd period we worked on our countries.....Adam's group is called Magma city where a bunch of bald teethless unisex people live in a volcano....Oh yeah all filipino's are named James, Whites are Frank, Mexican are Tawni, Korean is Adam, and blacks are Khalid.....oh and they lay eggs to produce therefore asexual....lol that kid is weird and yeah Tawni gave me this quiz, pretty acurate...3rd period I was trying to print a picture but my thing was being gay......5th period was gay...I hate calculus, every problem takes up a whole page....Today I'm gonna go to the cross country thing, go to Cousins, and maybe go with Jason to get his coursage.....

Random Things.....

The quiz that Tawni gave me said that Vicky and I were twin souls......heh but if that's true then I also really love Jason, which could be true in a non homosexual way....also Frank would think sex is disgusting.....

I have also gained a little worry...This would be chalked up due to overthinking but assuming that we end up together (it's assuming a lot) but chances are really good that Vicky could end up going to Cali for college.....yeah so you know what I'm thinking...I just thought about it a little yesterday although I'm more concerned about getting to know her and actually hooking up first....

Bobby McGee's It Is

Song Of The Day- Boyz II Men - One Sweet Day
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- I decided to stop listening to slow jamz because it was making me feel sad.....

Well I felt a little bad last nite cuz I was kinda angry at Tawni becuz she didn't call this weekend and when I tried to call it would just ring but she had her reasons. I talked to her for a while, I returned the movies, then I ended up at the thinking spot. Not necessarily to think but rather just to admire the darkened sky. I only stayed for a few then I went home and slept. This morning we finished gulliver's travel and Frank, Tawni, and me have to come up with a country and it's weirdness (like Gulliver's Travel for whoever has read it). I also talked to Vicky and it's pretty much decided that were gonna go to Bobby Mcgee's because it would be more personal and I wouldn't have to compete against 12 over voices....plus as everyone knows I'm not the loudest in groups that i'm not extremely used to. In math Moses all of a sudden talks about the schoolscum site that immediately caught my attention. Jason knew that Moses had my attention and had this smile on his face. So I told Moses that that site was full of shit and stuff like that. Then that led to a disscussion between Moses, Jason, and me about whether or not I'm really over her. That led to why do I go to Cousins so much for so long.....heh yeah......Afterschool I went to the Dr. and I've lost another 10 lbs.....I then wrote my thing for my group gulliver's project then picked up my sis from Minds eye. I saw Vicky and waved......Now I dunno if I'm gonna get the coursage with Jason or go to Cousins right now...

Homecoming Clothes

Currently Feeling- Good But A Little Angry About Something
This Day In History- I was talking about breaking out of my romantic change....hmmm I dunno if I ever did...I guess you could say I have now but it's more like a half and half...not purely romantic mood...

Yeah so today you could say was a good day. I have no homework except for math. 2nd period we watched gulliver's travel....yeah Steph was talking about how she is happy ever since she met Jason....awwww...it really is so cool that the two of them got together.....Steph your the coolest!!! Anyways after school I math tutored with Amber. I feel bad cuz Amber really has changed from last year for the better but her boyfriend is a complete asshole and I told her that but it's something that she'll have to do herself. I dunno I really hope she dumps him cuz she can do a lot better. I then went to the mall to get my homecoming dress. I saw David and Franky there gettin clothes too. I saw Leah working at the mall carts and talked to her for a little bit. She's going with someone from her elementary school....yeah she also helped me pick out a tie.

Random Things.....

Hmmmm Bucca De Beppo or Bobby McGee's.......A lot of peeps are going to BDB but Steph/Jason are going to BMG....hmmm I'll let her pick but I'd pick BMG's.....

Blogging Seems Weird

Song Of The Day- Yellowcard - One Year, This Month
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- 16th - I came to the conclusion that to me, I wouldn't risk friendship with Tawni. 17th - The inside Moose joke was born. 18th - We went to Jullian's which was a cool looking place, then we watched the transporter, yeah what a gay movie. 19th - I really wanted to see Sweet Home Alabama that weekend but my friends kept calling and I didn't want to tell them that I was watching it.

Sorry about the lack of updates I just haven't had the time. Anyways I'll give ya a short recap of everything that has happened if I can remember...

Thurs
- I called Vicky and set up to go to the state fair on Sat. I felt bad but at the same time good cuz she was going to bring her friend who she hasn't seen in a while. Bad because I didn't want to interfere in her plans already. Good because she still wanted to hang out with me even with her friend.

Fri
- Took midterm in photo and math. Math was a bitch. I hung out at Adam's then we went to Cousins and met up with Jason. We were trying to patch things up with Jason because he was pissed at us. So we went to office max then went to Jason's house. Adam and me played Baseball and catch out in front of Jason's house, it was actually really fun. We then went inside and shot pool and talked to Steph when she got there. She had to talk to me about Vicky......Adam and me decided to give them some alone time. So we went to Adam's house and we had a one on one. It could really be split up into 2 parts. We talked about the future, and like how everyone seemed to have a set future except for Adam who wasn't sure where he was going yet. We then talked about the immediate future. We came to the consencious that I should ask out Vicky if all goes well because I really like her. Adam brought up how happy Jason is ever since he has gone out with Jason. We talked about how Adam should put something out there and we both agreed we shouldn't have been so shy in fresh and soph year.

Sat
- Sat morning i went to Thunderbird mountain park and hiked about 3-4 miles. I took the hard path though and I was tired and now I'm really sore. It took about two hours but there was this one hot girl there.....afterwards I was waiting for Tawni to call cuz I was gonna take some pictures of her but she didn't. So I took a little nap. I hung out with Adam, Jason, and Frank to go look for cell phones. We then went back to adam's house to watch the animatrix. It is really weird, maybe if i watched it twice then I would get it. I went home took a little nap. Vicky called and confirmed plans for tonite. I went back to Adam's house and called Mike. He wasn't working so I called back Vicky and if she wanted to go hang out and watch Kill Bill. She said she would but would have to call her friend. So Adam and me went to Dusty's house. we went back and got movie times and I left to my house. I went to Steph's house and hung out while Steph got ready. Her dress looks really nice I must admit. After about 15 minutes we picked up Vicky. Her friend ended up coming which I felt bad about but also good about for the same reasons as before. We picked up Jason and went to the movie.....Movie was really bloody but it was good, not 5 stars good though. I dropped off Jason and Steph at her house, then I dropped off Vicky. I apologized about her friend but she said it was cool, I then told her that if wanted to go anytime this week to the state fair to let me know and I'd take her......

Sun
- Well it's 10:39, Tawni was supposed to call to go to the cut-a-thon but she hasn't and that window of time has closed. I'm gonna go eat out with family then I have to go to the funeral of our first patient, Robby. I dunno it's kinda sad because he's lived with us for abotu 4 years +.......The plans for tonite after that is ???????

Random Things.....

I'm gonna try to get back to bloggin on a regular basis but I just don't feel the urge to anymore. ...

Hmmmm I dunno what happenned to Tawni this weekend but I guess she had plans or whatever....

Yeah things are going good with Vicky and me. I'm taking it slow, I'm waiting for the right moment.....

Yeah i have really great friends in Steph and Adam. Steph really didn't want to go to the fair or the movie but did so for me so thanx. I owe you one anything, anytime......Adam didn't want to go to the state fair either but would have done so so that Vicky's friend wouldn't be the 5th wheel. He was also about to go to the movie even though he's on a tight budget but didn't have to anymore since Vicky's friend didn't have to go.....He said he would because were tight and I'd do the same for him...

Headache

Song Of The Day- Yellowcard - Back Home
Currently Feeling- OK
This Day In History- I bought Beauty and The Beast. Played Live with Adam. I let Tawni read parts of my blog but not all (just the parts that involved her. lol I told her about my biological cloud dust dream....hahaha....Frank got his truck....I was glad all the homecoming stuff was over....

Well yesterday I took a nap while waiting for Tawni to call but she never did. So I went to Cousins and they were really busy so I helped them close....

today nothing special, I got this massive headache, I'm done with Hamlet in english, no homework, and midterms next week.....

Random Things....

I dunno it's weird I no longer have the urge to blog as much anymore. I dunno if I could corilate it with my transition. It's just that back in the day I had something I looked forward to and now I'm just kinda here....it's a double edged sword type thing....

Oh yeah to straighten out some peoples thought's. Right now i'm feeling quite normal. Right now with Vicky, I'm just trying to get to know her because I guess that's is what'll trigger my feeling.

Fall Break's Over

Song Of The Day- Yellowcard - Only One
Currently Feeling- Overthinking
This Day In History- 9th - I had to carpool with Tawni, Nat, Becky, and Elizabeth.....hmmm funny memory...10th- More homecoming talk and I went to Party City to visit Nat and to buy a michael myers mask.....11th- I went to the game with Amber, Tawni, and Paul feeling like shit..so I ended up driving for a really long time.....12th- I was contemplating about how Tawni felt about me....13th- Homecoming was today, I had to interrupt Jason to find out where Desert Ridge was....

Well i haven't updated since Weds and I've actually been quite busy and when I haven't been busy, I just haven't felt like blogging....I guess it comes with the transition. Oh well I'll get to that....well let's start with Weds.....

Weds
I hung out at Cousins.....I hung out with Jason for a while then I hung out with Adam and Frank and Co.....we ended up at Frank's house playing Soul Caliber for about 75 games...

Thurs
Vicky and Heidi picked me up to go to the cheesecake factory...pretty good but kinda expensive, Vicky almost got me killed by an 18 wheeler.... After that I chose to just hang out at home

Fri
Not too much since Jason was gone and everyone had SAT's..... I went to Cousins, then I rented a movie. I saw Nicole and talked to her for a while at the movie store....yeah she kinda has an annoying voice and at times acts ditzy but she is a really cool person when you get past all that...

Sat
I ate lunch with the guys at Fudruckers, then we went to Frank's to watch Better Luck Tomorrow... I then went to the Infiniti dealership to pick out my car....it'll be $34,000-$39,000.....It's really nice and fast....It's not as fast as an EVO or STI but it looks better and personality wise suits me....Then my dad tells me were leaving to Cali that nite so i called up everyone and told them....We left at 9 and I had to drive.....

Sun
Hung out with barbie and Tiano.....funs time, I've never been schooled at Madden like I was in Cali....We watched Sweet november....so sweet it really is a great movie although Keano Reeves can't act...We then watched school of Rock again.....

Mon
We said our goodbyes....Tiano left me with something to think about which is the reason for the overthinking.....We went to the clinic and Scarlet was there and I talked to her for a while and caught up......Now I'm home

Random Things....

The reason for my sudden leave to Cali was that my parents bought a 15-30 acre avocado plantation and they wanted to check up on it.......

According to my parents I'll get my car in the 1st week of November.....yeah hopefully......

I talked to my sis before i left to Cali...I guess no one knew what I meant by transition.....well for about a year more or less I developed these feelings for Tawni that I had to put in the back in my mind because it wasn't appropriate....well it's that I believe that those feelings are gone....although not everyone agrees believes what I say.....

Yellowcard- Only one is a really good song and makes you want to sing out what you are feeling to that special someone.....heh isn't that right Tiano......

Fall Break

Currently Feeling- OK
This Day In History- I was contemplating the theory of asking someone to homecoming as quick as possible.

Well I'm in the library again sitting next to Frank, Tawni, and Adam. Yeah we had to do this hamlet essay. Yeah it's pretty gay. Adam is acting like a big dork.........

Making Amends

Song Of The Day- Avant - Read Your Mind
Currently Feeling- Decent
This Day In History- Hmm well I thought something was wrong with Tawni. Also Jason continued his plan to try to hook me up on a date with Leah.

Ok so last nite not so much happened. I talked to Tawni off and on but our phones kept screwing up. I watched the Bucs game and that game was some BS.....

Anyways today was pretty alright. 1st period I did my article. 2nd period we did some poetry thing. 3rd period developed some film.. oh yeah Maroona had a really nice perfume on and i couldn't help but compliment her. Heh yeah I guess that'll be my downfall, I'm going to fall for someone who smells really good whether or not she's nice... Lunch this kid in the Mexican lines was pissing me off. He was just so damn loud and annoying. Then he said I smelled like pot??? hmm the funny thing was that he smelt like shit but once again I'm not one for confronting someone unless I've hit an anger limit. 5th period we just did the same old lesson. Afterschool I did some homework. I then picked up Frank and we went to Cousins and we helped out Steph and Emily for a bit. We then went to Circuit City so Frank could buy his game. we went to BK to get a gold Crown hat and then we put it in Steph's car cuz it's for Emily's B-day. We then went to Costcutters to get my haircut then I dropped off Frank....

Random Things....

Yeah so I guess The AP Bio crew plus Paul are going to the cheesecake factory...still not sure if I'm gonna go, gotta call Vicky to see if she wants to go..

It really sucks that I don't see Vicky a lot at school. When I do I talk to her but that's pretty rare.

"Making Amends" has to do with me trying to atone for my past mistakes with Jenn....yeah today was really the first day I really talked to her...I dunno it felt good although it did make me remember about the paper flower.....now I'm sad...

The Full Transition is Complete

Song Of The Day- Baby Bash - Suga Suga
Currently Feeling- OK
This Day In History- None

Well last nite I didn't really do anything. I went to Cousins and helped Tawni close and talked to her about the whole thing with Ian. I went home and tried to call Vicky to no avail. I made a new Rap/R&B cd, it's pretty bomb.

Today not much happened. 1st period I finished my article, 2nd period we worked on our essay. I had to sit next to Adam cuz Tawni wasn't at school so I didn't get much done. 3rd period I did some work. After 3rd period I was trying to talk to Vicky but Hubey was hanging around but I did get a chance to talk. Maybe it's just me but I thought she looked really cute today. Anyways Jason Botcher won the pot of $55 in the fantasy pool. In math, Ms. Hamm had to pay up cuz she lost the bet that the Lincoln Aviator is being discontinued. Hmm I dunno but I seem to know alot about car specs and stuff lately. Afterschool I math tutored but they had an easy lesson so I didn't have to stay long. I picked up Barbie and now I'm home.

No plan for today.....

Random Things....

Today I felt really inspired to talk to Vicky...heh yeah she looked really cute today. Yeah the plan is on Sat. nite to go with Jason and Steph to the AZ State Fair.

Today was the complete transition, actually it was more of last nite.....

The New Crew

Song Of The Day- YoungBloodz - Damn
Currently Feeling- Not So Good
This Day In History- I was seriously doubting asking Leah to homecoming. Jason wanted me to ask her so we could double date but I knew that if I asked her I don't know if I would have fun

Well yesterday for lunch I hung out with Jason, Frank, Jason B. and Joel. It's the new crew minus Adam. Adam's really excited about the expansion...heh....Anyways we met up at Joel's and then I drove to Claim Jumpers for my newspaper review. Our food order wasn't even taken for twenty minutes so Jason and me complained. Finally we got our food ordered. There was this really hot hostess who we kept checking out. Anyways our waiter was being all nice trying to make up and try to talk like we were his friend. It was kinda sad. He hooked us up with cake. Afterwards I asked the hostess for the menu and I talked to her for a bit. She graduated last year from Moon Valley and we were talking about some people she knew from Cactus. Afterwards we went to Jason's house and shot pool and hung out. We were about to go back to Claim jumpers so Frank could try and get the hostess number but he had to go to work. So we all went our separate ways. I took a 30 minute nap then decided to go to church. Afterwards Adam called and he picked me up and we went to Jason's to hang out. Frank got off work early so the plan was to go see House of Rock. Jason ended up not going cuz he had to go riding tomorrow morning. Anyways we picked up Joel, Jason B, and Frank and we watched the movie....Jack Black is one funny mofo...,.the movie is pretty good and they didn't go for all the cheap gags.......

The plans for today is ?????? I don't have any so probably just chill at home.......

Random Things......

Regarding the situation early this week I've chosen not to think about it.

Crucified By My Decision

Currently Feeling- Like Shit
This Day In History- Oct 2nd - I found out that Tawni was going to homecoming with Paul and Jason was going to homecoming with Lesly. Oct 3rd - Took my math placement test and passed, Tawni wanted me to go to homecoming.

Well a lot has happened in the past couple days. I don't want to write about it write now (Chris if ya want to know take another path). Let's just say that I made a mistake and I feel like people are crucifying me for the mistake, most noticibly my friends. I dunno I feel like shit right now.....

Well trying to get past all of that, last nite I hung out with Adam for a while. We went to the game but it was packed so we went to Dusty's then to El Pollo Loco then we went to the dollar theater and we played a bunch of old arcade games. We watched LXG then we went to Jason's house and he got his pool table. Frank and Steph were there and we all talked.

I dunno what I'm gonna do tonite

Balanced To Average

Song Of The Day- Yellowcard - Empty Apartment
Currently Feeling- OK
This Day In History- Nothing Today although I know what's gonna happen tomorrow.....

OK well last niite I took a monster nap from 3:30 til 8:30. I then went and got some food at In-N-Out...there's nothing like a protein style burger. Afterwards I went to Adam's to play Madden. I beat him again....I then went home and memorized my lines. Tawni called and we talked for a little bit but her phone died.

Today was alright, hmmm actually it was pretty bad. Anyways I froze up when I did my Hamlet lines so I got screwed........yeah I got a B on my calc test and I was shooting for an A so damn. Anyways I don't know my plans for tonite, I'm gonna go to Cousins and that can always vary how long I stay. I think my sis is coming home tonite. Umm if I don't stay at Cousins long then I'll probably go watch Smallville and Angel....hmmm kinda sad....

Random Things....

I don't know if I ever mentioned this but we started a football pool at school and it looks like we'll have a steady pool at $50 and higher....I would have won week one but I dropped out.....

I haven't seen Vicky all week......this really sucks cuz I rarely see her in school. And I'm not really good friends with her friends, so I'm finding this extremely difficult to build something.....

All good things eventually fall and my mood has fallen from it's high....right now I'm average......

My uncle bought this karoke system thing where you sing and it rates your singing...yeah I haven't had the opportunity to try it cuz I haven't been alone in the house but soon I will.....hmm don't know if I have my singing voice anymore...