Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Broken Arrow

Song Of The Day- Nada Surf - Inside of Love
Currently Feeling- Pretty Good
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I emailed Mr. Ashby in the attempt for advice. The northstar concert was also playing although i didn't go. We had a BBQ at Adam's and watched Disney's "The Kid". 2yrs ago - I just played Final Fantasy X haha......1yr ago- Went to lunch at In-N-Out with John, Joel, and Adam.

Well it's been more than a week since my last update and a reason for that is i've been busy of sorts. On one hand this week has been sucky in terms of summer school cuz i had two tests and a crapload of homework that i procrastinated on. Second is that I've been playing telephone of sorts with Adam and Tawni. Top that off with me going to Phx and doing the family thing, and it all equals craziness.

Oddly enough, I'm having an extremely hard time trying to remember what i did last week. Probably cuz i didn't do much of anything. Just sort of chilled in my hermit like stage. On Fri i went to volunteering but the person didn't show up so i left and i went to Phx with the purpose of buying my phone. As i mentioned earlier, this is my latest technological jewel. I got it for 250 and although it's a little thick, it has all the gizmos that makes make heart pitter patter. So i met the guy at AZ Mills and then when i went back home i took my mom and sister to activate it. I gave my old phone to my sister and i must say that i'm going to miss it. After that i got tricked into going to costco but I called Moses and coincidentally him and Alex were heading over there to eat, so i met them up and talked to them for a bit. After that i went home and was running thru all my phones functions. Let me say this....the learning curve is ridiculously steep. I still need a bluetooth headset and a screen protector. I can also say goodbye to texting while driving although i was thinking about this the other day, what if i got voice-recognition software that types as i talk............Anyways from there i just did that for awhile and then I drove over to Macaroni Grill for Katie Harris' b-day. At first i thought it was going to be this massive thing but then I saw it was just Katie and Natalie. We sat down and were soon joined by Beth, Tom, Kristen. We ate and talked for a couple hours before i went my separate ways and just sort of chilled for the rest of the night.

Sat i just chilled during the afternoon then my sister and me went to Fort Mcdowell's Casino for the Rage in the Cage event. My dad got us red tickets and also free passes to the buffet. We didn't make it in time to go to the buffet before the event so we went straight to the cage. It turned out the red tickets meant VIP and we got second row seats. It was pretty sick and fun. Afterwards we ate at this restaurant inside the casino and then crashed. When we woke up we ate at the buffet and it was real good eats. We then went back to the house and then i went to Adam's and we went to the mall so adam could get some sandals. After that we drove back to his house and i soon left back to Tucson. When i got back Tom called me and wanted me to
go on a double date with these two older, well off, asian girls but alas i was already in Tucson.

Mon i had my test and it was a joke and a half. We also got a take home test due Weds. So i went home and then i ended up going to the House and hung out with Tawni since she didn't have to work. We got ice cream and then we went to the pet store to look at the dogs.....I really want an english bulldog btw. Anyways after that we went back to my place and we d/l'ed music and made cd's and then watched some HIMYM. Adam then joined us and we went to Nico's and then i went back to do some homework for an hour before crashing out.

Tuesday was an interesting day to say the least. I went to school and then i ended up hanging out with Tawni cuz Adam was busy. I chilled at her place for awhile, then we went to the Scenic point by our places for a little bit where we were doing talking before heading back for some sonic and then we came back and watched tv. Paul then camee back and we continued to watch tv then i went home and crashed. (More on this details of it all later).

Today i did the rest of my homework (last second) and then went to school. Now i'm back and just chilling......

Random Things.....

- The whole thing with Tawni and Adam has definately hit a stalling point. I don't remember if i wrote it in here but i had a conversation with both of them saying that you guys can look at it one of two ways......logically or illogically. Obviously they chose illogically but now all the variables that surrounded this relationship seem to all hit right now. This partially explains the title of my post today "Broken arrow". I'm sure i don't have to spell out the meaning of it but honestly coming into i have no idea if this'll work out or not. As of now i still don't know because the differences and problems that surround this relationship is great.

- Another thing related to this is my increased role in this relationship. I feel like i've become a crutch so to speak. It's not ideal and not always the funnest thing for me, but i've done it and i've slowly try to separate myself from it. With the new problems surfacing i've had to jump in a little further. On a side note though, it has been nice hanging out with Tawni again (kinda feels like the old days), i just wish we hung out under better circumstances (with her being all sad). Anyways with her only being here for 6 more months I think the deadline has started to hit me.

- It also interesting to note i don't think i've hung out with any of the girls since they came over to my apartment to watch Munich. I haven't even seen Me'shell for almost 2-3 weeks i'm guessing. I dunno it's been an odd couple weeks with all my normal time schedules being thrown off.

- I do have more to blog but not all of it is appropriate here and also because i need to take a writing break. So hopefully i continue later.

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