Hating the ------- Zone

Song Of The Day- House of Pain - Jump Around
Currently Feeling- Risky
Picture of the Day - Picture of me just being my hot self












Well once again i'm in Phoenix on a very random decision. The rationale behind it this time was because i was getting uber bored and i figured i could do something in Phx. But before i get to that i'll update on the past couple days.

Weds
In preparation for my new receiver, I decided to straighten up my room and set everything up. I moved my drawers into the closet but unfortunately it was too wide for me to use it. Along the way, Tawni and me went to Applebees to grab some lunch/dinner and then we went back to my place and listened to the slow jams while she helped me clean my room. It was a very good thing that she was there because my stuff was dusty like a mug (literally too, the mugs in my room were dusty as hell). Anyways it was looking mighty nice, I took Tawni home and then basked in my clean, organized room.

Thus
I woke up early waiting for the UPS man to show up so i could get my package. I waited and waited until tawni IMed me to see if i wanted to go out to eat. So this time we went to BJ's and i had the bomb cesear salad. Afterwards we had Pazookie and then we hit up the banks before i dropped her off. When i got home, my box was there. I ran into my room and quickly undid the tape. I then saw it, but there was also a very big dent on it. So I plugged it in, and to my horror......nothing........I was so distraught, Tawni called me telling me her internet was working but i barely noticed. After i figured out it was a lost cause for the moment, i went over to Tawni's and tried to try my hand at fixing the internet. However after looking at it, I figured it was something with Cox and nothing i could do to fix it without their help. So after that Tawni took a mini nap while i played fight night for a bit. After a little bit, Tawni looked KO'ed so i left back to my apt. From there i picked up J-Bot because we were having a hangout night since we haven't really hung out with J-Bot for awhile. We went over to the girls apt then Sarah, Me'shell, J-Bot, Little Steph, Craig, and me went to On the Border for dinner. Food was pretty good but around dinner time i wasn't feeling very good. I felt very hot under the collar, and developed a pretty sizable headache. We went back to the girls apt and Me'shell was reading us the Ads section and some of the Freaky-Deaky people that live in Tucson. I stayed for a little bit but left cuz i wasn't feeling good. I drove home, which turned out to be harder than i thought, I took some benedryll, and KO'ed.

Fri
I woke up and played some Dragon Quest. From there i really just hung out in my room. I installed my old receiver because i wanted to listen to things in surround. I watched Kung Fu Hustle finally and it was hilarious! It was really funny for me because i'm used to my dad watching those Asian kung fu movies so it really hit home for me. After that i listened to music and chatted on AIM. Clarice-Meh-Bob is back in the states and the original plan was to go to dinner at Takamatsu but we ended up going to Phx. From there her, Randal, Jase, Steph, and me went to Applebees. It was a fun time with Jase and Steph digging into me about my girl situation. It was fun though, always dig hanging out with the Mase as he always knows the right buttons to press haha......

Tomorrow my plan is to go to Mesa to try to fix the receiver, then either hang out with my old bro Ian, or go to the mall and hit on random girls with Jase.

Random Things....

- I really hope Ian gets my message and were able to hang out tomorrow. It's kinda weird because we haven't hung out consistantly since Summer sophmore year of high school but he's always been my bro and I still believe if i were to call him up needing his help, he'd be there and I know if he called me, it would be the same.

- I also hope i get a chance to go to the mall with the Mase. Reason being is because i am feeling quite risky and talking to random girls would quench the riskyness. At this point i don't think i would care if i get rejected (hopefully i don't strike out completely though, never good for ones psyche). I know i'd probably do stuff too, cuz Jase has always known how to get me to do stupid things.

- Man, I've talked to tawni about this, and tonight i also talked to Jase and Steph about it and I really wish i could do something about it, but i think it's for the best not to do anything. For the moment, i'm not feeling good about the decision, but i feel like its the right decision because I think i know the results if i went with the other decision......ho hum ho hum indeed but at least the school year is starting, and thus more opportunities........O ya for those who know what i'm talking about, you guys think i'm making the right decison right? No need to answer it here, just let me know.......O ya and that is what the title is referring to.

The Trip From Cali (Updated)

Song Of The Day- Journey - Don't Stop Believing Currently Feeling- Good
Picture of The Day - (Top Picture) - Deeds, Me'shell, and me taking a group picture at the beach.
(Bottom Picture) - Me recreating a scene from the little mermaid haha

Well got back from Cali a couple days ago, i was a little doubtful at first but it was a really fun time. But alas let me start from Thurs (i don't remember what i wanted to write for my last post, i know i had more to write but oh well)



Thursday
Pretty much just hung out with Adam and J-bot, then watched Pirates of the Carribean. Good movie, a little too long. After that, j-bot and me drove back to Tucson and then i just got ready to go to cali and crashed out.

Friday
Lol well i woke up and made sure i had everything. I got packed early and the plan was for me to go over to Deeds apt around 11:45 so we can be ready so when Sarah gets off work we can leave....sounds simple enough but that was not the case. It turns out that i gave my uncle the wrong keys, which essentially means that I gave him the acura keys that had the keys to my apt to it. So I had to leave before J-bot went to work. So i thought "no big deal, i'll just go hangout at the house"......nope couldn't do that either because the key was with the acura keys as well, and i left the garage opener in the Acura as well. So instead i went to Alby's and got some starbucks and headed over to Deeds apt. From there i stole someone's Wifi and was sweating it up while looking up stuff online. It wasn't too long though until Deeds and Adam showed up. They put there stuff in the car and we just kinda hung out in her room for a bit. It was there that we still didn't know what we were going to do in Cali. So i looked up info for the comedy club and then i think we made a decision to go to that, that night. We also decided to nix Seaworld because it was too expensive. Anywho Sarah showed up and we took off to Subway before we left to SD. Lol ahhh the drive, it started out simple enough, i mean the I8 in Arizona is pretty much a straight line so i occupied myself by randomly switching lanes and singing along to music. It seemed Yung Joc - It's going down was in everyone's head so we decided to try to get something else stuck in our heads.....and thus is how we got our cars theme song- Journey - Don't Start Believin. Lol there is also some backstory to this song which led to this being the cars theme song. Back at Michelle's b-day party this song started playing and jokingly i made reference that the song was about Aditi and Adam.......in particular the opening verse....

Just a small town girl (Deeds)
living in a lonely world
She took the midnight train going anywhere

Just a city boy (Adam)
born and raised in south Detroit (actually Nogalas for him haha)
He took the midnight train going anywhere

Anyways when it played in the car, it overtook young joc as the song in everyone's head. Honorable mentions include Beach Boys - Wouldn't it be nice (I'll explain this one later), and Ah Ha - Take on me. ....So ya the AZ portion of the trip was pretty standard as it was just a straight line and we just listened to music and did puzzles. We stopped in Yuma and got food at Burger King. Adam and me were looking at the immense Quad Burger but i opted for the triple instead (bad idea very greasy). Deeds was going to play in the ballroom because it was supposedly the biggest in AZ but when we went inside it smelled like "dirty baby". So we ate and then we tried to get gas but it took forever (the 1st of 5 delays). So we finally got gas and passed the border......but not quite that easily.......When we got to the inspection station i rolled down my window but he started tapping the back window. I took this as we can go but he told me to stop. He then asked me to roll down the back window and asked Adam for his nationality lol. He also asked Deeds but we think it was more because the guy didn't want to single out adam lol.....anyways that was the 2nd of 5 delays. Now something i forgot to mention earlier.....Back when we were in Yuma, Deeds was generous enough to buy me water. However since i am known for drinking mass amounts of water at one time, she got me a 1 gallon bottle of water. Ok now with me, if water is available i will drink it and i proceeded to chug about half the bottle in a very short amount of time. Now in Cali, we were on the mountains and i had to piss soooo bad so stopped at the rest stop so i could pee like a race horse. Thus is the 3rd of 5 delays which we call the "water incident". Anyways while on this break, Adam was trying to leap frog over deeds...haha.......Anyways we left and proceeded to get stuck in traffic on the mountain. I guess it was a really good thing i took a piss break. Anyways we thought it was an accident but it turned out to once again border patrol (4 out of 5). This time luckily we weren't stopped and we happily sped off when we could. From there it was smooth driving until we got to the 805. Now according to Mapquest, it listed our next exit to be I5 North but then it labeled it as heading towards Chula Vista......so when the split in the freeway occured we ended up going to Chula Vista which was the I5 south and essentially was the final delay of the trip. We finally made it to the hotel and started getting unpacked a bit. The other car was already there (katie, Amy, Me'shell, and Garret). I definately was awestruck at something lol but don't care to go to detail haha. Anyways when we got outside we definately had a predicament in our hands. Earlier we tried to call the other car to see if they could call the theatre to reserve tickets but they never found it. So we thought that we would just go there and buy tickets while the other car thought that the theatre plans were cancelled. So we stood outside of motel 6 with two different plans. 1) going to the comedy club and 2) go to downtown to have dinner with Amy's brothers old roommate, Mike........so after a bit of debating, we decided to go watch the comedy show. Parking was a bitch but we found a handicap parking on the mountain (in the volvo, there is a handicap permit haha)......anyways we got there and got tickets. I ended up sitting next to Me'shell and Katie....lol i think the funniest part was when this guy who reminds me of Bobby Lee from MadTV, was acting like a snake.....hahhaha....anyways it was a pretty funny show although the first half was definately better than the first....also the crowd gave out some pretty crappy ideas.....but funny nonetheless.....afterwards we were all starving after the show so Adam and me went to the gas station to find out where the closest open restaurant was. It turned out that there was a 24 hour mexican restaurant nearby so we walked there but the food kinda sucked. I was a little worried cuz Me'shell barely touched her food and i remember talking to her and she was saying that she was starving.....anyways we drove back and I decided to sleep on the floor the first nite to be the gentleman.....ya bad move on my part, i barely got any sleep and anytime i fell asleep, i was treated to a very bad dream that definately showed what my subconcious was thinking about.

Saturday
This was our first full day in cali. Sarah woke up all early and got ready crazy early. This was a victory for me as i quickly jumped on the bed and rested for a bit. We then started to get ready for the beach. The girls took forever to get ready, while Adam and me, and i'm sure Garret, only took but a few minutes. We decided to eat Mcdonalds before hitting the beach and i don't think anyone felt good after eating it. I also brought a water bottle of Capt Morgan to mix with my sprite......mmmmm.....Anyways the actually beach was really fun. We took turns going out to water because someone had to watch our stuff. It was funny, i was turned into a sand merman a la Joey from friends. lol i kept cracking though cuz i was breathing and they made my boobs off center haha. Also i don't know who, but something freaking smashed my "package" while i was under the sand....hurt so bad..haha....Anyways after that I went out to water to get the sand off me. Lol Katie, Aditi, Adam, Michelle, and me stated jumping and riding with the waves...haha it was fun......anyways after that i took a nap on the beach while Adam and Deeds went back to the hotel. I soon followed and ended up getting there before them because they got lost. Anyways we spent awhile getting ready for the rest of the day. The next stop on the trip was Seaport Village. Now somewhere along the beach, i messed up my knee and it was hurting like a mug. So walking hurt me bad....anyways we were there for a bit just chilling. We then got uber hungry because no one ate since Mcdonalds. Michelle was getting a bad headache and I was getting really injured plus i was thirsty. Luckily i was able to fix one of those problems as i was able to talk my way into a huge thing of water for free haha....From Seaport, we went to Amy's bro's roommate Mike. When there the girls were all getting dressed while Adam, Garret, Mike, and me were talking. We were getting to know each other and adam and me were sitting on the table when we saw some dvd's on the table. lol apparently some of his friends were staying at his house because they wanted to go to ComicCon, and from the looks of the DVD, they were into that Japanese Anime porn. lol ya pretty weird, there was even a 5 box set of one...haha....anyways we soon took off and went to this nice Italian restaurant in Little Italy. It was really good food and what not. And with that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY! haha Mike was pretty cool but was definately loud haha.....he saw me pull out my phone and called me a CEO haha.....anyways i was pretty much talking to Deeds and Adam during dinner and adam was trying to get me to go to the wedding lol.... Anywho after dinner we walked around SD which was surprisingly really fun despite my gimp knee. We first walked towards the Hyatt to go see the view of SD. Me'shell decided to be my bodyguard and showed me her self defense moves, one of which further hurt my gimp knee haha. Anyways when we got there we were joking about hooking up with the rich geeks who went to ComicCon and were staying at the Hyatt. I was going to use some Pikachu pickup line while Me'shell was going to dress up like one of the girls from the Jap Anime porn haha.......Anyways we rode up the crazy fast Hyatt elevator like 4 times haha. We then got a good view of SD which was cool. After the Hyatt we started walking along the pier. Aditi walked into like this stone minipillar haha......Adam and me also took an awkward picture lol.......We tried to get inside one of the big boats but it was closed. Then Garret and Amy headed off to be alone so we started walking around kinda aimlessly. Somewhere around the Holiday Inn Deeds burped and something came up and back down into a wrong tube so we stopped near Rite Aid (which was closed) and me and my bodyguards Me'shell and Katie went in search of water. There was a bit of a scary moment because right before we went in, there was this really shady guy standing against the wall staring down me and the girls. When we came out he was still there and he was looking more intently. As we were walking I was periodically looking behind us to see if he was going to follow us. I had decided as we were walking my plan if he was following us. I decided that i would give the girls my wallet and keys and tell them to walk ahead while i slow walk and if the guys goes after someone it'll be me and the girls can call the cops or whatever....lol luckily however i didn't have to use that plan. Anyways we chilled there for awhile until we got bored and tired and decided to all fit in the volvo. It was definately a tight squeeze and it was hard for me to drive with very little leg room. We also went the wrong way for a little bit but i had to get gas anyways. Weird enough Amy and Garret got there before we did haha.......When we got back to the hotel we got ready for bed and this time i decided to share the bed with Sarah instead of crashing on the ground. in the middle of the night however i tuned my body and was treated to an elbow in my face....it hurt so bad haha..............

Sunday
We woke up and got packed and what not. Once again Sarah was up and about so very early while this time Adam and me were lagging because we were tired. We got things set and then we checked out. We were heading to Sweet Tomatoes or as it is called in Cali "Soup Plantation". So we ate and just chatted about the trip and what not. We got a discussion going about children and what not and I proclaimed 3 kids, guy-girl-guy, the oldest bro to protect and the youngest bro to report back to me haha.....anyways we got this great idea to put ice cream on top of the warm brownie and it was so bomb. After that we said our goodbyes and then they took the I10 while we took the I8. The trip back wasn't as interesting as we were all a bit tired. Somewhere along the Cali border we ran into a black volvo s40 that was speeding like a mug so we took turns taking the lead. I then decided to take the 85 to the I10 to go back to Phoenix and then have Michelle pick them up and take them to Tucson. In essense that meant Adam meeting Deedzer's parents haha...When we got there it wasn't too bad although i'm sure i scared Adam a little bit. So i dropped Deeds and adam off there, then dropped Sarah at her house and then i went home for a little bit before deciding to get some chicken. On the way back i saw them all about to take off to Tucson so we said goodbye and i killed my chicken. I was supposed to hang out with Adam that night but i was dead tired.

Overall Impressions of the trip
It really was a fun trip. I was doubtful at first but it turned out fine. There was a bit of a car faction early but after Fri that dissapated. Looking back on it, we didn't have an action packed weekend but the things we did do were fun (but a little painful walking on my knee). I have to admit before going on the trip, i was still a little sore about not going to six flags and i was venting my frustrations at Amy in my head but upon further inspection, it was all probably for the best as Six Flags would take the whole Sat away. I also thought Garret was a really chill person. I didn't really talk to him much on Sat but then we started talking more Sat at the beach and i thought he was a cool guy or whatever. Lol a few times I felt a bit out of place in the room when it was just Adam, Deeds, and me. Lol i tried my best to sleep though the kissy-googly-eyed moments but alas it didn't work haha. Oh ya and i forgot to mention this but every MDX that passed by, i was sure to acknowledge. haha

Random Things.....

- I wrote about being Awestruck about something on Friday....unfortunately as i was writing I remembered something that has been a big detterent to me. If you want to link it to something, it also involves my bad dreams i was having on Fri.

-Speaking of bad dreams, i had a bad one (although this one was like one of those scary ones). In my dream i was still living with J-bot, but we also lived with Sam Reardon(?). Anyways we lived in like this complicated apt that is almost like a maze. Anyways one night it really starts to rain and there are holes all over the wall. Then Pennywise the clown (for those who don't remember he was the clown from Steven King's IT) came and started terrorizing the neighborhood. Then one day my family comes to visit and i was showing them the way out and it led to these stairs but all of a sudden the middle stairs fall out so there is a huge gap. I help my family pass through but then the stairs completely collapse and i'm stuck in the apt complex along with some druggy looking girl, and a priest. The girl ends up being mauled to death by the clown but we start attacking the clown with cereal(?) (i believe it was frutty pebbles). Anyways he retreats back into a room and we are sealing him in using holy water. I start talking smack to it about kicking his ass but then the priest drops the vial into the darkness and starts to try to grab it but i pull him back. Then IT comes out and the cereal is no longer working. From there the druggy girl from earlier who we thought was dead holds onto the clown and pours holy water down his mouth. They both die and we are still stuck there. Finally my dad goes driving through an apt in the MDX and we are saved.

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Song Of The Day- 112- Only You
Currently Feeling- Unsure
This Day In History- 3 years ago - I was in Cali hanging out with my cousins who are more like my brothers.


Well it's been a week since my last update so before i get on with it i'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAWNICITA (12TH), ADAM THE JEW (14TH) AND ME'SHELL (16TH)....i hope you all have had great birthdays..........The past week a lot has happened although it hasn't. I guess you could say it's been more of a mental thing. I'll be honest though, I don't know if i can say a lot here because of censorship. There is a lot i'd like to say right now but i can't because either A) I may offend someone B) I can't say anything because it's not my place to say C) It's my secret (or lack thereof for most people actually) or D) because I just choose not to say it. In any event there is no point talking about censorship so lets not.

Anyways unfortunately the weekday until Friday is a big blur just because of the drinking that went on so I'll just go straight to Friday. Friday was Me'shell's birthday party so J-Bot and me went over there and Me'shell, Deeds, J-Bot, and me took a shot of 151 to start off the night. Unfortunately after the shot, it was only me who continued drinking the 151. Wasn't a good either as I was hammered. I ended up taking 4 shots of 151 and 2 shots of vodka. The night itself was a big blur until 1AM when i was outside having the roomie talk with J-Bot. Let me think if i can recollect..........I made a crapload of calls i didn't know i made.....among them 5 calls to Japan, and 3 calls to Adam...haha....also was my first chance to really use my remote control abilities of my phone and it worked quite flawlessly. hmmmm i also know i said things that i was trying not to say but hopefully it didn't get out to anyone that matters haha.....(I guess it's not that unknown but nonetheless i won't reveal the veil of mystery). Anyways yes that's about it for what i remember. I started remembering when i went outside for some fresh air. I had a good talk with J-Bot and then we went in and Adam, Sarah, Frog boy (Chris), and me started singing Journey songs.....We then started singing a bunch of random songs and i was quite impressed by adam's knowledge of lyrics. Anyways I'll say it again, I'm very glad the whole Deeds-Adam thing finally worked out. They are so very good together and the guys cool as hell. Anyways the party died down and J-Bot and me ended up sleeping in the living room. Me'shell tucked us in goodnight but she did it too well and i started getting hot plus i really had to pee. Unfortunately both their doors were closed and i didn't want to just walk in so i held it. Oh ya so Adam went to sleep in Deeds' room so we started bumping Marvin Gaye's "Lets get it On".....lol very fitting...haha.......I also moved to the couch and i felt 100x more comfortable. haha it was kinda funny, i only had 2 hours of sleep and ended up waking up at 5, so i was just lying there thinking over alot of things in my head. Suddenly Adam comes out of Deeds' room for some water and i see him look in my direction so i say "you leaving?"....lol apparently i scared the crap out of him...haha...Anyways we had to leave at 6 so that J-bot could go to work and i could drive to Phx. We left and i drove to Phx........

When i got to Phoenix, i was originally supposed to go eat wings with Adam but obviously he was still asleep so i KO'ed on my sisters bed until he called. I went over there and then we went and ate wings at Brother's Pizza. After that he went to work, and i went back to sleep. I then woke up and got ready to hang out with Vicky. Now the original plan was to just drink but i forgot that she moved back in with her parents since she's going to go to Peru for a long time. Anyways we decided to go eat dinner, watch the tape we made a long time ago, and go watch Pirates of the Carribean. Plans got altered though and Jase and Steph were going to eat dinner with us and then we were going to watch Pirates. I also decided to call Paul and he joined us for dinner and went with us to the movies. However when we got there it was sold out so we decided to go to blockbuster. It took forever but we finally got something, then went to Cold Stone Creamery because Paul wanted some ice cream. We took some pictures there then went over to Shaun's place to watch "Jesus is Magic: Sarah Silverman".....it was ok it was quite funny at times but i didn't think she was that great. Shaun, Mike, Frank, Shannondorf, and Adam all came over and we just hung out. Paul took a beer bong of Dr. Pepper...haha.....Anyways we just chilled, i had a beer, then we left. Adam drove me home and then i KO'ed.....

Part II later because I just took benedryll and it's hitting me hard now

A much needed blog update is coming...

Bacardi 151 = The Big Reset Button

Song Of The Day- Haha there was a song playing on the radio on my drive back to the apt.....lol perfect timing but i'm not gonna name that song.....lol
Currently Feeling- Good
This Day In History- 3yrs ago - I left to NAU to go visit Tawni. Frank's family got a new suburban so that is where the jokes of him being a spy came into play because he always talked about how his family was broke. Oh we also tried to hook Frank with Samwise......lol....

So yesterday as a very interesting day on many aspects. It started out quite normally, i mean i woke up at the house early because i had to finish my take home test....i really half assed it by the way. Anyways around noon i went back to my apt to take a shower and get ready. From there i went to class and slept through the lecture. I then decided to head back to the house to water the plants and collect the mail. I was pleasantly surprised to see the Dub-R-X there. So i went inside and Paulbert and El Steph was there. Apparently they were paying Paulbert under the table at noodles to work there today. So he was gonna go to work in a few and i was gonna hang out with El Steph. Before he went, we all kinda caught up since i haven't seen them much. They were kinda busting my chops about not calling them but you know me, once i get out of the pattern of hanging out with someone it always becomes harder to hangout. Anyways Paul went to work and then i decided to get drunk so we went to Noodles to eat and then Steph and me came back and i took 3 shots of 151 and then we headed off to the mall. lol it was pretty funny, we were at Old Navy and i was wondering around the store like a fiend. One of Steph's friends and coworkers was cute but unfortunately she had a boyfriend....haha too bad in my drunken state i think i actually would have tried to spit hot fire at her. Anyways after that we went to Victoria's Secret.......lol i was fine going and wasn't awkward at all until steph tried things on leaving me all by myself at the store right when it started getting packed. Anyways we spent forever there so i sat out on the bench and killed my buzz. After that we went back to Noodles and got some cake and talked to Paul a bit. We then went back to the house and i took 3-4 more shots of 151 to regain my buzz. We watched How I met Your Mother and hung out until Paul came back. Steph then drank a little but Paul decided not to. By the time he came back, i was at the apex of my drunkenstate which means i was at my most vocal state. * I started to talk to El Steph about some things then i started hitting up that AIM........I was talking to Tawni and Ms. Deeds online. When i was talking to all of them, I was fully aware of what i was talking to them about the normal inhibitors that stop me from saying some things was on shutdown. Anyways i then kinda chilled and played fight night with paul. He was beating me last night but i was playing with sucky guys. Anyways after that i wanted to go to sleep but they said no, so i crashed on tawni's bed and almost fell down so many times when i tried to roll over.

This morning i woke up and went out to lunch with them at Jason's Deli before they left. I then went home and took a shower. I went to class and actually paid attention today. I got a 75% on my test which seems odd but was a victory for me considering the circumstances. After that i went back and forth between the house and the apt until i KO'ed for 3 hours at the house. I woke up and got some food at Carl's Jr. Lol there is a cute hispanic girl working there....haha...anyways now i'm at home and i'm about to watch that pirates of the carribean.

Random Things....

- So usually when i drink, i say things i shouldn't say or don't normally would say and it's usually a bad thing. But truthfully, i feel good today. Like i talked to Tawni about some things and i talked to Deeds about some things that were kinda in my mind. But i think it was good because i think for me, when i woke up this morning, i think i'm cleared of those things that i talked to them about. I guess you could say "move on" so to speak although i don't want to coin it as such but i can't think of a better word or phrase to use so i'll stick to that for now. Anyways thus is the reason for the title of my post. I just feel like someone rebooted me, and now i'm back to normal (not that i wasn't feeling normal before but i was just thinking more than normal i suppose).

- So the other question is what about the drinking? Well to be fair, some of the thinking i guess you could chalk up to the drinking, but i have points where i do like to drink and i don't like to drink because i usually try to be the responsible one who donates rides when rides are needed. So will i continue to drink.......well Me'shell's bday is on Fri and i already promised i'd get trashed there and then i've been talking to Vicky and we were talking about drinking together on Sat so i think were going to try to make that happen...haha....

- I also got to thank El Steph and Paulbert for kinda motivating me. Unfortnately it's not what they were trying to motivate me to do but rather something more "random".....lol right now i'm deciing if i wanna tag it with a "plan" name but for now i won't....haha

Damn you blogger....no update until 5:30

Are you Gags?

Song Of The Day- Mya Feat. Blackstreet - Take Me There (Rugrats Song)
Currently Feeling- Confused

Well i'm back in Tucson after the weekend. My streak of drinking ends at 5 days. But i'll start my recap on Fri and go from there. It's gonna be quick though becuz i have a test due tomorrow that i haven't started. Anyways Friday, i was planning on leaving to Phx with Me'shell at 1 but we got delayed for a couple reasons. First Me'shells internship took longer than expected. Since it was taking longer than expected, i drove over to the girls apt and Deeds and me drove over round Park Place Mall to look for the Party City. We missed it the first time so we flipped a bitch and turned around. While we were driving, a car pulls next to us and says flames were coming from below the car. So we quickly pulled into a parking lot and jumped out of the car. We looked and didn't see much evidence of fire so i drove the car around the parkinglot to see if i could recreate the flame but had no luck. We then tried to look under the car but then it started raining like a fiend so we decided to just drive back and if there was a fire, the flooded water would put it out. So we wenet back and tried to call Acura but had no luck. Me'shell came back and she got ready while we were trying to figure out what to do with the car. We finally got a hold of service and they said to take it in and they would take a look at the car. Deeds really didn't want to drive the car and Acura said they would pay for the towing if something was wrong that they did, if there was nothing that they did, Deeds would be charged for the towing. Since Deeds was really scared about driving, i volunteered to drive the car while, they followed me. So we got to Acura and there was no sign of anything so we drove back and then soon after Me'shell and me were on our way to Phx. The drive went by real quick with Me'shell except for the fact that my arms were getting numb (probably from the lack of eating). Anyways so i dropped her off and then went home. I chilled for a bit and then my parents took me out to Cattlemans for some bomb steak. We ate and talked for a bit, then we went back to the house and then they went out while i had adam pick me up along with dust and we went to the house that adam was sitting for. They had some rum and vodka and got me my 151. The house was in a nice neighborhood but the house itself was kind of dirty. They had two dogs who we named Nigga D and Charlie Hass. Nigga D was really chill but Charlie Hass was scary....The thing was that we were missing some supplies so i took adam's car and went out to get some supplies. I went to the gas station to put some gas in adam's car to pay him back for the 151 then i got some soda and then headed to wal mart to get some shot glasses. They had no shot glasses but i bought some pork rinds and headed off to Super Walmart. It took me forever to get there because 1) i'm not too familiar with the area, the house was at 75th and bethany home and 2) there were detours everywhere so i was definately put off course. When i finally got there it took me 30 minutes to find the shot glasses, then it took me 30 minutes in line because apparently people like to do grocery shopping at midnight. So i finally got home and proceeded to shoot shots of rum to catch up. We all then chilled and watched tv before we crashed out.

Saturday i woke up and hung out for a bit at he house before heading back home. I went out to lunch with my sister and mom before picking up adam and meeting up with the guy who was going to sell me another one of my pocket phones. After that we went to Adam house and hung out and watched fight movies on the computer while i was trying to do some homework. After that i dropped my car off at the hospital and headed over back to that house. I made some calls and got a poker game started. From there i drank shots of bacardi, lost some poker games, hung out, and apparently made some drunk calls....(not very descriptive but i'm too lazy).

Sunday I woke up and headed back home. I took a shower and went to church. I ended up going with my sister and her friend Paul. After that i went to the hospital to say goodbye to my mom, then i grubbed out for a bit, got a haircut. I then waited for Me'shell to get ready and then we drove back to Tucson. She got a new phone so she was trying to play with that (and looked quite unsuccessful at times lol). Anyways after that i tried to do some more homework and my take home test i barely started but then i was talking to Tawni online and i just kinda brushed it off until later that night. I did some of it in my apartment, but then it just got hella hot in here so i went to the house at midnight and slept there around 2.

Random Things...

-The title of the post "Are you gags?" is in reference to Me'shell when we were listening to The rugrats songs......at the beginning blackstreet is spelling out Rugrats and she took it as "are you......Gags (she heard G isntead of T).....haha it was soooo funny

- Very undescriptive blog but one more detailed one is coming later today

In this pic, you can tell Adam is enamored by the tank
















Me'Shell and Emily














A slightly better pic of Me'shell and me because she's actually looking at the camera

Something In Me

Song Of The Day- Gnarles Barkley - Crazy
Currently Feeling- Troubled
Picture of the Day - This is the pic of the one and only James "Sweetness" Go. If only i could capture an image of my character of Fight Night, you would see the resemblance.....














Well the past couple days have involved drinking to some extent. But i'll get to that when i do a brief run through of the past couple days.

Weds was a pretty basic day to start out. I woke up and got ready to go to class. Class was a snooze, we got a take home test that is due Monday. I'm so glad it's a takehome test because i think i would fail it otherwise. After class i went home and played a mass amount of Dragon Quest. I then went to the house and chilled there for a while and made sure things were in place. I then went home and it was raining so i didn't run. Nothing was on tv so i went home and brought out the vodka. i then proceeded to take a shot of vodka, waited 10 minutes, and repeated 7 times until i was drunk. J-bot came home and he drank too but i was done. I then went into my room and talked to Tawni online for awhile then went to sleep. I only got 2 hours before i woke up and nothing could put me back to sleep. So i got online and chatted with Tawni online again.....haha it was funny because when i IM'ed her earlier it was me who was getting drunk and not being able to sleep while she was just chilling, and later on it was her drunk and unable to sleep while i was just chilling. The conversations seemed like deja vu because we were saying the same things we each said earlier haha. Anyways so now it's thursday and i watch tv for a while and i'm chatting with Tawni on AIM. We were having a conversation and then she just KO's so i decide to go to the cactus grill. I went and ordered my omellette and did some of my homework and then all of a sudden i felt like just KO'ing. So i went home but instead of sleeping I played some DQ. I then talked on the phone with Adam for awhile and then i was trying to sort some things out for the trip to cali. After that i watched somemore tv and eventually took a nap for a little bit. I woke up and watched more tv and AIM'ed before heading over to Emily's for her kickback. It was Brandon, Emily, Me'shell, Adam, Deeds, and J-bot. I went and got some wings and then i also took a shot of jager. We then just pretty much hung out and took pictures. Brandon got some corn rolls and they actually fit him i think. We took turns wearing the doo-rag with Sarah hands down looking the most gangster. I'll post pictures tomorrow probably. Anyways it was chill, we then went home and I took a shot of Vodka. Truth be told i wanted to do more but i decided that wouldn't be good. NOw i'm chatting online with Tawni again as she tries to figure out what's going on in the inner workings of my head.

Random Things.....

- The plan for this weekend mainly consists of me volunteering tomorrow, then Me'shell and me are carpooling to Phx. From there i need to get my sis her phone and then i'll probably just hang out with Adam and Co....

- There is an underlying reason(s) for the drinking lately. I mean lately i just feel like drinking but i know there is slightly more to that story. Anyways i dunno there have been a couple things that have been on my mind. I really wish it wasn't on my mind but i really just have no control over what i think about......One is kind of stupid, my rationale and thinking have been a bit clouded and i don't think i have a reason to be green-eyed but alas......the second is more traditional thinking, lol very traditional you could say....i dunno.......haha i dunno i'm ridiculous, but it's kind of funny cuz i know what the trigger was....haha ridiculous........(o man thinking about it, i can't help but feel like kicking myself)

- Wow for such a short paragraph like the one above, it just makes me wanna drink, so instead i'm off to bed.........I'll try to post pictures and update tomorrow.

Pictures from the 4th (Not Complete)

Happy 4th of July

Song Of The Day- Bubba Sparxx - Ms. New Booty
Currently Feeling- Sleepy


Well first off Happy 4th of July to everyone!!! Hopefully everyone had a safe and fun holiday....i sure did.......anyways before i get to the 4th, i'll quickly catch up on the happenings of the weekend. My plan was to leave on Sat but i decided to stay to go out to dinner for my dad's birthday. Unfortunately he was doing his own thing so instead of going out to dinner, I dropped by Tom's house and hung out with him for a bit, then i went over to Dusty's and hung out with him and Adam. We then met up with Frank at Joel's house and watched Nightwatch.......this is kind of weird but i watched it at the Harkins Art Cinema with Moses awhile ago and i really enjoyed it, I then watched it again at Joels and i thought it was so dull.......My theory is that i thought it was boring because 1) it was dubbed as opposed to in theaters where it was subbed and 2) Joel's house was so freaking hot, i was sweating all over his couch. Anyways i passed out halfway through the movie.

Sunday i went out to lunch with my family at the Great Wall. After that I chilled at home for a little bit, then i was off to Tucson again. I went home and just lounged at home. Emily was having a get together that night but i was too tired. Then Paul and Shaun came over to tucson and invited me over but once again i was too tired.

Monday i woke up, and i was supposed to volunteer in the morning but i was way too tired. So i lounged and copied Dragon Quest VIII and then went to school.....i guess it was cancelled however because no one was there except for one guy who not surprisingly didn't go to the last class (like me). So i then just went to the house and did some lawn watering, then played some fight night before coming back around 4. I came back and J-Bot wasn't home so i figured he was playing raquetball but I was later talking to Me'shell and she was planning on getting a game going but couldn't get a hold of J-Bot. She also was followed from school by this late 90's altima. I really wanted her to just drive over to my place and that way i could scare the creepy bastard away. Anyways i then played some Dragon Quest and then drove over to Applebees to pick up my credit card i lost. The way over, i was talking to the Mase and we had quite a long but interesting conversation. Anywho i came back to my apt and i was talking to the Mase still when J-bot walks in, in his Albertsons gear. So yah in other words J-bot finally got a job.....lol ya we were starting to get a little worried because I figured his money cushion he saved up last summer must be running on critical...haha....anyways for the rest of the night, i actually went running again on Greasewood, then went to wingstop and albertsons to try to see J-Bot, then went home and I drank by myself. I didn't get drunk but i was feeling good. I only made one drink but put 4 shots of Rum with my cola. lol i learned that if i take a shower when i drink, my buzz goes away.....lol how sad......I then played somemore DQ for a while.

Today i woke up and played a good amount of DQ right until i had to get ready for the BBQ. Anyways the plan for the day was to have a kickback at the house. I went over there around 4 and watered the lawn, and played fight night until the girls came over. They made the patties and i went out back and bbq'ed. After it was all said and done it was Me, Me'Shell, Deeds, Adam, his little bro, Emily, and Brandon. lol it was a really fun night we made a crapload of burgers and then ate, and hung out. They started drinking and then we we went to go watch Fireworks from "A" mountain (just a mountain right tawni lol). Anyways our first attempt involved us paying 4 dollars to sit in the TCC parking lot but it was really sucky so we left and we drove up to the scenic view to see if we could see any fireworks but we couldn't. So we then drove up to a high point in the mountain which was pretty cool. Deeds, Em, and Brandon sat on the MDX roof haha. Oh ya i forgot to mention that we had to drop by my apartment cuz Brandon and Me'shell had to pee real bad. Lol Me'shell was sooooooo funny tonite, we had our fight night dancing party.....lol it was funny....Anyways after that we went back to the house and we ate some more and i drank some beer. We then went outside and it was pouring (you would have loved it Tawnicita). We then ran some fireworks which were really cool. Then we played music and just hung out and took pictures (i left it at the house so no pic update). J-bot unfortunately couldn't come because he had to work til 1 so they all helped me clean up and then i waited a couple minutes before driving home....it was weird i got a small buzz when i started drinking but then i felt completely normal after that.

Ruminations and Reflections

-Haha so ya Fight Night Dance party....lol well Me'shell and me were playing fight night and when the boxer would grapple the other boxer, she was like "i'm hugging him"...lol then we both started juking in front of each other and she was like "we're dancing"....hahaha...anyways we joked about that for the rest of the night haha.....

- So i guess the other thing you are probably thinking is why did i drink by myself.......well part of it i guess u could say is boredom but i guess i also wanted to shut up my thinking for the night and since i was bymyself, i was in no danger of saying something i'd regret haha....don't worry i don't plan on it becoming commonplace.......

-I have a feeling i'm forgetting something but if i am i'll add it in another post