Scary

Song Of The Day- Saves The Day - This is not an exit
Currently Feeling- Good

Really sorry for my last post i got interrupted and i never did get around to finishing it. Anyways it too far to remember everything so i'll try to update like i normally would. Well i'm back in phoenix which is cool. I spent a couple days in tucson before deciding to come back. I hung out with my roommate and just chilled. My first day back in phoenix, i watched blade III which was a good movie for what it was, an aciton movie and nothing else. Afterwards i played some madden and that was day 1. Day two was chill at home which i did. I watched the suns game and that was pretty much it. Also i did something that i've been trying to do for more than a month. It's crazy i was so excited to finish something that i didn't think i could finish because it was definately looking doubtful. What's crazy was my horoscope for the day. "You're feeling nostalgic, emotional, compassionate and generous -- and if you're with someone you care about, you'll go all out to prove it to them." For those who know what i did that should make sense. Day 3 was chill. I ran some errands and bought some gifts. Then i played some halo 2 with some guys becfore going to jason's house. I hung out with him, steph, and joel. We went to blockbuster, then wendy's. We went to his house again and adam dropped by. We then left to dusty's house and we played madden. yeah now this is really trippy i checked my horoscope and it says "The balance in your account is lower than you think. Go back and check again." Yup and as i read this i'm checking my online bank account and low and behold i'm over my limit by 4 dollars. But yeah i'm getting really excited about stuff it's great.

Random Things..

Unfortunately not everything has been great. i wish i was a more confident person but the fact is is that i'm not and very introverted. As a result i hold myself back and not allow myself to put myself out on the line where i can get hurt. Everyone knows i like this one girl, and she is a really great and fun person and i can talk to her and stuff, but i can't bring myself to try and bring myself to the next level with her to see if something is there.

Finals Over Time To Blog

Song Of The Day- Saves The Day - Nightingale
Currently Feeling- Relieved
This Day In History- 2 yrs ago - I was very excited because i was planning to tell tawni how i felt. Without looking back i can tell u that things didn't turn out the way i expected.

So finals are over, it's like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulder. With no more finals i see that i have a plethora of free time now. So with that time i have decided to do one of my old favorite activities in blogging. But the thing i hate most is trying to make up for not blogging.

Anyways i did something really cool to get the stress off. On Fri night i made ice cream with michelle. Yes i know that sounds really random but hey we didn't feel much like partying and we both needed a little break so it was fun. We went to the store and the cashier was giving me crap for making her carry something and not offering my coat. lol

Random Things....

- Ya Michelle is a really cool person......haha for those reading my blog it should be pretty obvious to how cool i think Michelle is lol......i dunno she's just a really funny, odd (in a good way), and down to earth person that i just really enjoy hanging out with. I mean we made crappy icecream on a friday night in the middle of Graham and Greenlee and let me tell you something....it was ice cold trying to do that outside, but alas i didn't care because we were hanging out making ice cream? haha anyways unfortunately I have already decided not to try to pursue anything there because 1) Going after friends does not always turn out pretty especially if things don't end up the way you want it to be. I know that is a very cliche thing to say but in this case i honestly do mean it because she is the coolest person I've met in college and it sux i never talked to her in high school. 2)As much as i don't like saying, I don't think i'm the person she's looking for in a guy right now 3) Despite the advice I have gotten from Steph, Jase, etc....i still feel i should branch out more and try for someone who didn't go to our high school (although i never talked to her in HS so it shouldn't count haha)

Decisions To Be Made

Song Of The Day- Tupac - Thugs Get Lonely Too
Currently Feeling- Indecisive
This Day In History- Well two years i was in a very romantic mood. Looking back at it, i wish i could almost inform myself of what was going to happen in an attempt to stop myself from the upcoming hurt i would feel later. Also it's crazy but i saw A Wonderful Life at the same time for the past two years. Kinda sad that i'm not watching it tonight and end the streak

Well this has been a draft for a couple days but i've had to put it aside cuz i've actually been quite busy for the past couple days. A lot of things have been happening, good, bad, and stuff that i'm not yet sure about. For the most part i've taken an assertive approach to it, but i'm still new at it so i haven't worked out all the kinks out of it yet. All i know is that I'm sure about what i'm feeling about a lot of things but decisions have to be made about all of them and i have to prioritize what are important to me and what I have to put on the backburner.

As far as everything else....i will unfortunately have to cop out on the update since a lot of stuff of different varieties have come up. But i'm sure i'll talk about it to whoever reads this so yeah.

Lacking

Song Of The Day- Lil John with Usher - Lovers and Friends
Currently Feeling- Missing and Tired
This Day In History- Surprisingly I've never updated on this date before

Hmm haven't updated since thanksgiving....yes at times it seems like this blog is dying, yet this has happened in the past and it has always recovered so i'll say it's only temporary and i've been stressed out both in school and out of it. Well a lot of stuff has been happening. Essentially school is wrapping up for the semester and i'm fighting to get everything where i want it to be for school and also my personal life. But for right now it seems like everything is jumbled up. I think a big part of it is that I just seem very unorganized and everyone who knows me knows that i'm big on keeping organized. i dunno i know i have to change some things next semester. Also another strong thing that is always around is the fact that i do hear things that others don't so i get a better view of certain things. It's just one of those things where everyone comes to talk so u know things...i dunno it's kinda confusing.

Anyways school right now has actually been pretty good today, I did my spanish presentation which was pretty good and I got my english paper which I got a 95...this is the note the teacher left (James, another one of your masterpieces! This essay was very insightful. I love that you took the time to research. You make all your points accurate. As always, i have enjoyed this essay. You have great potential as a writer, keep up the wonderful work.) Heh it made me feel better about myself although i don't think i'd consider writing on a working level. Anyways at the time i was motivated a little by what tawni said one time. Yes i took it out of context but at the time I didn't understand it and i was a little angry about it. Well pretty much it motivated me to edit my paper better. So yeah in a way i gotta thank tawni for motivating me. heh

Well tomorrow i have spanish but i don't know if i'm going to go. I don't have lab anymore so i'm excited. My only plans are to write my essay and go to bio discuss.

Hopefully i can get into the swing of things in terms of writing in here.

Random Things....

Xmas is coming and i'm getting excited, i bought a lot of gifts already, but there is one i have put special attention and time to and i just hope they like it and use it.

I'm choosing to hold back some stuff right now, I'll try to write in later