Sunday, December 03, 2006

There is only a "Wii" bit more school left......

Song Of The Day- Nick Lachey - What's Left of Me
Currently Feeling- Happy, sad, stressed, relaxed, it's all balanced out baby
This Day In History- 4 years ago - Ahhh i was going through some major thinking.....o man i was definately heading towards a train crash. 3 years ago - Plan ST? I don't know what it had to do with but judging from the time of it, it had to probably be something with either Katie or vicky. 1 year ago - I went and "studied" with Alysha....lol

Well as of tomorrow, i'm unofficially gonna be in the nitty gritty of classes.....No it's not officially finals yet but with two tests this week (they could be considered finals) I'm calling it finals week hah. Anyways as of late i've been able to equilibrate better than i have all year. I haven't gotten ridiculously stressed or anything, i've taken breaks, and i've eaten. I have a biochem test weds i think i'm ready for and i have a micro lab final which shouldn't be too hard on tues.

As of right now there are two things i'm worried about (actually 3 but one of which i'm not going to talk about)....The first one is physics....damn i dunno i gotta do well cuz i definately don't want to take it again. The second thing is about someone......Ya i definately had a dream last nite, it was actually quite similar if not exactly the same dream i had awhile ago. And although i'm not going to say what the dream was about, I will say it was not a good one. The dream didn't actually finish itself though because right before the climax of the events of my dream could take place, Shannon called because she got into an accident. Anyways like i said 90% of the time my dreams have something to do about something that's stewing in my subconcious and this is definately something that i've thought about from time to time. It actually has me a bit worried because I think the time is going to come sooner rather than later and how I deal with that is going to be critical. But ya truth be told, if for say it were to happen tomorrow for instance, i don't think it would put me in a good position. So my only choice really is action of some sort.....let me clarify a bit......By action, I either try to go into move on phase and just put myself out there or i could just clear the air and let things fly and see where I stand. If I don't pull an action of some sort, i think that would be a bad choice for me because it lets me dwell on things. I hope that makes sense......

Another thing that may sound odd is that i'm not completely looking forward to this winter break......ya i know that sounds really weird but I do have my reasons for such.

Actually i kinda lied there are 4 things, but once again i'll leave that out of here and hopefully clear that up before winter break.

Random Things....

- I really hate how i've been laying out my blog.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

look, james, i created a blog for me! all by myself! yay! :)

12:55 AM  

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