Studying Like A Mug and Plan L

Song Of The Day- P Diddy - Come to Me
Currently Feeling- Mentally Tired and Smitten
This Day In History - 4years ago - A lot of tawni talk, cleaned the ReVolvolution lol, had clinicals at hospice. 3years ago - had a dream i called "Paul's Forest Island"......lol if u are ever bored i suggest you read it. 2years ago - I gave an update on how the "house" was doing and also talked about Me'shell and me inside joke on "tja". 1year ago - Watched Harry Potter and Saw II lol

Lol well a month later and here is my blog update. Hmmmjm a lot has happened but also not really. I'm not gonna try to remember any of it though, i'll just have a big hole there in my blog i guess. Anyways if you want to know what i've been up to lately i can sum it up in one word: studying. Yup i have really studied like a freakin fiend. It's very unlike me to study so far so early but as they said i slacked off early this year and now i have to sleep in the bed i've made. The end result i hope is good but even if it's not as satisfactory as id like it to be, i think it's awoken something in me. Anyways that's not really the reason i'm blogging. It actually involves a new plan in the making i'm tentitively calling "Plan L". Haha so what is this plan L exactly.......I unfortunately cannot say but if you look at what my previous plans were about i think u can get a hint (and no it doesn't involve tawni lol). Anyways if u need help, i think that romantic aspect in me is back. Why I say that exactly? Well to be honest its not like it just came up now but its been brewing in me for awhile. However what spelt it out for me is the fact that i have a humungus test on Tues and yet I must admit that my mind is a bit distracted towards her at times. By that i mean i will be studying by myself or whatever and then without even realizing it i'll start thinking about her. Lol and while that may not be the best thing at the moment, it makes me feel alive. I mean anyone that knows me, knows that i am a bit of a sappy person. But that aspect of myself has been dormant sort of for awhile. I dunno it's odd, like it gives me a motivation or something to look forward to. So maybe it is a good thing, because i think it has sort of reinvigored me. However there is one small problem and that is i'm not sure how/if i will tell her. Like i said earlier, this isn't new but at the same time, I think i really want to just tell her and let the chips fall. Alas I have to knock off the rest of this semester before I can seriously think about doing anything. But alas for the moment i will use this feeling to effectively energize me for the rest of the semester.